THE SCARLET LETTER.
BY NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE.
I
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE.
INTRODUCTORY TO “THE SCARLET LETTER.”
It is a little remarkable, that—though
disinclined to talk overmuch of myself and my affairs at the fireside, and to
my personal friends—an autobiographical impulse should twice in my life have
taken possession of me, in addressing the public. The first time was three or
four years since, when I favored the reader—inexcusably, and for no earthly
reason, that either the indulgent reader or the intrusive author could
imagine—with a description of my way of life in the deep quietude of an Old
Manse. And now—because, beyond my deserts, I was happy enough to find a
listener or two on the former occasion—I again seize the public by the button,
and talk of my three years’ experience in a Custom-House. The[2] example of the
famous “P. P., Clerk of this Parish,” was never more faithfully followed. The
truth seems to be, however, that, when he casts his leaves forth upon the wind,
the author addresses, not the many who will fling aside his volume, or never
take it up, but the few who will understand him, better than most of his
schoolmates or lifemates. Some authors, indeed, do far more than this, and
indulge themselves in such confidential depths of revelation as could fittingly
be addressed, only and exclusively, to the one heart and mind of perfect
sympathy; as if the printed book, thrown at large on the wide world, were
certain to find out the divided segment of the writer’s own nature, and
complete his circle of existence by bringing him into communion with it. It is
scarcely decorous, however, to speak all, even where we speak impersonally.
But, as thoughts are frozen and utterance benumbed, unless the speaker stand in
some true relation with his audience, it may be pardonable to imagine that a
friend, a kind and apprehensive, though not the closest friend, is listening to
our talk; and then, a native reserve being thawed by this genial consciousness,
we may prate of the circumstances that lie around us, and even of ourself, but
still keep the inmost Me behind its veil. To this extent, and within these
limits, an author, methinks, may be autobiographical, without violating either
the reader’s rights or his own.
It will be seen, likewise, that this
Custom-House sketch has a certain propriety, of a kind always recognized in
literature, as explaining how a large portion of the following pages came into
my possession, and as offering proofs of the authenticity of a narrative
therein contained. This, in fact,—a desire to put myself in my true position as
editor, or very little more, of the[3] most prolix among the tales that make up
my volume,—this, and no other, is my true reason for assuming a personal
relation with the public. In accomplishing the main purpose, it has appeared
allowable, by a few extra touches, to give a faint representation of a mode of
life not heretofore described, together with some of the characters that move
in it, among whom the author happened to make one.
In my native town of Salem, at the head
of what, half a century ago, in the days of old King Derby, was a bustling
wharf,—but which is now burdened with decayed wooden warehouses, and exhibits
few or no symptoms of commercial life; except, perhaps, a bark or brig,
half-way down its melancholy length, discharging hides; or, nearer at hand, a
Nova Scotia schooner, pitching out her cargo of firewood,—at the head, I say,
of this dilapidated wharf, which the tide often overflows, and along which, at
the base and in the rear of the row of buildings, the track of many languid
years is seen in a border of unthrifty grass,—here, with a view from its front
windows adown this not very enlivening prospect, and thence across the harbor,
stands a spacious edifice of brick. From the loftiest point of its roof, during
precisely three and a half hours of each forenoon, floats or droops, in breeze
or calm, the banner of the republic; but with the thirteen stripes turned
vertically, instead of horizontally, and thus indicating that a civil, and not
a military post of Uncle Sam’s government is here established. Its front is
ornamented with a portico of half a dozen wooden pillars, supporting a balcony,
beneath which a flight of wide granite steps descends towards the street. Over
the entrance hovers an enormous specimen of the American eagle, with outspread
wings, a shield[4] before her breast, and, if I recollect aright, a bunch of
intermingled thunderbolts and barbed arrows in each claw. With the customary
infirmity of temper that characterizes this unhappy fowl, she appears, by the
fierceness of her beak and eye, and the general truculency of her attitude, to
threaten mischief to the inoffensive community; and especially to warn all
citizens, careful of their safety, against intruding on the premises which she
overshadows with her wings. Nevertheless, vixenly as she looks, many people are
seeking, at this very moment, to shelter themselves under the wing of the
federal eagle; imagining, I presume, that her bosom has all the softness and
snugness of an eider-down pillow. But she has no great tenderness, even in her
best of moods, and, sooner or later,—oftener soon than late,—is apt to fling
off her nestlings, with a scratch of her claw, a dab of her beak, or a rankling
wound from her barbed arrows.
The pavement round about the
above-described edifice—which we may as well name at once as the Custom-House
of the port—has grass enough growing in its chinks to show that it has not, of
late days, been worn by any multitudinous resort of business. In some months of
the year, however, there often chances a forenoon when affairs move onward with
a livelier tread. Such occasions might remind the elderly citizen of that
period before the last war with England, when Salem was a port by itself; not
scorned, as she is now, by her own merchants and ship-owners, who permit her
wharves to crumble to ruin, while their ventures go to swell, needlessly and
imperceptibly, the mighty flood of commerce at New York or Boston. On some such
morning, when three or four vessels happen to have arrived at once,—usually
from Africa or South America,—or to be on the verge[5] of their departure
thitherward, there is a sound of frequent feet, passing briskly up and down the
granite steps. Here, before his own wife has greeted him, you may greet the
sea-flushed shipmaster, just in port, with his vessel’s papers under his arm,
in a tarnished tin box. Here, too, comes his owner, cheerful or sombre,
gracious or in the sulks, accordingly as his scheme of the now accomplished
voyage has been realized in merchandise that will readily be turned to gold, or
has buried him under a bulk of incommodities, such as nobody will care to rid
him of. Here, likewise,—the germ of the wrinkle-browed, grizzly-bearded,
care-worn merchant,—we have the smart young clerk, who gets the taste of
traffic as a wolf-cub does of blood, and already sends adventures in his
master’s ships, when he had better be sailing mimic-boats upon a mill-pond.
Another figure in the scene is the outward-bound sailor in quest of a protection;
or the recently arrived one, pale and feeble, seeking a passport to the
hospital. Nor must we forget the captains of the rusty little schooners that
bring firewood from the British provinces; a rough-looking set of tarpaulins,
without the alertness of the Yankee aspect, but contributing an item of no
slight importance to our decaying trade.
Cluster all these individuals together,
as they sometimes were, with other miscellaneous ones to diversify the group,
and, for the time being, it made the Custom-House a stirring scene. More
frequently, however, on ascending the steps, you would discern—in the entry, if
it were summer time, or in their appropriate rooms, if wintry or inclement
weather—a row of venerable figures, sitting in old-fashioned chairs, which were
tipped on their hind legs back against the wall. Oftentimes they were asleep,
but occasionally might be heard talking together, in voices between[6] speech
and a snore, and with that lack of energy that distinguishes the occupants of
almshouses, and all other human beings who depend for subsistence on charity,
on monopolized labor, or anything else, but their own independent exertions.
These old gentlemen—seated, like Matthew, at the receipt of customs, but not
very liable to be summoned thence, like him, for apostolic errands—were
Custom-House officers.
Furthermore, on the left hand as you
enter the front door, is a certain room or office, about fifteen feet square,
and of a lofty height; with two of its arched windows commanding a view of the
aforesaid dilapidated wharf, and the third looking across a narrow lane, and
along a portion of Derby Street. All three give glimpses of the shops of
grocers, block-makers, slop-sellers, and ship-chandlers; around the doors of
which are generally to be seen, laughing and gossiping, clusters of old salts,
and such other wharf-rats as haunt the Wapping of a seaport. The room itself is
cobwebbed, and dingy with old paint; its floor is strewn with gray sand, in a
fashion that has elsewhere fallen into long disuse; and it is easy to conclude,
from the general slovenliness of the place, that this is a sanctuary into which
womankind, with her tools of magic, the broom and mop, has very infrequent
access. In the way of furniture, there is a stove with a voluminous funnel; an
old pine desk, with a three-legged stool beside it; two or three wooden-bottom
chairs, exceedingly decrepit and infirm; and—not to forget the library—on some
shelves, a score or two of volumes of the Acts of Congress, and a bulky Digest
of the Revenue Laws. A tin pipe ascends through the ceiling, and forms a medium
of vocal communication with other parts of the edifice. And here, some six
months ago,—pacing from corner to corner, or lounging on the long-legged[7]
stool, with his elbow on the desk, and his eyes wandering up and down the
columns of the morning newspaper,—you might have recognized, honored reader,
the same individual who welcomed you into his cheery little study, where the
sunshine glimmered so pleasantly through the willow branches, on the western
side of the Old Manse. But now, should you go thither to seek him, you would
inquire in vain for the Locofoco Surveyor. The besom of reform has swept him
out of office; and a worthier successor wears his dignity, and pockets his
emoluments.
This old town of Salem—my native place,
though I have dwelt much away from it, both in boyhood and maturer
years—possesses, or did possess, a hold on my affections, the force of which I
have never realized during my seasons of actual residence here. Indeed, so far
as its physical aspect is concerned, with its flat, unvaried surface, covered
chiefly with wooden houses, few or none of which pretend to architectural
beauty,—its irregularity, which is neither picturesque nor quaint, but only
tame,—its long and lazy street, lounging wearisomely through the whole extent
of the peninsula, with Gallows Hill and New Guinea at one end, and a view of
the almshouse at the other,—such being the features of my native town, it would
be quite as reasonable to form a sentimental attachment to a disarranged
checker-board. And yet, though invariably happiest elsewhere, there is within
me a feeling for old Salem, which, in lack of a better phrase, I must be
content to call affection. The sentiment is probably assignable to the deep and
aged roots which my family has struck into the soil. It is now nearly two
centuries and a quarter since the original Briton, the earliest emigrant of my
name, made his appearance in the wild and forest-bordered settlement, which has
since become a city. And here[8] his descendants have been born and died, and
have mingled their earthy substance with the soil; until no small portion of it
must necessarily be akin to the mortal frame wherewith, for a little while, I
walk the streets. In part, therefore, the attachment which I speak of is the
mere sensuous sympathy of dust for dust. Few of my countrymen can know what it
is; nor, as frequent transplantation is perhaps better for the stock, need they
consider it desirable to know.
But the sentiment has likewise its moral
quality. The figure of that first ancestor, invested by family tradition with a
dim and dusky grandeur, was present to my boyish imagination, as far back as I
can remember. It still haunts me, and induces a sort of home-feeling with the
past, which I scarcely claim in reference to the present phase of the town. I
seem to have a stronger claim to a residence here on account of this grave,
bearded, sable-cloaked and steeple-crowned progenitor,—who came so early, with
his Bible and his sword, and trode the unworn street with such a stately port,
and made so large a figure, as a man of war and peace,—a stronger claim than
for myself, whose name is seldom heard and my face hardly known. He was a
soldier, legislator, judge; he was a ruler in the Church; he had all the
Puritanic traits, both good and evil. He was likewise a bitter persecutor, as
witness the Quakers, who have remembered him in their histories, and relate an
incident of his hard severity towards a woman of their sect, which will last
longer, it is to be feared, than any record of his better deeds, although these
were many. His son, too, inherited the persecuting spirit, and made himself so
conspicuous in the martyrdom of the witches, that their blood may fairly be
said to have left a stain upon him. So deep a stain, indeed, that his old[9]
dry bones, in the Charter Street burial-ground, must still retain it, if they
have not crumbled utterly to dust! I know not whether these ancestors of mine
bethought themselves to repent, and ask pardon of Heaven for their cruelties;
or whether they are now groaning under the heavy consequences of them, in
another state of being. At all events, I, the present writer, as their
representative, hereby take shame upon myself for their sakes, and pray that
any curse incurred by them—as I have heard, and as the dreary and unprosperous
condition of the race, for many a long year back, would argue to exist—may be
now and henceforth removed.
Doubtless, however, either of these stern
and black-browed Puritans would have thought it quite a sufficient retribution
for his sins, that, after so long a lapse of years, the old trunk of the family
tree, with so much venerable moss upon it, should have borne, as its topmost
bough, an idler like myself. No aim, that I have ever cherished, would they
recognize as laudable; no success of mine—if my life, beyond its domestic
scope, had ever been brightened by success—would they deem otherwise than
worthless, if not positively disgraceful. “What is he?” murmurs one gray shadow
of my forefathers to the other. “A writer of story-books! What kind of a
business in life—what mode of glorifying God, or being serviceable to mankind
in his day and generation—may that be? Why, the degenerate fellow might as well
have been a fiddler!” Such are the compliments bandied between my
great-grandsires and myself, across the gulf of time! And yet, let them scorn
me as they will, strong traits of their nature have intertwined themselves with
mine.
Planted deep, in the town’s earliest
infancy and childhood,[10] by these two earnest and energetic men, the race has
ever since subsisted here; always, too, in respectability; never, so far as I
have known, disgraced by a single unworthy member; but seldom or never, on the
other hand, after the first two generations, performing any memorable deed, or
so much as putting forward a claim to public notice. Gradually, they have sunk
almost out of sight; as old houses, here and there about the streets, get covered
half-way to the eaves by the accumulation of new soil. From father to son, for
above a hundred years, they followed the sea; a gray-headed shipmaster, in each
generation, retiring from the quarter-deck to the homestead, while a boy of
fourteen took the hereditary place before the mast, confronting the salt spray
and the gale, which had blustered against his sire and grandsire. The boy,
also, in due time, passed from the forecastle to the cabin, spent a tempestuous
manhood, and returned from his world-wanderings, to grow old, and die, and
mingle his dust with the natal earth. This long connection of a family with one
spot, as its place of birth and burial, creates a kindred between the human
being and the locality, quite independent of any charm in the scenery or moral
circumstances that surround him. It is not love, but instinct. The new
inhabitant—who came himself from a foreign land, or whose father or grandfather
came—has little claim to be called a Salemite; he has no conception of the
oyster-like tenacity with which an old settler, over whom his third century is
creeping, clings to the spot where his successive generations have been
imbedded. It is no matter that the place is joyless for him; that he is weary
of the old wooden houses, the mud and dust, the dead level of site and
sentiment, the chill east wind, and the chillest of social atmospheres;—all
these, and whatever[11] faults besides he may see or imagine, are nothing to
the purpose. The spell survives, and just as powerfully as if the natal spot
were an earthly paradise. So has it been in my case. I felt it almost as a
destiny to make Salem my home; so that the mould of features and cast of
character which had all along been familiar here,—ever, as one representative
of the race lay down in his grave, another assuming, as it were, his
sentry-march along the main street,—might still in my little day be seen and
recognized in the old town. Nevertheless, this very sentiment is an evidence
that the connection, which has become an unhealthy one, should at last be
severed. Human nature will not flourish, any more than a potato, if it be
planted and replanted, for too long a series of generations, in the same
worn-out soil. My children have had other birthplaces, and, so far as their
fortunes may be within my control, shall strike their roots into unaccustomed
earth.
On emerging from the Old Manse, it was
chiefly this strange, indolent, unjoyous attachment for my native town, that
brought me to fill a place in Uncle Sam’s brick edifice, when I might as well,
or better, have gone somewhere else. My doom was on me. It was not the first
time, nor the second, that I had gone away,—as it seemed, permanently,—but yet
returned, like the bad half-penny; or as if Salem were for me the inevitable
centre of the universe. So, one fine morning, I ascended the flight of granite
steps, with the President’s commission in my pocket, and was introduced to the
corps of gentlemen who were to aid me in my weighty responsibility, as chief
executive officer of the Custom-House.
I doubt greatly—or, rather, I do not
doubt at all—whether any public functionary of the United States, either in the
civil[12] or military line, has ever had such a patriarchal body of veterans
under his orders as myself. The whereabouts of the Oldest Inhabitant was at
once settled, when I looked at them. For upwards of twenty years before this
epoch, the independent position of the Collector had kept the Salem
Custom-House out of the whirlpool of political vicissitude, which makes the
tenure of office generally so fragile. A soldier,—New England’s most
distinguished soldier,—he stood firmly on the pedestal of his gallant services;
and, himself secure in the wise liberality of the successive administrations
through which he had held office, he had been the safety of his subordinates in
many an hour of danger and heart-quake. General Miller was radically
conservative; a man over whose kindly nature habit had no slight influence;
attaching himself strongly to familiar faces, and with difficulty moved to change,
even when change might have brought unquestionable improvement. Thus, on taking
charge of my department, I found few but aged men. They were ancient
sea-captains, for the most part, who, after being tost on every sea, and
standing up sturdily against life’s tempestuous blasts, had finally drifted
into this quiet nook; where, with little to disturb them, except the periodical
terrors of a Presidential election, they one and all acquired a new lease of
existence. Though by no means less liable than their fellow-men to age and
infirmity, they had evidently some talisman or other that kept death at bay.
