Despite
all my many efforts it’s difficult for me not to keep defining myself to myself
and to others as something, as one thing or several things that I am. I say
despite all my many efforts because I don’t want to define myself at all because
that limits me to a specific role in life and I don’t want to live my life that
way. And defining myself as one thing narrows me to what was, to the past of
becoming something and that defeats my purpose and my efforts of living in the
here and now.....my life, my rules.
Imagine this clown at your car window