Two or three of their number, as I was assured, being gouty and rheumatic, or
perhaps bedridden, never dreamed of making their appearance at the
Custom-House, during a large part of the year; but, after a torpid winter,
would creep out into the warm sunshine of May or June, go lazily about what
they termed duty, and, at their own leisure[13] and convenience, betake
themselves to bed again. I must plead guilty to the charge of abbreviating the
official breath of more than one of these venerable servants of the republic.
They were allowed, on my representation, to rest from their arduous labors, and
soon afterwards—as if their sole principle of life had been zeal for their
country’s service, as I verily believe it was—withdrew to a better world. It is
a pious consolation to me, that, through my interference, a sufficient space
was allowed them for repentance of the evil and corrupt practices into which,
as a matter of course, every Custom-House officer must be supposed to fall.
Neither the front nor the back entrance of the Custom-House opens on the road
to Paradise.
The greater part of my officers were
Whigs. It was well for their venerable brotherhood that the new Surveyor was
not a politician, and though a faithful Democrat in principle, neither received
nor held his office with any reference to political services. Had it been
otherwise,—had an active politician been put into this influential post, to
assume the easy task of making head against a Whig Collector, whose infirmities
withheld him from the personal administration of his office,—hardly a man of
the old corps would have drawn the breath of official life, within a month
after the exterminating angel had come up the Custom-House steps. According to
the received code in such matters, it would have been nothing short of duty, in
a politician, to bring every one of those white heads under the axe of the
guillotine. It was plain enough to discern, that the old fellows dreaded some
such discourtesy at my hands. It pained, and at the same time amused me, to
behold the terrors that attended my advent; to see a furrowed cheek,
weather-beaten by half a century of storm, turn ashy pale at the glance of so
harmless an[14] individual as myself; to detect, as one or another addressed
me, the tremor of a voice, which, in long-past days, had been wont to bellow
through a speaking-trumpet, hoarsely enough to frighten Boreas himself to
silence. They knew, these excellent old persons, that, by all established
rule,—and, as regarded some of them, weighed by their own lack of efficiency
for business,—they ought to have given place to younger men, more orthodox in
politics, and altogether fitter than themselves to serve our common Uncle. I
knew it too, but could never quite find in my heart to act upon the knowledge.
Much and deservedly to my own discredit, therefore, and considerably to the
detriment of my official conscience, they continued, during my incumbency, to
creep about the wharves, and loiter up and down the Custom-House steps. They
spent a good deal of time, also, asleep in their accustomed corners, with their
chairs tilted back against the wall; awaking, however, once or twice in a
forenoon, to bore one another with the several thousandth repetition of old
sea-stories, and mouldy jokes, that had grown to be passwords and countersigns
among them.
The discovery was soon made, I imagine,
that the new Surveyor had no great harm in him. So, with lightsome hearts, and
the happy consciousness of being usefully employed,—in their own behalf, at
least, if not for our beloved country,—these good old gentlemen went through
the various formalities of office. Sagaciously, under their spectacles, did
they peep into the holds of vessels! Mighty was their fuss about little
matters, and marvellous, sometimes, the obtuseness that allowed greater ones to
slip between their fingers! Whenever such a mischance occurred,—when a
wagon-load of valuable merchandise had been smuggled ashore, at noonday,
perhaps, and directly beneath[15] their unsuspicious noses,—nothing could
exceed the vigilance and alacrity with which they proceeded to lock, and
double-lock, and secure with tape and sealing-wax, all the avenues of the
delinquent vessel. Instead of a reprimand for their previous negligence, the
case seemed rather to require an eulogium on their praiseworthy caution, after
the mischief had happened; a grateful recognition of the promptitude of their
zeal, the moment that there was no longer any remedy.
Unless people are more than commonly
disagreeable, it is my foolish habit to contract a kindness for them. The
better part of my companion’s character, if it have a better part, is that
which usually comes uppermost in my regard, and forms the type whereby I
recognize the man. As most of these old Custom-House officers had good traits,
and as my position in reference to them, being paternal and protective, was
favorable to the growth of friendly sentiments, I soon grew to like them all.
It was pleasant, in the summer forenoons,—when the fervent heat, that almost
liquefied the rest of the human family, merely communicated a genial warmth to
their half-torpid systems,—it was pleasant to hear them chatting in the back
entry, a row of them all tipped against the wall, as usual; while the frozen
witticisms of past generations were thawed out, and came bubbling with laughter
from their lips. Externally, the jollity of aged men has much in common with
the mirth of children; the intellect, any more than a deep sense of humor, has
little to do with the matter; it is, with both, a gleam that plays upon the
surface, and imparts a sunny and cheery aspect alike to the green branch, and
gray, mouldering trunk. In one case, however, it is real sunshine; in the
other, it more resembles the phosphorescent glow of decaying wood.[16]
It would be sad injustice, the reader
must understand, to represent all my excellent old friends as in their dotage.
In the first place, my coadjutors were not invariably old; there were men among
them in their strength and prime, of marked ability and energy, and altogether
superior to the sluggish and dependent mode of life on which their evil stars
had cast them. Then, moreover, the white locks of age were sometimes found to
be the thatch of an intellectual tenement in good repair. But, as respects the
majority of my corps of veterans, there will be no wrong done, if I
characterize them generally as a set of wearisome old souls, who had gathered
nothing worth preservation from their varied experience of life. They seemed to
have flung away all the golden grain of practical wisdom, which they had
enjoyed so many opportunities of harvesting, and most carefully to have stored
their memories with the husks. They spoke with far more interest and unction of
their morning’s breakfast, or yesterday’s, to-day’s, or to-morrow’s dinner,
than of the shipwreck of forty or fifty years ago, and all the world’s wonders
which they had witnessed with their youthful eyes.
The father of the Custom-House—the
patriarch, not only of this little squad of officials, but, I am bold to say,
of the respectable body of tide-waiters all over the United States—was a
certain permanent Inspector. He might truly be termed a legitimate son of the
revenue system, dyed in the wool, or, rather, born in the purple; since his
sire, a Revolutionary colonel, and formerly collector of the port, had created
an office for him, and appointed him to fill it, at a period of the early ages
which few living men can now remember. This Inspector, when I first knew him,
was a man of fourscore years, or thereabouts, and certainly one of the most
wonderful specimens of winter-green[17] that you would be likely to discover in
a lifetime’s search. With his florid cheek, his compact figure, smartly arrayed
in a bright-buttoned blue coat, his brisk and vigorous step, and his hale and
hearty aspect, altogether he seemed—not young, indeed—but a kind of new
contrivance of Mother Nature in the shape of man, whom age and infirmity had no
business to touch. His voice and laugh, which perpetually re-echoed through the
Custom-House, had nothing of the tremulous quaver and cackle of an old man’s
utterance; they came strutting out of his lungs, like the crow of a cock, or the
blast of a clarion. Looking at him merely as an animal,—and there was very
little else to look at,—he was a most satisfactory object, from the thorough
healthfulness and wholesomeness of his system, and his capacity, at that
extreme age, to enjoy all, or nearly all, the delights which he had ever aimed
at, or conceived of. The careless security of his life in the Custom-House, on
a regular income, and with but slight and infrequent apprehensions of removal,
had no doubt contributed to make time pass lightly over him. The original and
more potent causes, however, lay in the rare perfection of his animal nature,
the moderate proportion of intellect, and the very trifling admixture of moral
and spiritual ingredients; these latter qualities, indeed, being in barely
enough measure to keep the old gentleman from walking on all-fours. He
possessed no power of thought, no depth of feeling, no troublesome
sensibilities; nothing, in short, but a few commonplace instincts, which, aided
by the cheerful temper that grew inevitably out of his physical well-being, did
duty very respectably, and to general acceptance, in lieu of a heart. He had
been the husband of three wives, all long since dead; the father of twenty
children, most of whom, at every age of childhood or maturity, had likewise[18]
returned to dust. Here, one would suppose, might have been sorrow enough to
imbue the sunniest disposition, through and through, with a sable tinge. Not so
with our old Inspector! One brief sigh sufficed to carry off the entire burden
of these dismal reminiscences. The next moment, he was as ready for sport as
any unbreeched infant; far readier than the Collector’s junior clerk, who, at
nineteen years, was much the elder and graver man of the two.
I used to watch and study this
patriarchal personage with, I think, livelier curiosity, than any other form of
humanity there presented to my notice. He was, in truth, a rare phenomenon; so
perfect, in one point of view; so shallow, so delusive, so impalpable, such an
absolute nonentity, in every other. My conclusion was that he had no soul, no
heart, no mind; nothing, as I have already said, but instincts: and yet,
withal, so cunningly had the few materials of his character been put together,
that there was no painful perception of deficiency, but, on my part, an entire
contentment with what I found in him. It might be difficult—and it was so—to
conceive how he should exist hereafter, so earthly and sensuous did he seem;
but surely his existence here, admitting that it was to terminate with his last
breath, had been not unkindly given; with no higher moral responsibilities than
the beasts of the field, but with a larger scope of enjoyment than theirs, and
with all their blessed immunity from the dreariness and duskiness of age.
One point, in which he had vastly the
advantage over his four-footed brethren, was his ability to recollect the good
dinners which it had made no small portion of the happiness of his life to eat.
His gourmandism was a highly agreeable trait; and to hear him talk of
roast-meat was as appetizing as a pickle or[19] an oyster. As he possessed no
higher attribute, and neither sacrificed nor vitiated any spiritual endowment
by devoting all his energies and ingenuities to subserve the delight and profit
of his maw, it always pleased and satisfied me to hear him expatiate on fish,
poultry, and butcher’s meat, and the most eligible methods of preparing them
for the table. His reminiscences of good cheer, however ancient the date of the
actual banquet, seemed to bring the savor of pig or turkey under one’s very
nostrils. There were flavors on his palate that had lingered there not less
than sixty or seventy years, and were still apparently as fresh as that of the
mutton-chop which he had just devoured for his breakfast. I have heard him
smack his lips over dinners, every guest at which, except himself, had long
been food for worms. It was marvellous to observe how the ghosts of bygone
meals were continually rising up before him; not in anger or retribution, but
as if grateful for his former appreciation and seeking to resuscitate an
endless series of enjoyment, at once shadowy and sensual. A tender-loin of
beef, a hind-quarter of veal, a spare-rib of pork, a particular chicken, or a
remarkably praiseworthy turkey, which had perhaps adorned his board in the days
of the elder Adams, would be remembered; while all the subsequent experience of
our race, and all the events that brightened or darkened his individual career,
had gone over him with as little permanent effect as the passing breeze. The
chief tragic event of the old man’s life, so far as I could judge, was his
mishap with a certain goose which lived and died some twenty or forty years
ago; a goose of most promising figure, but which, at table, proved so inveterately
tough that the carving-knife would make no impression on its carcass, and it
could only be divided with an axe and handsaw.[20]
But it is time to quit this sketch; on
which, however, I should be glad to dwell at considerably more length because,
of all men whom I have ever known, this individual was fittest to be a
Custom-House officer. Most persons, owing to causes which I may not have space
to hint at, suffer moral detriment from this peculiar mode of life. The old
Inspector was incapable of it, and, were he to continue in office to the end of
time, would be just as good as he was then, and sit down to dinner with just as
good an appetite.
There is one likeness, without which my
gallery of Custom-House portraits would be strangely incomplete; but which my
comparatively few opportunities for observation enable me to sketch only in the
merest outline. It is that of the Collector, our gallant old General, who,
after his brilliant military service, subsequently to which he had ruled over a
wild Western territory, had come hither, twenty years before, to spend the
decline of his varied and honorable life. The brave soldier had already
numbered, nearly or quite, his threescore years and ten, and was pursuing the
remainder of his earthly march, burdened with infirmities which even the
martial music of his own spirit-stirring recollections could do little towards
lightening. The step was palsied now that had been foremost in the charge. It
was only with the assistance of a servant, and by leaning his hand heavily on
the iron balustrade, that he could slowly and painfully ascend the Custom-House
steps, and, with a toilsome progress across the floor, attain his customary
chair beside the fireplace. There he used to sit, gazing with a somewhat dim
serenity of aspect at the figures that came and went; amid the rustle of
papers, the administering of oaths, the discussion of business, and the casual
talk of the office; all which sounds and circumstances[21] seemed but
indistinctly to impress his senses, and hardly to make their way into his inner
sphere of contemplation. His countenance, in this repose, was mild and kindly.
If his notice was sought, an expression of courtesy and interest gleamed out
upon his features; proving that there was light within him, and that it was
only the outward medium of the intellectual lamp that obstructed the rays in
their passage. The closer you penetrated to the substance of his mind, the
sounder it appeared. When no longer called upon to speak, or listen, either of
which operations cost him an evident effort, his face would briefly subside
into its former not uncheerful quietude. It was not painful to behold this
look; for, though dim, it had not the imbecility of decaying age. The framework
of his nature, originally strong and massive, was not yet crumbled into ruin.
To observe and define his character,
however, under such disadvantages, was as difficult a task as to trace out and
build up anew, in imagination, an old fortress, like Ticonderoga, from a view
of its gray and broken ruins. Here and there, perchance, the walls may remain
almost complete, but elsewhere may be only a shapeless mound, cumbrous with its
very strength, and overgrown, through long years of peace and neglect, with
grass and alien weeds.
Nevertheless, looking at the old warrior
with affection,—for, slight as was the communication between us, my feeling
towards him, like that of all bipeds and quadrupeds who knew him, might not
improperly be termed so,—I could discern the main points of his portrait. It
was marked with the noble and heroic qualities which showed it to be not by a
mere accident, but of good right, that he had won a distinguished name. His
spirit could never, I conceive, have been characterized by an[22] uneasy
activity; it must, at any period of his life, have required an impulse to set
him in motion; but, once stirred up, with obstacles to overcome, and an
adequate object to be attained, it was not in the man to give out or fail. The
heat that had formerly pervaded his nature, and which was not yet extinct, was
never of the kind that flashes and flickers in a blaze; but, rather, a deep,
red glow, as of iron in a furnace. Weight, solidity, firmness; this was the
expression of his repose, even in such decay as had crept untimely over him, at
the period of which I speak. But I could imagine, even then, that, under some
excitement which should go deeply into his consciousness,—roused by a
trumpet-peal, loud enough to awaken all his energies that were not dead, but
only slumbering,—he was yet capable of flinging off his infirmities like a sick
man’s gown, dropping the staff of age to seize a battle-sword, and starting up
once more a warrior. And, in so intense a moment, his demeanor would have still
been calm. Such an exhibition, however, was but to be pictured in fancy; not to
be anticipated, nor desired. What I saw in him—as evidently as the
indestructible ramparts of Old Ticonderoga already cited as the most
appropriate simile—were the features of stubborn and ponderous endurance, which
might well have amounted to obstinacy in his earlier days; of integrity, that,
like most of his other endowments, lay in a somewhat heavy mass, and was just
as unmalleable and unmanageable as a ton of iron ore; and of benevolence,
which, fiercely as he led the bayonets on at Chippewa or Fort Erie, I take to
be of quite as genuine a stamp as what actuates any or all the polemical
philanthropists of the age. He had slain men with his own hand, for aught I
know,—certainly, they had fallen, like blades of grass at the sweep[23] of the
scythe, before the charge to which his spirit imparted its triumphant
energy;—but, be that as it might, there was never in his heart so much cruelty
as would have brushed the down off a butterfly’s wing. I have not known the man
to whose innate kindliness I would more confidently make an appeal.
Many characteristics—and those, too,
which contribute not the least forcibly to impart resemblance in a sketch—must
have vanished, or been obscured, before I met the General. All merely graceful
attributes are usually the most evanescent; nor does Nature adorn the human
ruin with blossoms of new beauty, that have their roots and proper nutriment
only in the chinks and crevices of decay, as she sows wall-flowers over the
ruined fortress of Ticonderoga. Still, even in respect of grace and beauty,
there were points well worth noting. A ray of humor, now and then, would make
its way through the veil of dim obstruction, and glimmer pleasantly upon our
faces. A trait of native elegance, seldom seen in the masculine character after
childhood or early youth, was shown in the General’s fondness for the sight and
fragrance of flowers. An old soldier might be supposed to prize only the bloody
laurel on his brow; but here was one who seemed to have a young girl’s
appreciation of the floral tribe.
There, beside the fireplace, the brave
old General used to sit; while the Surveyor—though seldom, when it could be
avoided, taking upon himself the difficult task of engaging him in
conversation—was fond of standing at a distance, and watching his quiet and
almost slumberous countenance. He seemed away from us, although we saw him but
a few yards off; remote, though we passed close beside his chair; unattainable,
though we might have stretched forth our hands and touched his own.[24] It
might be that he lived a more real life within his thoughts, than amid the
unappropriate environment of the Collector’s office. The evolutions of the
parade; the tumult of the battle; the flourish of old, heroic music, heard
thirty years before;—such scenes and sounds, perhaps, were all alive before his
intellectual sense. Meanwhile, the merchants and shipmasters, the spruce clerks
and uncouth sailors, entered and departed; the bustle of this commercial and
custom-house life kept up its little murmur round about him; and neither with
the men nor their affairs did the General appear to sustain the most distant
relation. He was as much out of place as an old sword—now rusty, but which had
flashed once in the battle’s front, and showed still a bright gleam along its
blade—would have been, among the inkstands, paper-folders, and mahogany rulers,
on the Deputy Collector’s desk.
There was one thing that much aided me in
renewing and re-creating the stalwart soldier of the Niagara frontier,—the man
of true and simple energy. It was the recollection of those memorable words of
his,—“I’ll try, Sir!”—spoken on the very verge of a desperate and heroic
enterprise, and breathing the soul and spirit of New England hardihood,
comprehending all perils, and encountering all. If, in our country, valor were
rewarded by heraldic honor, this phrase—which it seems so easy to speak, but
which only he, with such a task of danger and glory before him, has ever
spoken—would be the best and fittest of all mottoes for the General’s shield of
arms.
It contributes greatly towards a man’s
moral and intellectual health, to be brought into habits of companionship with
individuals unlike himself, who care little for his pursuits, and whose sphere
and abilities he must go out of himself to appreciate.[25] The accidents of my
life have often afforded me this advantage, but never with more fulness and
variety than during my continuance in office. There was one man, especially,
the observation of whose character gave me a new idea of talent. His gifts were
emphatically those of a man of business; prompt, acute, clear-minded; with an
eye that saw through all perplexities, and a faculty of arrangement that made
them vanish, as by the waving of an enchanter’s wand. Bred up from boyhood in
the Custom-House, it was his proper field of activity; and the many intricacies
of business, so harassing to the interloper, presented themselves before him
with the regularity of a perfectly comprehended system. In my contemplation, he
stood as the ideal of his class. He was, indeed, the Custom-House in himself;
or, at all events, the main-spring that kept its variously revolving wheels in
motion; for, in an institution like this, where its officers are appointed to
subserve their own profit and convenience, and seldom with a leading reference
to their fitness for the duty to be performed, they must perforce seek
elsewhere the dexterity which is not in them. Thus, by an inevitable necessity,
as a magnet attracts steel-filings, so did our man of business draw to himself
the difficulties which everybody met with. With an easy condescension, and kind
forbearance towards our stupidity,—which, to his order of mind, must have
seemed little short of crime,—would he forthwith, by the merest touch of his
finger, make the incomprehensible as clear as daylight. The merchants valued
him not less than we, his esoteric friends. His integrity was perfect: it was a
law of nature with him, rather than a choice or a principle; nor can it be
otherwise than the main condition of an intellect so remarkably clear and
accurate as his, to be honest and regular in the administration[26] of affairs.
A stain on his conscience, as to anything that came within the range of his
vocation, would trouble such a man very much in the same way, though to a far
greater degree, that an error in the balance of an account or an ink-blot on
the fair page of a book of record. Here, in a word,—and it is a rare instance
in my life,—I had met with a person thoroughly adapted to the situation which
he held.
Such were some of the people with whom I
now found myself connected. I took it in good part, at the hands of Providence,
that I was thrown into a position so little akin to my past habits, and set
myself seriously to gather from it whatever profit was to be had. After my
fellowship of toil and impracticable schemes with the dreamy brethren of Brook
Farm; after living for three years within the subtile influence of an intellect
like Emerson’s; after those wild, free days on the Assabeth, indulging fantastic
speculations, beside our fire of fallen boughs, with Ellery Channing; after
talking with Thoreau about pine-trees and Indian relics, in his hermitage at
Walden; after growing fastidious by sympathy with the classic refinement of
Hillard’s culture; after becoming imbued with poetic sentiment at Longfellow’s
hearthstone;—it was time, at length, that I should exercise other faculties of
my nature, and nourish myself with food for which I had hitherto had little
appetite. Even the old Inspector was desirable, as a change of diet, to a man
who had known Alcott. I look upon it as an evidence, in some measure, of a
system naturally well balanced, and lacking no essential part of a thorough
organization, that, with such associates to remember, I could mingle at once
with men of altogether different qualities, and never murmur at the change.
Literature, its exertions and objects,
were now of little moment[27] in my regard. I cared not, at this period, for
books; they were apart from me. Nature,—except it were human nature,—the nature
that is developed in earth and sky, was, in one sense, hidden from me; and all
the imaginative delight, wherewith it had been spiritualized, passed away out
of my mind. A gift, a faculty if it had not departed, was suspended and
inanimate within me. There would have been something sad, unutterably dreary,
in all this, had I not been conscious that it lay at my own option to recall
whatever was valuable in the past. It might be true, indeed, that this was a
life which could not with impunity be lived too long; else, it might have made
me permanently other than I had been without transforming me into any shape
which it would be worth my while to take. But I never considered it as other
than a transitory life. There was always a prophetic instinct, a low whisper in
my ear, that, within no long period, and whenever a new change of custom should
be essential to my good, a change would come.
Meanwhile, there I was, a Surveyor of the
Revenue, and, so far as I have been able to understand, as good a Surveyor as
need be. A man of thought, fancy, and sensibility (had he ten times the
Surveyor’s proportion of those qualities) may, at any time, be a man of
affairs, if he will only choose to give himself the trouble. My
fellow-officers, and the merchants and sea-captains with whom my official
duties brought me into any manner of connection, viewed me in no other light,
and probably knew me in no other character. None of them, I presume, had ever
read a page of my inditing, or would have cared a fig the more for me, if they
had read them all; nor would it have mended the matter, in the least, had those
same unprofitable pages been written with a pen like that of Burns or of
Chaucer, each of[28] whom was a custom-house officer in his day, as well as I.
It is a good lesson—though it may often be a hard one—for a man who has dreamed
of literary fame, and of making for himself a rank among the world’s dignitaries
by such means, to step aside out of the narrow circle in which his claims are
recognized, and to find how utterly devoid of significance, beyond that circle,
is all that he achieves, and all he aims at. I know not that I especially
needed the lesson, either in the way of warning or rebuke; but, at any rate, I
learned it thoroughly: nor, it gives me pleasure to reflect, did the truth, as
it came home to my perception, ever cost me a pang, or require to be thrown off
in a sigh. In the way of literary talk, it is true, the Naval Officer—an
excellent fellow, who came into office with me and went out only a little
later—would often engage me in a discussion about one or the other of his
favorite topics, Napoleon or Shakespeare. The Collector’s junior clerk, too—a
young gentleman who, it was whispered, occasionally covered a sheet of Uncle
Sam’s letter-paper with what (at the distance of a few yards) looked very much
like poetry—used now and then to speak to me of books, as matters with which I
might possibly be conversant. This was my all of lettered intercourse; and it
was quite sufficient for my necessities.
No longer seeking nor caring that my name
should be blazoned abroad on title-pages, I smiled to think that it had now
another kind of vogue. The Custom-House marker imprinted it, with a stencil and
black paint, on pepper-bags, and baskets of anatto, and cigar-boxes, and bales
of all kinds of dutiable merchandise, in testimony that these commodities had
paid the impost, and gone regularly through the office. Borne on such queer
vehicle of fame, a knowledge of my existence, so far as a[29] name conveys it,
was carried where it had never been before, and, I hope, will never go again.
But the past was not dead. Once in a
great while the thoughts that had seemed so vital and so active, yet had been
put to rest so quietly, revived again. One of the most remarkable occasions,
when the habit of bygone days awoke in me, was that which brings it within the
law of literary propriety to offer the public the sketch which I am now
writing.
In the second story of the Custom-House
there is a large room, in which the brick-work and naked rafters have never
been covered with panelling and plaster. The edifice—originally projected on a
scale adapted to the old commercial enterprise of the port, and with an idea of
subsequent prosperity destined never to be realized—contains far more space
than its occupants know what to do with. This airy hall, therefore, over the
Collector’s apartments, remains unfinished to this day, and, in spite of the
aged cobwebs that festoon its dusky beams, appears still to await the labor of
the carpenter and mason. At one end of the room, in a recess, were a number of
barrels, piled one upon another, containing bundles of official documents.
Large quantities of similar rubbish lay lumbering the floor. It was sorrowful
to think how many days and weeks and months and years of toil had been wasted
on these musty papers, which were now only an encumbrance on earth, and were
hidden away in this forgotten corner, never more to be glanced at by human
eyes. But, then, what reams of other manuscripts—filled not with the dulness of
official formalities, but with the thought of inventive brains and the rich
effusion of deep hearts—had gone equally to oblivion; and that, moreover, without
serving a purpose in their day, as these heaped-up papers had, and—saddest of
all—without[30] purchasing for their writers the comfortable livelihood which
the clerks of the Custom-House had gained by these worthless scratchings of the
pen! Yet not altogether worthless, perhaps, as materials of local history.
Here, no doubt, statistics of the former commerce of Salem might be discovered,
and memorials of her princely merchants,—old King Derby, old Billy Gray, old
Simon Forrester, and many another magnate in his day; whose powdered head,
however, was scarcely in the tomb, before his mountain pile of wealth began to
dwindle. The founders of the greater part of the families which now compose the
aristocracy of Salem might here be traced, from the petty and obscure
beginnings of their traffic, at periods generally much posterior to the
Revolution, upward to what their children look upon as long-established rank.
Prior to the Revolution there is a dearth
of records; the earlier documents and archives of the Custom-House having,
probably, been carried off to Halifax, when all the King’s officials
accompanied the British army in its flight from Boston. It has often been a
matter of regret with me; for, going back, perhaps, to the days of the
Protectorate, those papers must have contained many references to forgotten or
remembered men, and to antique customs, which would have affected me with the
same pleasure as when I used to pick up Indian arrow-heads in the field near
the Old Manse.
But, one idle and rainy day, it was my
fortune to make a discovery of some little interest. Poking and burrowing into
the heaped-up rubbish in the corner; unfolding one and another document, and
reading the names of vessels that had long ago foundered at sea or rotted at
the wharves, and those of merchants, never heard of now on ’Change, nor very
readily decipherable[31] on their mossy tombstones; glancing at such matters
with the saddened, weary, half-reluctant interest which we bestow on the corpse
of dead activity,—and exerting my fancy, sluggish with little use, to raise up
from these dry bones an image of the old town’s brighter aspect, when India was
a new region, and only Salem knew the way thither,—I chanced to lay my hand on
a small package, carefully done up in a piece of ancient yellow parchment. This
envelope had the air of an official record of some period long past, when
clerks engrossed their stiff and formal chirography on more substantial
materials than at present. There was something about it that quickened an
instinctive curiosity, and made me undo the faded red tape, that tied up the
package, with the sense that a treasure would here be brought to light.
Unbending the rigid folds of the parchment cover, I found it to be a
commission, under the hand and seal of Governor Shirley, in favor of one
Jonathan Pue, as Surveyor of his Majesty’s Customs for the port of Salem, in
the Province of Massachusetts Bay. I remember to have read (probably in Felt’s
Annals) a notice of the decease of Mr. Surveyor Pue, about fourscore years ago;
and likewise, in a newspaper of recent times, an account of the digging up of
his remains in the little graveyard of St. Peter’s Church, during the renewal
of that edifice. Nothing, if I rightly call to mind, was left of my respected
predecessor, save an imperfect skeleton, and some fragments of apparel, and a
wig of majestic frizzle; which, unlike the head that it once adorned, was in
very satisfactory preservation. But, on examining the papers which the
parchment commission served to envelop, I found more traces of Mr. Pue’s mental
part, and the internal operations of his head, than the frizzled wig had
contained of the venerable skull itself.[32]
They were documents, in short, not
official, but of a private nature, or at least written in his private capacity,
and apparently with his own hand. I could account for their being included in
the heap of Custom-House lumber only by the fact that Mr. Pue’s death had
happened suddenly; and that these papers, which he probably kept in his
official desk, had never come to the knowledge of his heirs, or were supposed
to relate to the business of the revenue. On the transfer of the archives to
Halifax, this package, proving to be of no public concern, was left behind, and
had remained ever since unopened.
The ancient Surveyor—being little
molested, I suppose, at that early day, with business pertaining to his
office—seems to have devoted some of his many leisure hours to researches as a
local antiquarian, and other inquisitions of a similar nature. These supplied
material for petty activity to a mind that would otherwise have been eaten up
with rust. A portion of his facts, by the by, did me good service in the
preparation of the article entitled “Main Street,” included in the present
volume. The remainder may perhaps be applied to purposes equally valuable,
hereafter; or not impossibly may be worked up, so far as they go, into a
regular history of Salem, should my veneration for the natal soil ever impel me
to so pious a task. Meanwhile, they shall be at the command of any gentleman,
inclined, and competent, to take the unprofitable labor off my hands. As a
final disposition, I contemplate depositing them with the Essex Historical
Society.
But the object that most drew my
attention, in the mysterious package, was a certain affair of fine red cloth,
much worn and faded. There were traces about it of gold embroidery, which,
however, was greatly frayed and defaced; so that none, or very[33] little, of
the glitter was left. It had been wrought, as was easy to perceive, with
wonderful skill of needlework; and the stitch (as I am assured by ladies
conversant with such mysteries) gives evidence of a now forgotten art, not to
be recovered even by the process of picking out the threads. This rag of
scarlet cloth,—for time and wear and a sacrilegious moth had reduced it to
little other than a rag,—on careful examination, assumed the shape of a letter.
It was the capital letter A. By an accurate measurement, each limb proved to be
precisely three inches and a quarter in length. It had been intended, there
could be no doubt, as an ornamental article of dress; but how it was to be
worn, or what rank, honor, and dignity, in by-past times, were signified by it,
was a riddle which (so evanescent are the fashions of the world in these
particulars) I saw little hope of solving. And yet it strangely interested me.
My eyes fastened themselves upon the old scarlet letter, and would not be
turned aside. Certainly, there was some deep meaning in it, most worthy of
interpretation, and which, as it were, streamed forth from the mystic symbol,
subtly communicating itself to my sensibilities, but evading the analysis of my
mind.
While thus perplexed,—and cogitating,
among other hypotheses, whether the letter might not have been one of those
decorations which the white men used to contrive, in order to take the eyes of
Indians,—I happened to place it on my breast. It seemed to me,—the reader may
smile, but must not doubt my word,—it seemed to me, then, that I experienced a
sensation not altogether physical, yet almost so, of burning heat; and as if
the letter were not of red cloth, but red-hot iron. I shuddered, and
involuntarily let it fall upon the floor.
In the absorbing contemplation of the
scarlet letter, I had[34] hitherto neglected to examine a small roll of dingy
paper, around which it had been twisted. This I now opened, and had the
satisfaction to find, recorded by the old Surveyor’s pen, a reasonably complete
explanation of the whole affair. There were several foolscap sheets containing
many particulars respecting the life and conversation of one Hester Prynne, who
appeared to have been rather a noteworthy personage in the view of our
ancestors. She had flourished during the period between the early days of
Massachusetts and the close of the seventeenth century. Aged persons, alive in
the time of Mr. Surveyor Pue, and from whose oral testimony he had made up his
narrative, remembered her, in their youth, as a very old, but not decrepit
woman, of a stately and solemn aspect. It had been her habit, from an almost
immemorial date, to go about the country as a kind of voluntary nurse, and
doing whatever miscellaneous good she might; taking upon herself, likewise, to
give advice in all matters, especially those of the heart; by which means, as a
person of such propensities inevitably must, she gained from many people the
reverence due to an angel, but, I should imagine, was looked upon by others as
an intruder and a nuisance. Prying further into the manuscript, I found the
record of other doings and sufferings of this singular woman, for most of which
the reader is referred to the story entitled “The Scarlet Letter”; and it
should be borne carefully in mind, that the main facts of that story are
authorized and authenticated by the document of Mr. Surveyor Pue. The original
papers, together with the scarlet letter itself,—a most curious relic,—are
still in my possession, and shall be freely exhibited to whomsoever, induced by
the great interest of the narrative, may desire a sight of them. I must not be
understood as affirming, that, in the dressing[35] up of the tale, and
imagining the motives and modes of passion that influenced the characters who
figure in it, I have invariably confined myself within the limits of the old
Surveyor’s half a dozen sheets of foolscap. On the contrary, I have allowed
myself, as to such points, nearly or altogether as much license as if the facts
had been entirely of my own invention. What I contend for is the authenticity
of the outline.
This incident recalled my mind, in some
degree, to its old track. There seemed to be here the groundwork of a tale. It
impressed me as if the ancient Surveyor, in his garb of a hundred years gone
by, and wearing his immortal wig,—which was buried with him, but did not perish
in the grave,—had met me in the deserted chamber of the Custom-House. In his
port was the dignity of one who had borne his Majesty’s commission, and who was
therefore illuminated by a ray of the splendor that shone so dazzlingly about the
throne. How unlike, alas! the hang-dog look of a republican official, who, as
the servant of the people, feels himself less than the least, and below the
lowest, of his masters. With his own ghostly hand, the obscurely seen but
majestic figure had imparted to me the scarlet symbol, and the little roll of
explanatory manuscript. With his own ghostly voice, he had exhorted me, on the
sacred consideration of my filial duty and reverence towards him,—who might
reasonably regard himself as my official ancestor,—to bring his mouldy and
moth-eaten lucubrations before the public. “Do this,” said the ghost of Mr.
Surveyor Pue, emphatically nodding the head that looked so imposing within its
memorable wig,—“do this, and the profit shall be all your own! You will shortly
need it; for it is not in your days as it was in mine, when a man’s office was
a life-lease, and oftentimes[36] an heirloom. But, I charge you, in this matter
of old Mistress Prynne, give to your predecessor’s memory the credit which will
be rightfully due!” And I said to the ghost of Mr. Surveyor Pue, “I will!”
On Hester Prynne’s story, therefore, I
bestowed much thought. It was the subject of my meditations for many an hour,
while pacing to and fro across my room, or traversing, with a hundred-fold
repetition, the long extent from the front-door of the Custom-House to the
side-entrance, and back again. Great were the weariness and annoyance of the
old Inspector and the Weighers and Gaugers, whose slumbers were disturbed by
the unmercifully lengthened tramp of my passing and returning footsteps.
Remembering their own former habits, they used to say that the Surveyor was
walking the quarter-deck. They probably fancied that my sole object—and,
indeed, the sole object for which a sane man could ever put himself into
voluntary motion—was, to get an appetite for dinner. And to say the truth, an
appetite, sharpened by the east wind that generally blew along the passage, was
the only valuable result of so much indefatigable exercise. So little adapted
is the atmosphere of a custom-house to the delicate harvest of fancy and
sensibility, that, had I remained there through ten Presidencies yet to come, I
doubt whether the tale of “The Scarlet Letter” would ever have been brought
before the public eye. My imagination was a tarnished mirror. It would not
reflect, or only with miserable dimness, the figures with which I did my best
to people it. The characters of the narrative would not be warmed and rendered
malleable by any heat that I could kindle at my intellectual forge. They would
take neither the glow of passion nor the tenderness of sentiment, but retained
all the rigidity of dead[37] corpses, and stared me in the face with a fixed
and ghastly grin of contemptuous defiance. “What have you to do with us?” that
expression seemed to say. “The little power you might once have possessed over
the tribe of unrealities is gone! You have bartered it for a pittance of the
public gold. Go, then, and earn your wages!” In short, the almost torpid
creatures of my own fancy twitted me with imbecility, and not without fair
occasion.
It was not merely during the three hours
and a half which Uncle Sam claimed as his share of my daily life, that this
wretched numbness held possession of me. It went with me on my sea-shore walks,
and rambles into the country, whenever—which was seldom and reluctantly—I
bestirred myself to seek that invigorating charm of Nature, which used to give
me such freshness and activity of thought the moment that I stepped across the
threshold of the Old Manse. The same torpor, as regarded the capacity for intellectual
effort, accompanied me home, and weighed upon me in the chamber which I most
absurdly termed my study. Nor did it quit me, when, late at night, I sat in the
deserted parlor, lighted only by the glimmering coal-fire and the moon,
striving to picture forth imaginary scenes, which, the next day, might flow out
on the brightening page in many-hued description.
If the imaginative faculty refused to act
at such an hour, it might well be deemed a hopeless case. Moonlight, in a
familiar room, falling so white upon the carpet, and showing all its figures so
distinctly,—making every object so minutely visible, yet so unlike a morning or
noontide visibility,—is a medium the most suitable for a romance-writer to get
acquainted with his illusive guests. There is the little domestic scenery of
the well-known[38] apartment; the chairs, with each its separate individuality;
the centre-table, sustaining a work-basket, a volume or two, and an
extinguished lamp; the sofa; the bookcase; the picture on the wall;—all these
details, so completely seen, are so spiritualized by the unusual light, that
they seem to lose their actual substance, and become things of intellect.
Nothing is too small or too trifling to undergo this change, and acquire
dignity thereby. A child’s shoe; the doll, seated in her little wicker
carriage; the hobby-horse;—whatever, in a word, has been used or played with,
during the day, is now invested with a quality of strangeness and remoteness,
though still almost as vividly present as by daylight. Thus, therefore, the
floor of our familiar room has become a neutral territory, somewhere between
the real world and fairy-land, where the Actual and the Imaginary may meet, and
each imbue itself with the nature of the other. Ghosts might enter here,
without affrighting us. It would be too much in keeping with the scene to
excite surprise, were we to look about us and discover a form beloved, but gone
hence, now sitting quietly in a streak of this magic moonshine, with an aspect
that would make us doubt whether it had returned from afar, or had never once
stirred from our fireside.
The somewhat dim coal-fire has an
essential influence in producing the effect which I would describe. It throws
its unobtrusive tinge throughout the room, with a faint ruddiness upon the
walls and ceiling, and a reflected gleam from the polish of the furniture. This
warmer light mingles itself with the cold spirituality of the moonbeams, and
communicates, as it were, a heart and sensibilities of human tenderness to the
forms which fancy summons up. It converts them from snow-images into men and
women. Glancing at the looking-glass, we behold—deep within[39] its haunted
verge—the smouldering glow of the half-extinguished anthracite, the white
moonbeams on the floor, and a repetition of all the gleam and shadow of the
picture, with one remove further from the actual, and nearer to the
imaginative. Then, at such an hour, and with this scene before him, if a man,
sitting all alone, cannot dream strange things, and make them look like truth,
he need never try to write romances.
But, for myself, during the whole of my
Custom-House experience, moonlight and sunshine, and the glow of firelight,
were just alike in my regard; and neither of them was of one whit more avail
than the twinkle of a tallow-candle. An entire class of susceptibilities, and a
gift connected with them,—of no great richness or value, but the best I
had,—was gone from me.
It is my belief, however, that, had I
attempted a different order of composition, my faculties would not have been
found so pointless and inefficacious. I might, for instance, have contented
myself with writing out the narratives of a veteran shipmaster, one of the
Inspectors, whom I should be most ungrateful not to mention, since scarcely a
day passed that he did not stir me to laughter and admiration by his marvellous
gifts as a story-teller. Could I have preserved the picturesque force of his
style, and the humorous coloring which nature taught him how to throw over his
descriptions, the result, I honestly believe, would have been something new in
literature. Or I might readily have found a more serious task. It was a folly,
with the materiality of this daily life pressing so intrusively upon me, to
attempt to fling myself back into another age; or to insist on creating the
semblance of a world out of airy matter, when, at every moment, the impalpable
beauty of my soap-bubble was broken by the rude contact of some actual
circumstance. The wiser effort would[40] have been, to diffuse thought and
imagination through the opaque substance of to-day, and thus to make it a
bright transparency; to spiritualize the burden that began to weigh so heavily;
to seek, resolutely, the true and indestructible value that lay hidden in the
petty and wearisome incidents, and ordinary characters, with which I was now
conversant. The fault was mine. The page of life that was spread out before me
seemed dull and commonplace, only because I had not fathomed its deeper import.
A better book than I shall ever write was there; leaf after leaf presenting
itself to me, just as it was written out by the reality of the flitting hour,
and vanishing as fast as written, only because my brain wanted the insight and
my hand the cunning to transcribe it. At some future day, it may be, I shall
remember a few scattered fragments and broken paragraphs, and write them down,
and find the letters turn to gold upon the page.
These perceptions have come too late. At
the instant, I was only conscious that what would have been a pleasure once was
now a hopeless toil. There was no occasion to make much moan about this state
of affairs. I had ceased to be a writer of tolerably poor tales and essays, and
had become a tolerably good Surveyor of the Customs. That was all. But,
nevertheless, it is anything but agreeable to be haunted by a suspicion that
one’s intellect is dwindling away; or exhaling, without your consciousness,
like ether out of a phial; so that, at every glance, you find a smaller and
less volatile residuum. Of the fact there could be no doubt; and, examining
myself and others, I was led to conclusions, in reference to the effect of
public office on the character, not very favorable to the mode of life in
question. In some other form, perhaps, I may hereafter develop these effects.
Suffice it here to say, that a Custom-House officer, of[41] long continuance,
can hardly be a very praiseworthy or respectable personage, for many reasons;
one of them, the tenure by which he holds his situation, and another, the very
nature of his business, which—though, I trust, an honest one—is of such a sort
that he does not share in the united effort of mankind.
An effect—which I believe to be
observable, more or less, in every individual who has occupied the position—is,
that, while he leans on the mighty arm of the Republic, his own proper strength
departs from him. He loses, in an extent proportioned to the weakness or force
of his original nature, the capability of self-support. If he possess an
unusual share of native energy, or the enervating magic of place do not operate
too long upon him, his forfeited powers may be redeemable. The ejected
officer—fortunate in the unkindly shove that sends him forth betimes, to
struggle amid a struggling world—may return to himself, and become all that he
has ever been. But this seldom happens. He usually keeps his ground just long
enough for his own ruin, and is then thrust out, with sinews all unstrung, to
totter along the difficult footpath of life as he best may. Conscious of his
own infirmity,—that his tempered steel and elasticity are lost,—he forever
afterwards looks wistfully about him in quest of support external to himself.
His pervading and continual hope—a hallucination which, in the face of all
discouragement, and making light of impossibilities, haunts him while he lives,
and, I fancy, like the convulsive throes of the cholera, torments him for a
brief space after death—is, that finally, and in no long time, by some happy
coincidence of circumstances, he shall be restored to office. This faith, more
than anything else, steals the pith and availability out of whatever enterprise
he may dream of undertaking. Why should he toil and moil, and be at so[42] much
trouble to pick himself up out of the mud, when, in a little while hence, the
strong arm of his Uncle will raise and support him? Why should he work for his
living here, or go to dig gold in California, when he is so soon to be made
happy, at monthly intervals, with a little pile of glittering coin out of his
Uncle’s pocket? It is sadly curious to observe how slight a taste of office
suffices to infect a poor fellow with this singular disease. Uncle Sam’s gold—meaning
no disrespect to the worthy old gentleman—has, in this respect, a quality of
enchantment like that of the Devil’s wages. Whoever touches it should look well
to himself, or he may find the bargain to go hard against him, involving, if
not his soul, yet many of its better attributes; its sturdy force, its courage
and constancy, its truth, its self-reliance, and all that gives the emphasis to
manly character.
Here was a fine prospect in the distance!
Not that the Surveyor brought the lesson home to himself, or admitted that he
could be so utterly undone, either by continuance in office, or ejectment. Yet
my reflections were not the most comfortable. I began to grow melancholy and
restless; continually prying into my mind, to discover which of its poor
properties were gone, and what degree of detriment had already accrued to the
remainder. I endeavored to calculate how much longer I could stay in the
Custom-House, and yet go forth a man. To confess the truth, it was my greatest
apprehension,—as it would never be a measure of policy to turn out so quiet an
individual as myself, and it being hardly in the nature of a public officer to
resign,—it was my chief trouble, therefore, that I was likely to grow gray and
decrepit in the Surveyorship, and become much such another animal as the old
Inspector. Might it not,[43] in the tedious lapse of official life that lay
before me, finally be with me as it was with this venerable friend,—to make the
dinner-hour the nucleus of the day, and to spend the rest of it, as an old dog
spends it, asleep in the sunshine or in the shade? A dreary look-forward this,
for a man who felt it to be the best definition of happiness to live throughout
the whole range of his faculties and sensibilities! But, all this while, I was
giving myself very unnecessary alarm. Providence had meditated better things
for me than I could possibly imagine for myself.
A remarkable event of the third year of
my Surveyorship—to adopt the tone of “P. P.”—was the election of General Taylor
to the Presidency. It is essential, in order to form a complete estimate of the
advantages of official life, to view the incumbent at the incoming of a hostile
administration. His position is then one of the most singularly irksome, and,
in every contingency, disagreeable, that a wretched mortal can possibly occupy;
with seldom an alternative of good, on either hand, although what presents
itself to him as the worst event may very probably be the best. But it is a
strange experience, to a man of pride and sensibility, to know that his
interests are within the control of individuals who neither love nor understand
him, and by whom, since one or the other must needs happen, he would rather be
injured than obliged. Strange, too, for one who has kept his calmness
throughout the contest, to observe the blood-thirstiness that is developed in
the hour of triumph, and to be conscious that he is himself among its objects!
There are few uglier traits of human nature than this tendency—which I now
witnessed in men no worse than their neighbors—to grow cruel, merely because
they possessed the power of inflicting harm. If[44] the guillotine, as applied to
office-holders, were a literal fact instead of one of the most apt of
metaphors, it is my sincere belief that the active members of the victorious
party were sufficiently excited to have chopped off all our heads, and have
thanked Heaven for the opportunity! It appears to me—who have been a calm and
curious observer, as well in victory as defeat—that this fierce and bitter
spirit of malice and revenge has never distinguished the many triumphs of my
own party as it now did that of the Whigs. The Democrats take the offices, as a
general rule, because they need them, and because the practice of many years
has made it the law of political warfare, which, unless a different system be
proclaimed, it were weakness and cowardice to murmur at. But the long habit of victory
has made them generous. They know how to spare, when they see occasion; and
when they strike, the axe may be sharp, indeed, but its edge is seldom poisoned
with ill-will; nor is it their custom ignominiously to kick the head which they
have just struck off.
In short, unpleasant as was my
predicament, at best, I saw much reason to congratulate myself that I was on
the losing side, rather than the triumphant one. If, heretofore, I had been
none of the warmest of partisans, I began now, at this season of peril and
adversity, to be pretty acutely sensible with which party my predilections lay;
nor was it without something like regret and shame, that, according to a
reasonable calculation of chances, I saw my own prospect of retaining office to
be better than those of my Democratic brethren. But who can see an inch into
futurity, beyond his nose? My own head was the first that fell!
The moment when a man’s head drops off is
seldom or never,[45] I am inclined to think, precisely the most agreeable of
his life. Nevertheless, like the greater part of our misfortunes, even so
serious a contingency brings its remedy and consolation with it, if the
sufferer will but make the best, rather than the worst, of the accident which
has befallen him. In my particular case, the consolatory topics were close at
hand, and, indeed, had suggested themselves to my meditations a considerable
time before it was requisite to use them. In view of my previous weariness of
office, and vague thoughts of resignation, my fortune somewhat resembled that
of a person who should entertain an idea of committing suicide, and, although
beyond his hopes, meet with the good hap to be murdered. In the Custom-House,
as before in the Old Manse, I had spent three years; a term long enough to rest
a weary brain; long enough to break off old intellectual habits, and make room
for new ones; long enough, and too long, to have lived in an unnatural state,
doing what was really of no advantage nor delight to any human being, and
withholding myself from toil that would, at least, have stilled an unquiet
impulse in me. Then, moreover, as regarded his unceremonious ejectment, the
late Surveyor was not altogether ill-pleased to be recognized by the Whigs as
an enemy; since his inactivity in political affairs—his tendency to roam, at
will, in that broad and quiet field where all mankind may meet, rather than
confine himself to those narrow paths where brethren of the same household must
diverge from one another—had sometimes made it questionable with his brother
Democrats whether he was a friend. Now, after he had won the crown of martyrdom
(though with no longer a head to wear it on), the point might be looked upon as
settled. Finally, little heroic as he was, it seemed more decorous to be
overthrown in the downfall of the party with[46] which he had been content to
stand, than to remain a forlorn survivor, when so many worthier men were falling;
and, at last, after subsisting for four years on the mercy of a hostile
administration, to be compelled then to define his position anew, and claim the
yet more humiliating mercy of a friendly one.
Meanwhile the press had taken up my
affair, and kept me, for a week or two, careering through the public prints, in
my decapitated state, like Irving’s Headless Horseman; ghastly and grim, and
longing to be buried, as a politically dead man ought. So much for my
figurative self. The real human being, all this time, with his head safely on
his shoulders, had brought himself to the comfortable conclusion that
everything was for the best; and, making an investment in ink, paper, and
steel-pens, had opened his long-disused writing-desk, and was again a literary
man.
Now it was that the lucubrations of my
ancient predecessor, Mr. Surveyor Pue, came into play. Rusty through long
idleness, some little space was requisite before my intellectual machinery
could be brought to work upon the tale, with an effect in any degree
satisfactory. Even yet, though my thoughts were ultimately much absorbed in the
task, it wears, to my eye, a stern and sombre aspect; too much ungladdened by
genial sunshine; too little relieved by the tender and familiar influences
which soften almost every scene of nature and real life, and, undoubtedly,
should soften every picture of them. This uncaptivating effect is perhaps due
to the period of hardly accomplished revolution, and still seething turmoil, in
which the story shaped itself. It is no indication, however, of a lack of
cheerfulness in the writer’s mind; for he was happier, while straying through
the gloom of these sunless fantasies, than at any time since he[47] had quitted
the Old Manse. Some of the briefer articles, which contribute to make up the
volume, have likewise been written since my involuntary withdrawal from the
toils and honors of public life, and the remainder are gleaned from annuals and
magazines of such antique date that they have gone round the circle, and come
back to novelty again.[1] Keeping up the metaphor of the political guillotine,
the whole may be considered as the Posthumous Papers of a Decapitated Surveyor;
and the sketch which I am now bringing to a close, if too autobiographical for
a modest person to publish in his lifetime, will readily be excused in a
gentleman who writes from beyond the grave. Peace be with all the world! My
blessing on my friends! My forgiveness to my enemies! For I am in the realm of
quiet!
[1]At the time of writing this article
the author intended to publish, along with “The Scarlet Letter,” several
shorter tales and sketches. These it has been thought advisable to defer.
The life of the Custom-House lies like a
dream behind me. The old Inspector,—who, by the by, I regret to say, was
overthrown and killed by a horse, some time ago; else he would certainly have
lived forever,—he, and all those other venerable personages who sat with him at
the receipt of custom, are but shadows in my view; white-headed and wrinkled
images, which my fancy used to sport with, and has now flung aside forever. The
merchants,—Pingree, Phillips, Shepard, Upton, Kimball, Bertram, Hunt,—these, and
many other names, which had such a classic familiarity for my ear six months
ago,—these men of traffic, who seemed to occupy so important a position in the
world,—how little time has it required to disconnect me from them all, not
merely in act, but recollection! It is with an effort that I recall the figures
and appellations of these few. Soon,[48] likewise, my old native town will loom
upon me through the haze of memory, a mist brooding over and around it; as if
it were no portion of the real earth, but an overgrown village in cloud-land,
with only imaginary inhabitants to people its wooden houses, and walk its
homely lanes, and the unpicturesque prolixity of its main street. Henceforth it
ceases to be a reality of my life. I am a citizen of somewhere else. My good
towns-people will not much regret me; for—though it has been as dear an object
as any, in my literary efforts, to be of some importance in their eyes, and to
win myself a pleasant memory in this abode and burial-place of so many of my
forefathers—there has never been, for me, the genial atmosphere which a
literary man requires, in order to ripen the best harvest of his mind. I shall
do better amongst other faces; and these familiar ones, it need hardly be said,
will do just as well without me.
It may be, however,—O, transporting and
triumphant thought!—that the great-grandchildren of the present race may
sometimes think kindly of the scribbler of bygone days, when the antiquary of
days to come, among the sites memorable in the town’s history, shall point out
the locality of The Town Pump!
[49]The Prison Door
[50]
[51]Vignette,—Wild Rose
The Scarlet Letter.
I.
THE PRISON-DOOR.
A throng of bearded men, in sad-colored
garments, and gray, steeple-crowned hats, intermixed with women, some wearing
hoods and others bareheaded, was assembled in front of a wooden edifice, the
door of which was heavily timbered with oak, and studded with iron spikes.
The founders of a new colony, whatever
Utopia of human virtue and happiness they might originally project, have
invariably recognized it among their earliest practical necessities to allot a
portion of the virgin soil as a cemetery, and another portion as the site of a
prison. In accordance with this rule, it may safely be assumed that the
forefathers[52] of Boston had built the first prison-house somewhere in the
vicinity of Cornhill, almost as seasonably as they marked out the first
burial-ground, on Isaac Johnson’s lot, and round about his grave, which
subsequently became the nucleus of all the congregated sepulchres in the old
churchyard of King’s Chapel. Certain it is, that, some fifteen or twenty years
after the settlement of the town, the wooden jail was already marked with
weather-stains and other indications of age, which gave a yet darker aspect to
its beetle-browed and gloomy front. The rust on the ponderous iron-work of its
oaken door looked more antique than anything else in the New World. Like all
that pertains to crime, it seemed never to have known a youthful era. Before
this ugly edifice, and between it and the wheel-track of the street, was a
grass-plot, much overgrown with burdock, pigweed, apple-peru, and such
unsightly vegetation, which evidently found something congenial in the soil
that had so early borne the black flower of civilized society, a prison. But on
one side of the portal, and rooted almost at the threshold, was a wild
rose-bush, covered, in this month of June, with its delicate gems, which might
be imagined to offer their fragrance and fragile beauty to the prisoner as he
went in, and to the condemned criminal as he came forth to his doom, in token
that the deep heart of Nature could pity and be kind to him.
This rose-bush, by a strange chance, has
been kept alive in history; but whether it had merely survived out of the stern
old wilderness, so long after the fall of the gigantic pines and oaks that
originally overshadowed it,—or whether, as there is fair authority for
believing, it had sprung up under the footsteps of the sainted Ann Hutchinson,
as she entered the prison-door,—we shall not take upon us to determine. Finding
it so directly on the threshold of our narrative, which is now about to[53]
issue from that inauspicious portal, we could hardly do otherwise than pluck
one of its flowers, and present it to the reader. It may serve, let us hope, to
symbolize some sweet moral blossom, that may be found along the track, or
relieve the darkening close of a tale of human frailty and sorrow.
[54]
II.
THE MARKET-PLACE.
T
he grass-plot before the jail, in Prison
Lane, on a certain summer morning, not less than two centuries ago, was
occupied by a pretty large number of the inhabitants of Boston; all with their
eyes intently fastened on the iron-clamped oaken door. Amongst any other
population, or at a later period in the history of New England, the grim
rigidity that petrified the bearded physiognomies of these good people would
have augured some awful business in hand. It could have betokened nothing short
of the anticipated execution of some noted culprit, on whom the sentence of a
legal tribunal had but confirmed the verdict of public sentiment. But, in that
early severity of the Puritan character, an inference of this kind could not so
indubitably be drawn. It might be that a sluggish bond-servant, or an undutiful
child, whom his parents had given over to the civil authority, was to be
corrected at the whipping-post. It might be, that an Antinomian, a Quaker, or
other heterodox religionist was to be scourged out of the town, or an idle and
vagrant Indian, whom[55] the white man’s fire-water had made riotous about the
streets, was to be driven with stripes into the shadow of the forest. It might
be, too, that a witch, like old Mistress Hibbins, the bitter-tempered widow of
the magistrate, was to die upon the gallows. In either case, there was very
much the same solemnity of demeanor on the part of the spectators; as befitted
a people amongst whom religion and law were almost identical, and in whose
character both were so thoroughly interfused, that the mildest and the severest
acts of public discipline were alike made venerable and awful. Meagre, indeed,
and cold was the sympathy that a transgressor might look for, from such
bystanders, at the scaffold. On the other hand, a penalty, which, in our days,
would infer a degree of mocking infamy and ridicule, might then be invested
with almost as stern a dignity as the punishment of death itself.
It was a circumstance to be noted, on the
summer morning when our story begins its course, that the women, of whom there
were several in the crowd, appeared to take a peculiar interest in whatever
penal infliction might be expected to ensue. The age had not so much
refinement, that any sense of impropriety restrained the wearers of petticoat
and farthingale from stepping forth into the public ways, and wedging their not
unsubstantial persons, if occasion were, into the throng nearest to the
scaffold at an execution. Morally, as well as materially, there was a coarser
fibre in those wives and maidens of old English birth and breeding, than in
their fair descendants, separated from them by a series of six or seven
generations; for, throughout that chain of ancestry, every successive mother
has transmitted to her child a fainter bloom, a more delicate and briefer
beauty, and a slighter physical frame, if not a character of less[56] force and
solidity, than her own. The women who were now standing about the prison-door
stood within less than half a century of the period when the man-like Elizabeth
had been the not altogether unsuitable representative of the sex. They were her
countrywomen; and the beef and ale of their native land, with a moral diet not
a whit more refined, entered largely into their composition. The bright morning
sun, therefore, shone on broad shoulders and well-developed busts, and on round
and ruddy cheeks, that had ripened in the far-off island, and had hardly yet
grown paler or thinner in the atmosphere of New England. There was, moreover, a
boldness and rotundity of speech among these matrons, as most of them seemed to
be, that would startle us at the present day, whether in respect to its purport
or its volume of tone.
“Goodwives,” said a hard-featured dame of
fifty, “I’ll tell ye a piece of my mind. It would be greatly for the public
behoof, if we women, being of mature age and church-members in good repute,
should have the handling of such malefactresses as this Hester Prynne. What
think ye, gossips? If the hussy stood up for judgment before us five, that are
now here in a knot together, would she come off with such a sentence as the
worshipful magistrates have awarded? Marry, I trow not!”
“People say,” said another, “that the
Reverend Master Dimmesdale, her godly pastor, takes it very grievously to heart
that such a scandal should have come upon his congregation.”
“The magistrates are God-fearing
gentlemen, but merciful overmuch,—that is a truth,” added a third autumnal
matron. “At the very least, they should have put the brand of a hot iron on
Hester Prynne’s forehead. Madam Hester would have winced at that, I warrant me.
But she,—the naughty baggage,—little[57] will she care what they put upon the
bodice of her gown! Why, look you, she may cover it with a brooch, or such like
heathenish adornment, and so walk the streets as brave as ever!”
“Ah, but,” interposed, more softly, a
young wife, holding a child by the hand, “let her cover the mark as she will,
the pang of it will be always in her heart.”
“What do we talk of marks and brands,
whether on the bodice of her gown, or the flesh of her forehead?” cried another
female, the ugliest as well as the most pitiless of these self-constituted
judges. “This woman has brought shame upon us all, and ought to die. Is there
not law for it? Truly, there is, both in the Scripture and the statute-book.
Then let the magistrates, who have made it of no effect, thank themselves if
their own wives and daughters go astray!”
“Mercy on us, goodwife,” exclaimed a man
in the crowd, “is there no virtue in woman, save what springs from a
wholesome[58] fear of the gallows? That is the hardest word yet! Hush, now,
gossips! for the lock is turning in the prison-door, and here comes Mistress
Prynne herself.”
The door of the jail being flung open
from within, there appeared, in the first place, like a black shadow emerging
into sunshine, the grim and grisly presence of the town-beadle, with a sword by
his side, and his staff of office in his hand. This personage prefigured and
represented in his aspect the whole dismal severity of the Puritanic code of
law, which it was his business to administer in its final and closest
application to the offender. Stretching forth the official staff in his left
hand, he laid his right upon the shoulder of a young woman, whom he thus drew
forward; until, on the threshold of the prison-door, she repelled him, by an
action marked with natural dignity and force of character, and stepped into the
open air, as if by her own free will. She bore in her arms a child, a baby of
some three months old, who winked and turned aside its little face from the too
vivid light of day; because its existence, heretofore, had brought it
acquainted only with the gray twilight of a dungeon, or other darksome
apartment of the prison.
When the young woman—the mother of this
child—stood fully revealed before the crowd, it seemed to be her first impulse
to clasp the infant closely to her bosom; not so much by an impulse of motherly
affection, as that she might thereby conceal a certain token, which was wrought
or fastened into her dress. In a moment, however, wisely judging that one token
of her shame would but poorly serve to hide another, she took the baby on her
arm, and, with a burning blush, and yet a haughty smile, and a glance that would
not be abashed, looked around at her towns-people and neighbors. On the breast
of her gown,[59] in fine red cloth, surrounded with an elaborate embroidery and
fantastic flourishes of gold-thread, appeared the letter A. It was so
artistically done, and with so much fertility and gorgeous luxuriance of fancy,
that it had all the effect of a last and fitting decoration to the apparel
which she wore; and which was of a splendor in accordance with the taste of the
age, but greatly beyond what was allowed by the sumptuary regulations of the
colony.
The young woman was tall, with a figure
of perfect elegance on a large scale. She had dark and abundant hair, so glossy
that it threw off the sunshine with a gleam, and a face which, besides being
beautiful from regularity of feature and richness of complexion, had the
impressiveness belonging to a marked brow and deep black eyes. She was
lady-like, too, after the manner of the feminine gentility of those days;
characterized by a certain state and dignity, rather than by the delicate,
evanescent, and indescribable grace, which is now recognized as its indication.
And never had Hester Prynne appeared more lady-like, in the antique
interpretation of the term, than as she issued from the prison. Those who had
before known her, and had expected to behold her dimmed and obscured by a
disastrous cloud, were astonished, and even startled, to perceive how her
beauty shone out, and made a halo of the misfortune and ignominy in which she
was enveloped. It may be true, that, to a sensitive observer, there was something
exquisitely painful in it. Her attire, which, indeed, she had wrought for the
occasion, in prison, and had modelled much after her own fancy, seemed to
express the attitude of her spirit, the desperate recklessness of her mood, by
its wild and picturesque peculiarity. But the point which drew all eyes, and,
as it were, transfigured the wearer,—so[60] that both men and women, who had
been familiarly acquainted with Hester Prynne, were now impressed as if they
beheld her for the first time,—was that Scarlet Letter, so fantastically
embroidered and illuminated upon her bosom. It had the effect of a spell,
taking her out of the ordinary relations with humanity, and enclosing her in a
sphere by herself.
“She hath good skill at her needle,
that’s certain,” remarked one of her female spectators; “but did ever a woman,
before this brazen hussy, contrive such a way of showing it! Why, gossips, what
is it but to laugh in the faces of our godly magistrates, and make a pride out
of what they, worthy gentlemen, meant for a punishment?”
“It were well,” muttered the most
iron-visaged of the old dames, “if we stripped Madam Hester’s rich gown off her
dainty shoulders; and as for the red letter, which she hath stitched so
curiously, I’ll bestow a rag of mine own rheumatic flannel, to make a fitter
one!”
“O, peace, neighbors, peace!” whispered
their youngest companion; “do not let her hear you! Not a stitch in that
embroidered letter but she has felt it in her heart.”
The grim beadle now made a gesture with
his staff.
“Make way, good people, make way, in the
King’s name!” cried he. “Open a passage; and, I promise ye, Mistress Prynne
shall be set where man, woman, and child may have a fair sight of her brave
apparel, from this time till an hour past meridian. A blessing on the righteous
Colony of the Massachusetts, where iniquity is dragged out into the sunshine!
Come along, Madam Hester, and show your scarlet letter in the market-place!”
A lane was forthwith opened through the
crowd of spectators. Preceded by the beadle, and attended by an irregular
procession[61] of stern-browed men and unkindly visaged women, Hester Prynne
set forth towards the place appointed for her punishment. A crowd of eager and
curious school-boys, understanding little of the matter in hand, except that it
gave them a half-holiday, ran before her progress, turning their heads
continually to stare into her face, and at the winking baby in her arms, and at
the ignominious letter on her breast. It was no great distance, in those days,
from the prison-door to the market-place. Measured by the prisoner’s
experience, however, it might be reckoned a journey of some length; for,
haughty as her demeanor was, she perchance underwent an agony from every
footstep of those that thronged to see her, as if her heart had been flung into
the street for them all to spurn and trample upon. In our nature, however,
there is a provision, alike marvellous and merciful, that the sufferer should
never know the intensity of what he endures by its present torture, but chiefly
by the pang that rankles after it. With almost a serene deportment, therefore,
Hester Prynne passed through this portion of her ordeal, and came to a sort of
scaffold, at the western extremity of the market-place. It stood nearly beneath
the eaves of Boston’s earliest church, and appeared to be a fixture there.
In fact, this scaffold constituted a
portion of a penal machine, which now, for two or three generations past, has
been merely historical and traditionary among us, but was held, in the old
time, to be as effectual an agent, in the promotion of good citizenship, as
ever was the guillotine among the terrorists of France. It was, in short, the
platform of the pillory; and above it rose the framework of that instrument of
discipline, so fashioned as to confine the human head in its tight grasp, and
thus hold it up to the public gaze. The very ideal of ignominy was embodied[62]
and made manifest in this contrivance of wood and iron. There can be no
outrage, methinks, against our common nature,—whatever be the delinquencies of
the individual,—no outrage more flagrant than to forbid the culprit to hide his
face for shame; as it was the essence of this punishment to do. In Hester
Prynne’s instance, however, as not unfrequently in other cases, her sentence
bore, that she should stand a certain time upon the platform, but without
undergoing that gripe about the neck and confinement of the head, the proneness
to which was the most devilish characteristic of this ugly engine. Knowing well
her part, she ascended a flight of wooden steps, and was thus displayed to the
surrounding multitude, at about the height of a man’s shoulders above the
street.
Had there been a Papist among the crowd
of Puritans, he might have seen in this beautiful woman, so picturesque in her
attire and mien, and with the infant at her bosom, an object to remind him of
the image of Divine Maternity, which so many illustrious painters have vied
with one another to represent; something which should remind him, indeed, but
only by contrast, of that sacred image of sinless motherhood, whose infant was
to redeem the world. Here, there was the taint of deepest sin in the most sacred
quality of human life, working such effect, that the world was only the darker
for this woman’s beauty, and the more lost for the infant that she had borne.
The scene was not without a mixture of
awe, such as must always invest the spectacle of guilt and shame in a
fellow-creature, before society shall have grown corrupt enough to smile,
instead of shuddering, at it. The witnesses of Hester Prynne’s disgrace had not
yet passed beyond their simplicity. They were stern enough to look upon her
death, had that been the sentence,[63] without a murmur at its severity, but
had none of the heartlessness of another social state, which would find only a
theme for jest in an exhibition like the present. Even had there been a
disposition to turn the matter into ridicule, it must have been repressed and
overpowered by the solemn presence of men no less dignified than the Governor,
and several of his counsellors, a judge, a general, and the ministers of the
town; all of whom sat or stood in a balcony of the meeting-house, looking down
upon the platform. When such personages could constitute a part of the
spectacle, without risking the majesty or reverence of rank and office, it was
safely to be inferred that the infliction of a legal sentence would have an
earnest and effectual meaning. Accordingly, the crowd was sombre and grave. The
unhappy culprit sustained herself as best a woman might, under the heavy weight
of a thousand unrelenting eyes, all fastened upon her, and concentrated at her
bosom. It was almost intolerable to be borne. Of an impulsive and passionate
nature, she had fortified herself to encounter the stings and venomous stabs of
public contumely, wreaking itself in every variety of insult; but there was a
quality so much more terrible in the solemn mood of the popular mind, that she
longed rather to behold all those rigid countenances contorted with scornful
merriment, and herself the object. Had a roar of laughter burst from the
multitude,—each man, each woman, each little shrill-voiced child, contributing
their individual parts,—Hester Prynne might have repaid them all with a bitter
and disdainful smile. But, under the leaden infliction which it was her doom to
endure, she felt, at moments, as if she must needs shriek out with the full
power of her lungs, and cast herself from the scaffold down upon the ground, or
else go mad at once.[64]
Yet there were intervals when the whole
scene, in which she was the most conspicuous object, seemed to vanish from her
eyes, or, at least, glimmered indistinctly before them, like a mass of
imperfectly shaped and spectral images. Her mind, and especially her memory,
was preternaturally active, and kept bringing up other scenes than this roughly
hewn street of a little town, on the edge of the Western wilderness; other
faces than were lowering upon her from beneath the brims of those
steeple-crowned hats. Reminiscences the most trifling and immaterial, passages
of infancy and school-days, sports, childish quarrels, and the little domestic
traits of her maiden years, came swarming back upon her, intermingled with
recollections of whatever was gravest in her subsequent life; one picture
precisely as vivid as another; as if all were of similar importance, or all
alike a play. Possibly, it was an instinctive device of her spirit, to relieve
itself, by the exhibition of these phantasmagoric forms, from the cruel weight
and hardness of the reality.
Be that as it might, the scaffold of the
pillory was a point of view that revealed to Hester Prynne the entire track
along which she had been treading, since her happy infancy. Standing on that
miserable eminence, she saw again her native village, in Old England, and her
paternal home; a decayed house of gray stone, with a poverty-stricken aspect,
but retaining a half-obliterated shield of arms over the portal, in token of
antique gentility. She saw her father’s face, with its bald brow, and reverend
white beard, that flowed over the old-fashioned Elizabethan ruff; her mother’s,
too, with the look of heedful and anxious love which it always wore in her
remembrance, and which, even since her death, had so often laid the impediment
of a gentle remonstrance in her daughter’s pathway. She saw her own face,
glowing with girlish beauty, and illuminating all the interior of the dusky
mirror in which she had been wont to gaze at it. There she beheld another
countenance, of a man well stricken in years, a pale, thin, scholar-like
visage, with eyes dim and bleared by the lamplight that had served them to pore
over many ponderous books. Yet those same bleared optics had a strange,
penetrating power, when it was their owner’s purpose to read the human soul.
This figure of the study and the cloister, as Hester Prynne’s womanly fancy
failed not to recall, was slightly deformed, with the left shoulder a trifle
higher than the right. Next rose before her, in memory’s picture-gallery, the
intricate and narrow thoroughfares, the tall, gray houses, the huge cathedrals,
and the public edifices, ancient in date and quaint in architecture, of a
Continental city; where a new life had awaited her, still in connection with
the misshapen scholar; a new life, but feeding itself on time-worn materials,
like a tuft of green moss on a crumbling wall. Lastly, in lieu of these
shifting scenes, came back the rude market-place of the Puritan settlement,
with all the towns-people assembled and levelling their stern regards at Hester
Prynne,—yes, at herself,—who stood on the scaffold of the pillory, an infant on
her arm, and the letter A, in scarlet, fantastically embroidered with
gold-thread, upon her bosom!
[65]Standing on the Miserable Eminence
Could it be true? She clutched the child
so fiercely to her[66] breast, that it sent forth a cry; she turned her eyes
downward at the scarlet letter, and even touched it with her finger, to assure
herself that the infant and the shame were real. Yes!—these[67] were her
realities,—all else had vanished!
[68]
III.
THE RECOGNITION.
F
rom this intense consciousness of being
the object of severe and universal observation, the wearer of the scarlet
letter was at length relieved, by discerning, on the outskirts of the crowd, a
figure which irresistibly took possession of her thoughts. An Indian, in his
native garb, was standing there; but the red men were not so infrequent
visitors of the English settlements, that one of them would have attracted any
notice from Hester Prynne, at such a time; much less would he have excluded all
other objects and ideas from her mind. By the Indian’s side, and evidently
sustaining a companionship with him, stood a white man, clad in a strange
disarray of civilized and savage costume.
He was small in stature, with a furrowed
visage, which, as yet, could hardly be termed aged. There was a remarkable
intelligence in his features, as of a person who had so cultivated his mental
part that it could not fail to mould the physical to itself, and become
manifest by unmistakable tokens. Although, by a seemingly careless arrangement
of his heterogeneous garb, he had[69] endeavored to conceal or abate the
peculiarity, it was sufficiently evident to Hester Prynne, that one of this
man’s shoulders rose higher than the other. Again, at the first instant of
perceiving that thin visage, and the slight deformity of the figure, she
pressed her infant to her bosom with so convulsive a force that the poor babe
uttered another cry of pain. But the mother did not seem to hear it.
At his arrival in the market-place, and
some time before she saw him, the stranger had bent his eyes on Hester Prynne.
It was carelessly, at first, like a man chiefly accustomed to look inward, and
to whom external matters are of little value and import, unless they bear
relation to something within his mind. Very soon, however, his look became keen
and penetrative. A writhing horror twisted itself across his features, like a
snake gliding swiftly over them, and making one little pause, with all its wreathed
intervolutions in open sight. His face darkened with some powerful emotion,
which, nevertheless, he so instantaneously controlled by an effort of his will,
that, save at a single moment, its expression might have passed for calmness.
After a brief space, the convulsion grew almost imperceptible, and finally
subsided into the depths of his nature. When he found the eyes of Hester Prynne
fastened on his own, and saw that she appeared to recognize him, he slowly and
calmly raised his finger, made a gesture with it in the air, and laid it on his
lips.
Then, touching the shoulder of a townsman
who stood next to him, he addressed him, in a formal and courteous manner.
“I pray you, good Sir,” said he, “who is
this woman?—and wherefore is she here set up to public shame?”
“You must needs be a stranger in this
region, friend,” answered[70] the townsman, looking curiously at the questioner
and his savage companion, “else you would surely have heard of Mistress Hester
Prynne, and her evil doings. She hath raised a great scandal, I promise you, in
godly Master Dimmesdale’s church.”
“You say truly,” replied the other. “I am
a stranger, and have been a wanderer, sorely against my will. I have met with
grievous mishaps by sea and land, and have been long held in bonds among the
heathen-folk, to the southward; and am now brought hither by this Indian, to be
redeemed out of my captivity. Will it please you, therefore, to tell me of
Hester Prynne’s,—have I her name rightly?—of this woman’s offences, and what
has brought her to yonder scaffold?”
“Truly, friend; and methinks it must
gladden your heart, after your troubles and sojourn in the wilderness,” said
the townsman, “to find yourself, at length, in a land where iniquity is
searched out, and punished in the sight of rulers and people; as here in our
godly New England. Yonder woman, Sir, you must know, was the wife of a certain
learned man, English by birth, but who had long dwelt in Amsterdam, whence,
some good time agone, he was minded to cross over and cast in his lot with us
of the Massachusetts. To this purpose, he sent his wife before him, remaining
himself to look after some necessary affairs. Marry, good Sir, in some two
years, or less, that the woman has been a dweller here in Boston, no tidings
have come of this learned gentleman, Master Prynne; and his young wife, look
you, being left to her own misguidance—”
“Ah!—aha!—I conceive you,” said the
stranger, with a bitter smile. “So learned a man as you speak of should have
learned this too in his books. And who, by your favor, Sir, may be the[71]
father of yonder babe—it is some three or four months old, I should judge—which
Mistress Prynne is holding in her arms?”
“Of a truth, friend, that matter
remaineth a riddle; and the Daniel who shall expound it is yet a-wanting,”
answered the townsman. “Madam Hester absolutely refuseth to speak, and the
magistrates have laid their heads together in vain. Peradventure the guilty one
stands looking on at this sad spectacle, unknown of man, and forgetting that
God sees him.”
“The learned man,” observed the stranger,
with another smile, “should come himself, to look into the mystery.”
“It behooves him well, if he be still in
life,” responded the townsman. “Now, good Sir, our Massachusetts magistracy,
bethinking themselves that this woman is youthful and fair, and doubtless was
strongly tempted to her fall,—and that, moreover, as is most likely, her
husband may be at the bottom of the sea,—they have not been bold to put in
force the extremity of our righteous law against her. The penalty thereof is
death. But in their great mercy and tenderness of heart, they have doomed
Mistress Prynne to stand only a space of three hours on the platform of the
pillory, and then and thereafter, for the remainder of her natural life, to
wear a mark of shame upon her bosom.”
“A wise sentence!” remarked the stranger,
gravely bowing his head. “Thus she will be a living sermon against sin, until
the ignominious letter be engraved upon her tombstone. It irks me,
nevertheless, that the partner of her iniquity should not, at least, stand on
the scaffold by her side. But he will be known!—he will be known!—he will be
known!”
He bowed courteously to the communicative
townsman, and, whispering a few words to his Indian attendant, they both made
their way through the crowd.[72]
While this passed, Hester Prynne had been
standing on her pedestal, still with a fixed gaze towards the stranger; so
fixed a gaze, that, at moments of intense absorption, all other objects in the
visible world seemed to vanish, leaving only him and her. Such an interview,
perhaps, would have been more terrible than even to meet him as she now did,
with the hot, mid-day sun burning down upon her face, and lighting up its
shame; with the scarlet token of infamy on her breast; with the sin-born infant
in her arms; with a whole people, drawn forth as to a festival, staring at the
features that should have been seen only in the quiet gleam of the fireside, in
the happy shadow of a home, or beneath a matronly veil, at church. Dreadful as
it was, she was conscious of a shelter in the presence of these thousand
witnesses. It was better to stand thus, with so many betwixt him and her, than
to greet him, face to face, they two alone. She fled for refuge, as it were, to
the public exposure, and dreaded the moment when its protection should be
withdrawn from her. Involved in these thoughts, she scarcely heard a voice
behind her, until it had repeated her name more than once, in a loud and solemn
tone, audible to the whole multitude.
“Hearken unto me, Hester Prynne!” said
the voice.
It has already been noticed, that
directly over the platform on which Hester Prynne stood was a kind of balcony,
or open gallery, appended to the meeting-house. It was the place whence
proclamations were wont to be made, amidst an assemblage of the magistracy,
with all the ceremonial that attended such public observances in those days.
Here, to witness the scene which we are describing, sat Governor Bellingham
himself, with four sergeants about his chair, bearing halberds, as a guard of
honor. He wore a dark feather in his hat, a border of embroidery on[73] his
cloak, and a black velvet tunic beneath; a gentleman advanced in years, with a
hard experience written in his wrinkles. He was not ill fitted to be the head
and representative of a community, which owed its origin and progress, and its
present state of development, not to the impulses of youth, but to the stern
and tempered energies of manhood, and the sombre sagacity of age; accomplishing
so much, precisely because it imagined and hoped so little. The other eminent
characters, by whom the chief ruler was surrounded, were distinguished by a
dignity of mien, belonging to a period when the forms of authority were felt to
possess the sacredness of Divine institutions. They were, doubtless, good men,
just and sage. But, out of the whole human family, it would not have been easy
to select the same number of wise and virtuous persons, who should be less
capable of sitting in judgment on an erring woman’s heart, and disentangling
its mesh of good and evil, than the sages of rigid aspect towards whom Hester
Prynne now turned her face. She seemed conscious, indeed, that whatever
sympathy she might expect lay in the larger and warmer heart of the multitude;
for, as she lifted her eyes towards the balcony, the unhappy woman grew pale
and trembled.
The voice which had called her attention
was that of the reverend and famous John Wilson, the eldest clergyman of
Boston, a great scholar, like most of his contemporaries in the profession, and
withal a man of kind and genial spirit. This last attribute, however, had been
less carefully developed than his intellectual gifts, and was, in truth, rather
a matter of shame than self-congratulation with him. There he stood, with a
border of grizzled locks beneath his skull-cap; while his gray eyes, accustomed
to the shaded light of his study, were winking, like[74] those of Hester’s
infant, in the unadulterated sunshine. He looked like the darkly engraved
portraits which we see prefixed to old volumes of sermons; and had no more
right than one of those portraits would have, to step forth, as he now did, and
meddle with a question of human guilt, passion, and anguish.
“Hester Prynne,” said the clergyman, “I
have striven with my young brother here, under whose preaching of the word you
have been privileged to sit,”—here Mr. Wilson laid his hand on the shoulder of
a pale young man beside him,—“I have sought, I say, to persuade this godly
youth, that he should deal with you, here in the face of Heaven, and before
these wise and upright rulers, and in hearing of all the people, as touching
the vileness and blackness of your sin. Knowing your natural temper better than
I, he could the better judge what arguments to use, whether of tenderness or
terror, such as might prevail over your hardness and obstinacy; insomuch that
you should no longer hide the name of him who tempted you to this grievous
fall. But he opposes to me (with a young man’s over-softness, albeit wise
beyond his years), that it were wronging the very nature of woman to force her
to lay open her heart’s secrets in such broad daylight, and in presence of so
great a multitude. Truly, as I sought to convince him, the shame lay in the
commission of the sin, and not in the showing of it forth. What say you to it,
once again, Brother Dimmesdale? Must it be thou, or I, that shall deal with
this poor sinner’s soul?”
There was a murmur among the dignified
and reverend occupants of the balcony; and Governor Bellingham gave expression
to its purport, speaking in an authoritative voice, although tempered with
respect towards the youthful clergyman whom he addressed.[75]
“Good Master Dimmesdale,” said he, “the
responsibility of this woman’s soul lies greatly with you. It behooves you,
therefore, to exhort her to repentance, and to confession, as a proof and
consequence thereof.”
The directness of this appeal drew the
eyes of the whole crowd upon the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale; a young clergyman,
who had come from one of the great English universities, bringing all the
learning of the age into our wild forest-land. His eloquence and religious
fervor had already given the earnest of high eminence in his profession. He was
a person of very striking aspect, with a white, lofty, and impending brow,
large brown, melancholy eyes, and a mouth which, unless when he forcibly
compressed it, was apt to be tremulous, expressing both nervous sensibility and
a vast power of self-restraint. Notwithstanding his high native gifts and
scholar-like attainments, there was an air about this young minister,—an
apprehensive, a startled, a half-frightened look,—as of a being who felt
himself quite astray and at a loss in the pathway of human existence, and could
only be at ease in some seclusion of his own. Therefore, so far as his duties
would permit, he trod in the shadowy by-paths, and thus kept himself simple and
childlike; coming forth, when occasion was, with a freshness, and fragrance,
and dewy purity of thought, which, as many people said, affected them like the
speech of an angel.
Such was the young man whom the Reverend
Mr. Wilson and the Governor had introduced so openly to the public notice,
bidding him speak, in the hearing of all men, to that mystery of a woman’s
soul, so sacred even in its pollution. The trying nature of his position drove
the blood from his cheek, and made his lips tremulous.[76]
“Speak to the woman, my brother,” said
Mr. Wilson. “It is of moment to her soul, and therefore, as the worshipful
Governor says, momentous to thine own, in whose charge hers is. Exhort her to
confess the truth!”
The Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale bent his
head, in silent prayer, as it seemed, and then came forward.
“Hester Prynne,” said he, leaning over
the balcony and looking down steadfastly into her eyes, “thou hearest what this
good man says, and seest the accountability under which I labor. If thou
feelest it to be for thy soul’s peace, and that thy earthly punishment will
thereby be made more effectual to salvation, I charge thee to speak out the
name of thy fellow-sinner and fellow-sufferer! Be not silent from any mistaken
pity and tenderness for him; for, believe me, Hester, though he were to step
down from a high place, and stand there beside thee, on thy pedestal of shame,
yet better were it so than to hide a guilty heart through life. What can thy
silence do for him, except it tempt him—yea, compel him, as it were—to add
hypocrisy to sin? Heaven hath granted thee an open ignominy, that thereby thou
mayest work out an open triumph over the evil within thee, and the sorrow
without. Take heed how thou deniest to him—who, perchance, hath not the courage
to grasp it for himself—the bitter, but wholesome, cup that is now presented to
thy lips!”
The young pastor’s voice was tremulously
sweet, rich, deep, and broken. The feeling that it so evidently manifested,
rather than the direct purport of the words, caused it to vibrate within all
hearts, and brought the listeners into one accord of sympathy. Even the poor
baby, at Hester’s bosom, was affected by the same influence; for it directed
its hitherto vacant gaze towards Mr. Dimmesdale, and held up its little arms,
with a[77] half-pleased, half-plaintive murmur. So powerful seemed the
minister’s appeal, that the people could not believe but that Hester Prynne
would speak out the guilty name; or else that the guilty one himself, in
whatever high or lowly place he stood, would be drawn forth by an inward and
inevitable necessity, and compelled to ascend to the scaffold.
Hester shook her head.
“Woman, transgress not beyond the limits
of Heaven’s mercy!” cried the Reverend Mr. Wilson, more harshly than before.
“That little babe hath been gifted with a voice, to second and confirm the
counsel which thou hast heard. Speak out the name! That, and thy repentance,
may avail to take the scarlet letter off thy breast.”
“Never!” replied Hester Prynne, looking,
not at Mr. Wilson, but into the deep and troubled eyes of the younger
clergyman. “It is too deeply branded. Ye cannot take it off. And would that I
might endure his agony, as well as mine!”
“Speak, woman!” said another voice,
coldly and sternly, proceeding from the crowd about the scaffold. “Speak; and
give your child a father!”[78]
“I will not speak!” answered Hester,
turning pale as death, but responding to this voice, which she too surely
recognized. “And my child must seek a heavenly Father; she shall never know an
earthly one!”
“She will not speak!” murmured Mr.
Dimmesdale, who, leaning over the balcony, with his hand upon his heart, had
awaited the result of his appeal. He now drew back, with a long respiration.
“Wondrous strength and generosity of a woman’s heart! She will not speak!”
Discerning the impracticable state of the
poor culprit’s mind, the elder clergyman, who had carefully prepared himself
for the occasion, addressed to the multitude a discourse on sin, in all its
branches, but with continual reference to the ignominious letter. So forcibly
did he dwell upon this symbol, for the hour or more during which his periods
were rolling over the people’s heads, that it assumed new terrors in their
imagination, and seemed to derive its scarlet hue from the flames of the
infernal pit. Hester Prynne, meanwhile, kept her place upon the pedestal of
shame, with glazed eyes, and an air of weary indifference. She had borne, that
morning, all that nature could endure; and as her temperament was not of the
order that escapes from too intense suffering by a swoon, her spirit could only
shelter itself beneath a stony crust of insensibility, while the faculties of
animal life remained entire. In this state, the voice of the preacher thundered
remorselessly, but unavailingly, upon her ears. The infant, during the latter
portion of her[79] ordeal, pierced the air with its wailings and screams; she
strove to hush it, mechanically, but seemed scarcely to sympathize with its
trouble. With the same hard demeanor, she was led back to prison, and vanished
from the public gaze within its iron-clamped portal. It was whispered, by those
who peered after her, that the scarlet letter threw a lurid gleam along the
dark passage-way of the interior.
[80]
IV.
THE INTERVIEW.
A
fter her return to the prison, Hester
Prynne was found to be in a state of nervous excitement that demanded constant
watchfulness, lest she should perpetrate violence on herself, or do some
half-frenzied mischief to the poor babe. As night approached, it proving
impossible to quell her insubordination by rebuke or threats of punishment,
Master Brackett, the jailer, thought fit to introduce a physician. He described
him as a man of skill in all Christian modes of physical science, and likewise
familiar with whatever the savage people could teach, in respect to medicinal
herbs and roots that grew in the forest. To say the truth, there was much need
of professional assistance, not merely for Hester herself, but still more
urgently for the child; who, drawing its sustenance from the maternal bosom,
seemed to have drank in with it all the turmoil, the anguish and despair, which
pervaded the mother’s system. It now writhed in convulsions of pain, and was a
forcible type, in its little frame, of the moral agony which Hester Prynne had
borne throughout the day.[81]
Closely following the jailer into the
dismal apartment appeared that individual, of singular aspect, whose presence
in the crowd had been of such deep interest to the wearer of the scarlet
letter. He was lodged in the prison, not as suspected of any offence, but as
the most convenient and suitable mode of disposing of him, until the
magistrates should have conferred with the Indian sagamores respecting his
ransom. His name was announced as Roger Chillingworth. The jailer, after
ushering him into the room, remained a moment, marvelling at the comparative
quiet that followed his entrance; for Hester Prynne had immediately become as
still as death, although the child continued to moan.
“Prithee, friend, leave me alone with my
patient,” said the practitioner. “Trust me, good jailer, you shall briefly have
peace in your house; and, I promise you, Mistress Prynne shall hereafter be
more amenable to just authority than you may have found her heretofore.”
“Nay, if your worship can accomplish
that,” answered Master Brackett, “I shall own you for a man of skill indeed!
Verily, the woman hath been like a possessed one; and there lacks little, that
I should take in hand to drive Satan out of her with stripes.”
The stranger had entered the room with
the characteristic quietude of the profession to which he announced himself as
belonging. Nor did his demeanor change, when the withdrawal of the
prison-keeper left him face to face with the woman, whose absorbed notice of
him, in the crowd, had intimated so close a relation between himself and her.
His first care was given to the child; whose cries, indeed, as she lay writhing
on the trundle-bed, made it of peremptory necessity to postpone all other
business to the task of soothing her. He examined the infant carefully, and
then proceeded to unclasp a leathern case, which he took[82] from beneath his
dress. It appeared to contain medical preparations, one of which he mingled
with a cup of water.
“My old studies in alchemy,” observed he,
“and my sojourn, for above a year past, among a people well versed in the
kindly properties of simples, have made a better physician of me than many that
claim the medical degree. Here, woman! The child is yours,—she is none of
mine,—neither will she recognize my voice or aspect as a father’s. Administer
this draught, therefore, with thine own hand.”
Hester repelled the offered medicine, at
the same time gazing with strongly marked apprehension into his face.
“Wouldst thou avenge thyself on the
innocent babe?” whispered she.
“Foolish woman!” responded the physician,
half coldly, half soothingly. “What should ail me, to harm this misbegotten and
miserable babe? The medicine is potent for good; and were it my child,—yea,
mine own, as well as thine!—I could do no better for it.”
As she still hesitated, being, in fact,
in no reasonable state of mind, he took the infant in his arms, and himself
administered the draught. It soon proved its efficacy, and redeemed the leech’s
pledge. The moans of the little patient subsided; its convulsive tossings
gradually ceased; and, in a few moments, as is the custom of young children
after relief from pain, it sank into a profound and dewy slumber. The
physician, as he had a fair right to be termed, next bestowed his attention on
the mother. With calm and intent scrutiny he felt her pulse, looked into her
eyes,—a gaze that made her heart shrink and shudder, because so familiar, and
yet so strange and cold,—and, finally, satisfied with his investigation,
proceeded to mingle another draught.[83]
“I know not Lethe nor Nepenthe,” remarked
he; “but I have learned many new secrets in the wilderness, and here is one of
them,—a recipe that an Indian taught me, in requital of some lessons of my own,
that were as old as Paracelsus. Drink it! It may be less soothing than a
sinless conscience. That I cannot give thee. But it will calm the swell and
heaving of thy passion, like oil thrown on the waves of a tempestuous sea.”
He presented the cup to Hester, who
received it with a slow, earnest look into his face; not precisely a look of
fear, yet full of doubt and questioning, as to what his purposes might be. She
looked also at her slumbering child.
“I have thought of death,” said
she,—“have wished for it,—would even have prayed for it, were it fit that such
as I should pray for anything. Yet if death be in this cup, I bid thee think
again, ere thou beholdest me quaff it. See! It is even now at my lips.”
“Drink, then,” replied he, still with the
same cold composure. “Dost thou know me so little, Hester Prynne? Are my
purposes wont to be so shallow? Even if I imagine a scheme of vengeance, what
could I do better for my object than to let thee live,—than to give thee
medicines against all harm and peril of life,—so that this burning shame may
still blaze upon thy bosom?” As he spoke, he laid his long forefinger on the
scarlet letter, which forthwith seemed to scorch into Hester’s breast, as if it
had been red-hot. He noticed her involuntary gesture, and smiled. “Live,
therefore, and bear about thy doom with thee, in the eyes of men and women,—in
the eyes of him whom thou didst call thy husband,—in the eyes of yonder child!
And, that thou mayest live, take off this draught.”
Without further expostulation or delay,
Hester Prynne drained[84] the cup, and, at the motion of the man of skill,
seated herself on the bed where the child was sleeping; while he drew the only
chair which the room afforded, and took his own seat beside her. She could not
but tremble at these preparations; for she felt that—having now done all that
humanity or principle, or, if so it were, a refined cruelty, impelled him to
do, for the relief of physical suffering—he was next to treat with her as the
man whom she had most deeply and irreparably injured.
“Hester,” said he, “I ask not wherefore,
nor how, thou hast fallen into the pit, or say, rather, thou hast ascended to
the pedestal of infamy, on which I found thee. The reason is not far to seek.
It was my folly, and thy weakness. I,—a man of thought,—the bookworm of great
libraries,—a man already in decay, having given my best years to feed the
hungry dream of knowledge,—what had I to do with youth and beauty like thine
own! Misshapen from my birth-hour, how could I delude myself with the idea that
intellectual gifts might veil physical deformity in a young girl’s fantasy! Men
call me wise. If sages were ever wise in their own behoof, I might have
foreseen all this. I might have known that, as I came out of the vast and
dismal forest, and entered this settlement of Christian men, the very first
object to meet my eyes would be thyself, Hester Prynne, standing up, a statue
of ignominy, before the people. Nay, from the moment when we came down the old
church steps together, a married pair, I might have beheld the bale-fire of
that scarlet letter blazing at the end of our path!”
“Thou knowest,” said Hester,—for,
depressed as she was, she could not endure this last quiet stab at the token of
her shame,—“thou knowest that I was frank with thee. I felt no love, nor
feigned any.[85]”
“True,” replied he. “It was my folly! I
have said it. But, up to that epoch of my life, I had lived in vain. The world
had been so cheerless! My heart was a habitation large enough for many guests,
but lonely and chill, and without a household fire. I longed to kindle one! It
seemed not so wild a dream,—old as I was, and sombre as I was, and misshapen as
I was,—that the simple bliss, which is scattered far and wide, for all mankind
to gather up, might yet be mine. And so, Hester, I drew thee into my heart, into
its innermost chamber, and sought to warm thee by the warmth which thy presence
made there!”
“I have greatly wronged thee,” murmured
Hester.
“We have wronged each other,” answered
he. “Mine was the first wrong, when I betrayed thy budding youth into a false
and unnatural relation with my decay. Therefore, as a man who has not thought
and philosophized in vain, I seek no vengeance, plot no evil against thee.
Between thee and me the scale hangs fairly balanced. But, Hester, the man lives
who has wronged us both! Who is he?”
“Ask me not!” replied Hester Prynne,
looking firmly into his face. “That thou shalt never know!”
“Never, sayest thou?” rejoined he, with a
smile of dark and self-relying intelligence. “Never know him! Believe me,
Hester, there are few things,—whether in the outward world, or, to a certain
depth, in the invisible sphere of thought,—few things hidden from the man who
devotes himself earnestly and unreservedly to the solution of a mystery. Thou
mayest cover up thy secret from the prying multitude. Thou mayest conceal it,
too, from the ministers and magistrates, even as thou didst this day, when they
sought to wrench the name out of thy heart, and give thee a partner on thy
pedestal. But, as for me, I come to[86] the inquest with other senses than they
possess. I shall seek this man, as I have sought truth in books; as I have
sought gold in alchemy. There is a sympathy that will make me conscious of him.
I shall see him tremble. I shall feel myself shudder, suddenly and unawares.
Sooner or later, he must needs be mine!”
The eyes of the wrinkled scholar glowed
so intensely upon her, that Hester Prynne clasped her hands over her heart,
dreading lest he should read the secret there at once.
“Thou wilt not reveal his name? Not the
less he is mine,” resumed he, with a look of confidence, as if destiny were at
one with him. “He bears no letter of infamy wrought into his garment, as thou
dost; but I shall read it on his heart. Yet fear not for him! Think not that I
shall interfere with Heaven’s own method of retribution, or, to my own loss,
betray him to the gripe of human law. Neither do thou imagine that I shall
contrive aught against his life; no, nor against his fame, if, as I judge, he
be a man of fair repute. Let him live! Let him hide himself in outward honor,
if he may! Not the less he shall be mine!”
“Thy acts are like mercy,” said Hester,
bewildered and appalled. “But thy words interpret thee as a terror!”
“One thing, thou that wast my wife, I
would enjoin upon thee,” continued the scholar. “Thou hast kept the secret of
thy paramour. Keep, likewise, mine! There are none in this land that know me.
Breathe not, to any human soul, that thou didst ever call me husband! Here, on
this wild outskirt of the earth, I shall pitch my tent; for, elsewhere a
wanderer, and isolated from human interests, I find here a woman, a man, a
child, amongst whom and myself there exist the closest ligaments. No matter
whether of love or hate; no matter whether of right or wrong! Thou and thine,
Hester Prynne, belong to me. My home is where thou art, and where he is. But
betray me not!”
[87]The Eyes of the Wrinkled Scholar
Glowed
“Wherefore dost thou desire it?” inquired
Hester, shrinking,[88] she hardly knew why, from this secret bond. “Why not
announce thyself openly, and cast me off at once?”
“It may be,” he replied, “because I will
not encounter the[89] dishonor that besmirches the husband of a faithless
woman. It may be for other reasons. Enough, it is my purpose to live and die
unknown. Let, therefore, thy husband be to the world as one already dead, and
of whom no tidings shall ever come. Recognize me not, by word, by sign, by
look! Breathe not the secret, above all, to the man thou wottest of. Shouldst
thou fail me in this, beware! His fame, his position, his life, will be in my
hands. Beware!”
“I will keep thy secret, as I have his,”
said Hester.
“Swear it!” rejoined he.
And she took the oath.
“And now, Mistress Prynne,” said old
Roger Chillingworth, as he was hereafter to be named, “I leave thee alone;
alone with thy infant, and the scarlet letter! How is it, Hester? Doth thy
sentence bind thee to wear the token in thy sleep? Art thou not afraid of
nightmares and hideous dreams?”
“Why dost thou smile so at me?” inquired
Hester, troubled at the expression of his eyes. “Art thou like the Black Man
that haunts the forest round about us? Hast thou enticed me into a bond that
will prove the ruin of my soul?”
“Not thy soul,” he answered, with another
smile. “No, not thine!”
[90]
V.
HESTER AT HER NEEDLE.
H
ester Prynne’s term of confinement was
now at an end. Her prison-door was thrown open, and she came forth into the
sunshine, which, falling on all alike, seemed, to her sick and morbid heart, as
if meant for no other purpose than to reveal the scarlet letter on her breast.
Perhaps there was a more real torture in her first unattended footsteps from
the threshold of the prison, than even in the procession and spectacle that
have been described, where she was made the common infamy, at which all mankind
was summoned to point its finger. Then, she was supported by an unnatural
tension of the nerves, and by all the combative energy of her character, which
enabled her to convert the scene into a kind of lurid triumph. It was,
moreover, a separate and insulated event, to occur but once in her lifetime,
and to meet which, therefore, reckless of economy, she might call up the vital
strength that would have sufficed for many quiet years. The very law that
condemned her—a giant of stern features, but with vigor to support, as well as
to annihilate, in his iron arm[91]—had held her up, through the terrible ordeal
of her ignominy. But now, with this unattended walk from her prison-door, began
the daily custom; and she must either sustain and carry it forward by the ordinary
resources of her nature, or sink beneath it. She could no longer borrow from
the future to help her through the present grief. To-morrow would bring its own
trial with it; so would the next day, and so would the next; each its own
trial, and yet the very same that was now so unutterably grievous to be borne.
The days of the far-off future would toil onward, still with the same burden
for her to take up, and bear along with her, but never to fling down; for the
accumulating days, and added years, would pile up their misery upon the heap of
shame. Throughout them all, giving up her individuality, she would become the
general symbol at which the preacher and moralist might point, and in which
they might vivify and embody their images of woman’s frailty and sinful
passion. Thus the young and pure would be taught to look at her, with the
scarlet letter flaming on her breast,—at her, the child of honorable
parents,—at her, the mother of a babe, that would hereafter be a woman,—at her,
who had once been innocent,—as the figure, the body, the reality of sin. And
over her grave, the infamy that she must carry thither would be her only
monument.
It may seem marvellous, that, with the
world before her,—kept by no restrictive clause of her condemnation within the
limits of the Puritan settlement, so remote and so obscure,—free to return to
her birthplace, or to any other European land, and there hide her character and
identity under a new exterior, as completely as if emerging into another state
of being,—and having also the passes of the dark, inscrutable forest open to
her, where the wildness of her nature might assimilate itself with[92] a people
whose customs and life were alien from the law that had condemned her,—it may
seem marvellous, that this woman should still call that place her home, where,
and where only, she must needs be the type of shame. But there is a fatality, a
feeling so irresistible and inevitable that it has the force of doom, which
almost invariably compels human beings to linger around and haunt, ghost-like,
the spot where some great and marked event has given the color to their
lifetime; and still the more irresistibly, the darker the tinge that saddens
it. Her sin, her ignominy, were the roots which she had struck into the soil.
It was as if a new birth, with stronger assimilations than the first, had
converted the forest-land, still so uncongenial to every other pilgrim and
wanderer, into Hester Prynne’s wild and dreary, but life-long home. All other
scenes of earth—even that village of rural England, where happy infancy and
stainless maidenhood seemed yet to be in her mother’s keeping, like garments
put off long ago—were foreign to her, in comparison. The chain that bound her
here was of iron links, and galling to her inmost soul, but could never be
broken.
It might be, too,—doubtless it was so,
although she hid the secret from herself, and grew pale whenever it struggled
out of her heart, like a serpent from its hole,—it might be that another
feeling kept her within the scene and pathway that had been so fatal. There
dwelt, there trode the feet of one with whom she deemed herself connected in a
union, that, unrecognized on earth, would bring them together before the bar of
final judgment, and make that their marriage-altar, for a joint futurity of
endless retribution. Over and over again, the tempter of souls had thrust this
idea upon Hester’s contemplation, and laughed at the passionate and desperate
joy with which she[93] seized, and then strove to cast it from her. She barely
looked the idea in the face, and hastened to bar it in its dungeon. What she
compelled herself to believe—what, finally, she reasoned upon, as her motive
for continuing a resident of New England—was half a truth, and half a
self-delusion. Here, she said to herself, had been the scene of her guilt, and
here should be the scene of her earthly punishment; and so, perchance, the
torture of her daily shame would at length purge her soul, and work out another
purity than that which she had lost; more saint-like, because the result of
martyrdom.
The Lonesome Dwelling
Hester Prynne, therefore, did not flee.
On the outskirts of the town, within the verge of the peninsula, but not in
close vicinity to any other habitation, there was a small thatched cottage. It
had been built by an earlier settler, and abandoned because the soil about it
was too sterile for cultivation, while its comparative remoteness put it out of
the sphere of that social activity which already marked the habits of the
emigrants. It stood on the shore, looking across a basin of the sea at the
forest-covered hills, towards the west. A clump of scrubby trees, such as
alone[94] grew on the peninsula, did not so much conceal the cottage from view,
as seem to denote that here was some object which would fain have been, or at
least ought to be, concealed. In this little, lonesome dwelling, with some
slender means that she possessed, and by the license of the magistrates, who
still kept an inquisitorial watch over her, Hester established herself, with
her infant child. A mystic shadow of suspicion immediately attached itself to
the spot. Children, too young to comprehend wherefore this woman should be shut
out from the sphere of human charities, would creep nigh enough to behold her
plying her needle at the cottage-window, or standing in the doorway, or laboring
in her little garden, or coming forth along the pathway that led townward; and,
discerning the scarlet letter on her breast, would scamper off with a strange,
contagious fear.
Lonely as was Hester’s situation, and
without a friend on earth who dared to show himself, she, however, incurred no
risk of want. She possessed an art that sufficed, even in a land that afforded
comparatively little scope for its exercise, to supply food for her thriving
infant and herself. It was the art—then, as now, almost the only one within a
woman’s grasp—of needlework. She bore on her breast, in the curiously
embroidered letter, a specimen of her delicate and imaginative skill, of which
the dames of a court might gladly have availed themselves, to add the richer
and more spiritual adornment of human ingenuity to their fabrics of silk and
gold. Here, indeed, in the sable simplicity that generally characterized the
Puritanic modes of dress, there might be an infrequent call for the finer
productions of her handiwork. Yet the taste of the age, demanding whatever was
elaborate in compositions of this kind, did not fail to[95] extend its
influence over our stern progenitors, who had cast behind them so many fashions
which it might seem harder to dispense with. Public ceremonies, such as
ordinations, the installation of magistrates, and all that could give majesty
to the forms in which a new government manifested itself to the people, were,
as a matter of policy, marked by a stately and well-conducted ceremonial, and a
sombre, but yet a studied magnificence. Deep ruffs, painfully wrought bands,
and gorgeously embroidered gloves, were all deemed necessary to the official
state of men assuming the reins of power; and were readily allowed to
individuals dignified by rank or wealth, even while sumptuary laws forbade
these and similar extravagances to the plebeian order. In the array of
funerals, too,—whether for the apparel of the dead body, or to typify, by manifold
emblematic devices of sable cloth and snowy lawn, the sorrow of the
survivors,—there was a frequent and characteristic demand for such labor as
Hester Prynne could supply. Baby-linen—for babies then wore robes of
state—afforded still another possibility of toil and emolument.
By degrees, nor very slowly, her
handiwork became what would now be termed the fashion. Whether from
commiseration for a woman of so miserable a destiny; or from the morbid
curiosity that gives a fictitious value even to common or worthless things; or
by whatever other intangible circumstance was then, as now, sufficient to
bestow, on some persons, what others might seek in vain; or because Hester
really filled a gap which must otherwise have remained vacant; it is certain
that she had ready and fairly requited employment for as many hours as she saw
fit to occupy with her needle. Vanity, it may be, chose to mortify itself, by
putting on, for ceremonials of pomp and state, the garments that had been
wrought by her sinful hands. Her[96] needlework was seen on the ruff of the
Governor; military men wore it on their scarfs, and the minister on his band;
it decked the baby’s little cap; it was shut up, to be mildewed and moulder
away, in the coffins of the dead. But it is not recorded that, in a single
instance, her skill was called in aid to embroider the white veil which was to
cover the pure blushes of a bride. The exception indicated the ever-relentless
rigor with which society frowned upon her sin.
Hester sought not to acquire anything
beyond a subsistence, of the plainest and most ascetic description, for
herself, and a simple abundance for her child. Her own dress was of the
coarsest materials and the most sombre hue; with only that one ornament,—the
scarlet letter,—which it was her doom to wear. The child’s attire, on the other
hand, was distinguished by a fanciful, or, we might rather say, a fantastic
ingenuity, which served, indeed, to heighten the airy charm that early began to
develop itself in the little girl, but which appeared to have also a deeper
meaning. We may speak further of it hereafter. Except for that small
expenditure in the decoration of her infant, Hester bestowed all her
superfluous means in charity, on wretches less miserable than herself, and who
not unfrequently insulted the hand that fed them. Much of the time, which she
might readily have applied to the better efforts of her art, she employed in
making coarse garments for the poor. It is probable that there was an idea of
penance in this mode of occupation, and that she offered up a real sacrifice of
enjoyment, in devoting so many hours to such rude handiwork. She had in her
nature a rich, voluptuous, Oriental characteristic,—a taste for the gorgeously
beautiful, which, save in the exquisite productions of her needle, found
nothing else, in all the possibilities of her life, to exercise[97] itself
upon. Women derive a pleasure, incomprehensible to the other sex, from the
delicate toil of the needle. To Hester Prynne it might have been a mode of
expressing, and therefore soothing, the passion of her life. Like all other
joys, she rejected it as sin. This morbid meddling of conscience with an
immaterial matter betokened, it is to be feared, no genuine and steadfast
penitence, but something doubtful, something that might be deeply wrong,
beneath.
In this manner, Hester Prynne came to
have a part to perform in the world. With her native energy of character, and
rare capacity, it could not entirely cast her off, although it had set a mark
upon her, more intolerable to a woman’s heart than that which branded the brow
of Cain. In all her intercourse with society, however, there was nothing that
made her feel as if she belonged to it. Every gesture, every word, and even the
silence of those with whom she came in contact, implied, and often expressed,
that she was banished, and as much alone as if she inhabited another sphere, or
communicated with the common nature by other organs and senses than the rest of
human kind. She stood apart from moral interests, yet close beside them, like a
ghost that revisits the familiar fireside, and can no longer make itself seen
or felt; no more smile with the household joy, nor mourn with the kindred
sorrow; or, should it succeed in manifesting its forbidden sympathy, awakening
only terror and horrible repugnance. These emotions, in fact, and its bitterest
scorn besides, seemed to be the sole portion that she retained in the universal
heart. It was not an age of delicacy; and her position, although she understood
it well, and was in little danger of forgetting it, was often brought before
her vivid self-perception, like a new anguish, by the rudest touch upon the
tenderest spot.[98] The poor, as we have already said, whom she sought out to
be the objects of her bounty, often reviled the hand that was stretched forth
to succor them. Dames of elevated rank, likewise, whose doors she entered in
the way of her occupation, were accustomed to distil drops of bitterness into
her heart; sometimes through that alchemy of quiet malice, by which women can
concoct a subtle poison from ordinary trifles; and sometimes, also, by a
coarser expression, that fell upon the sufferer’s defenceless breast like a
rough blow upon an ulcerated wound. Hester had schooled herself long and well;
she never responded to these attacks, save by a flush of crimson that rose
irrepressibly over her pale cheek, and again subsided into the depths of her
bosom. She was patient,—a martyr, indeed,—but she forbore to pray for her
enemies; lest, in spite of her forgiving aspirations, the words of the blessing
should stubbornly twist themselves into a curse.
Continually, and in a thousand other
ways, did she feel the innumerable throbs of anguish that had been so cunningly
contrived for her by the undying, the ever-active sentence of the Puritan
tribunal. Clergymen paused in the street to address words of exhortation, that
brought a crowd, with its mingled grin and frown, around the poor, sinful
woman. If she entered a church, trusting to share the Sabbath smile of the
Universal Father, it was often her mishap to find herself the text of the
discourse. She grew to have a dread of children; for they had imbibed from
their parents a vague idea of something horrible in this dreary woman, gliding
silently through the town, with never any companion but one only child.
Therefore, first allowing her to pass, they pursued her at a distance with
shrill cries, and the utterance of a word that had no distinct purport to their
own minds, but was none the less terrible to her, as proceeding from lips that
babbled it unconsciously. It seemed to argue so wide a diffusion of her shame,
that all nature knew of it; it could have caused her no deeper pang, had the
leaves of the trees whispered the dark story among themselves,—had the summer
breeze murmured about it,—had the wintry blast shrieked it aloud! Another
peculiar torture was felt in the gaze of a new eye. When strangers looked
curiously at the scarlet letter,—and none ever failed to do so,—they branded it
afresh into Hester’s soul; so that, oftentimes, she could scarcely refrain, yet
always did refrain, from covering the symbol with her hand. But then, again, an
accustomed eye had likewise its own anguish to inflict. Its cool stare of
familiarity was intolerable. From first to last, in short, Hester Prynne had
always this dreadful agony in feeling a human eye upon the token; the spot
never grew callous; it seemed, on the contrary, to grow more sensitive with
daily torture.
[99]Lonely Footsteps
But sometimes, once in many days, or
perchance in many months, she felt an eye—a human eye—upon the ignominious
brand, that seemed to give a momentary relief, as if half of her[100] agony
were shared. The next instant, back it all rushed again, with still a deeper
throb of pain; for, in that brief interval, she had sinned anew. Had Hester
sinned alone?
Her imagination was somewhat affected,
and, had she been[101] of a softer moral and intellectual fibre, would have
been still more so, by the strange and solitary anguish of her life. Walking to
and fro, with those lonely footsteps, in the little world with which she was
outwardly connected, it now and then appeared to Hester,—if altogether fancy,
it was nevertheless too potent to be resisted,—she felt or fancied, then, that
the scarlet letter[102] had endowed her with a new sense. She shuddered to believe,
yet could not help believing, that it gave her a sympathetic knowledge of the
hidden sin in other hearts. She was terror-stricken by the revelations that
were thus made. What were they? Could they be other than the insidious whispers
of the bad angel, who would fain have persuaded the struggling woman, as yet
only half his victim, that the outward guise of purity was but a lie, and that,
if truth were everywhere to be shown, a scarlet letter would blaze forth on
many a bosom besides Hester Prynne’s? Or, must she receive those intimations—so
obscure, yet so distinct—as truth? In all her miserable experience, there was
nothing else so awful and so loathsome as this sense. It perplexed, as well as
shocked her, by the irreverent inopportuneness of the occasions that brought it
into vivid action. Sometimes the red infamy upon her breast would give a
sympathetic throb, as she passed near a venerable minister or magistrate, the
model of piety and justice, to whom that age of antique reverence looked up, as
to a mortal man in fellowship with angels. “What evil thing is at hand?” would
Hester say to herself. Lifting her reluctant eyes, there would be nothing human
within the scope of view, save the form of this earthly saint! Again, a mystic
sisterhood would contumaciously assert itself, as she met the sanctified frown
of some matron, who, according to the rumor of all tongues, had kept cold snow
within her bosom throughout life. That unsunned snow in the matron’s bosom, and
the burning shame on Hester Prynne’s,—what had the two in common? Or, once
more, the electric thrill would give her warning,—“Behold, Hester, here is a
companion!”—and, looking up, she would detect the eyes of a young maiden
glancing at the scarlet letter, shyly and aside, and quickly averted with[103]
a faint, chill crimson in her cheeks; as if her purity were somewhat sullied by
that momentary glance. O Fiend, whose talisman was that fatal symbol, wouldst
thou leave nothing, whether in youth or age, for this poor sinner to
revere?—such loss of faith is ever one of the saddest results of sin. Be it
accepted as a proof that all was not corrupt in this poor victim of her own
frailty, and man’s hard law, that Hester Prynne yet struggled to believe that
no fellow-mortal was guilty like herself.
The vulgar, who, in those dreary old
times, were always contributing a grotesque horror to what interested their
imaginations, had a story about the scarlet letter which we might readily work
up into a terrific legend. They averred, that the symbol was not mere scarlet
cloth, tinged in an earthly dye-pot, but was red-hot with infernal fire, and
could be seen glowing all alight, whenever Hester Prynne walked abroad in the
night-time. And we must needs say, it seared Hester’s bosom so deeply, that
perhaps there was more truth in the rumor than our modern incredulity may be
inclined to admit.
[104]Vignette
VI.
PEARL.
We have as yet hardly spoken of the
infant; that little creature, whose innocent life had sprung, by the
inscrutable decree of Providence, a lovely and immortal flower, out of the rank
luxuriance of a guilty passion. How strange it seemed to the sad woman, as she
watched the growth, and the beauty that became every day more brilliant, and
the intelligence that threw its quivering sunshine over the tiny features of
this child! Her Pearl!—For so had Hester called her; not as a name expressive
of her aspect, which had nothing of the calm, white, unimpassioned lustre that
would be indicated by the comparison. But she named the infant “Pearl,” as
being[105] of great price,—purchased with all she had,—her mother’s only
treasure! How strange, indeed! Man had marked this woman’s sin by a scarlet
letter, which had such potent and disastrous efficacy that no human sympathy
could reach her, save it were sinful like herself. God, as a direct consequence
of the sin which man thus punished, had given her a lovely child, whose place
was on that same dishonored bosom, to connect her parent forever with the race
and descent of mortals, and to be finally a blessed soul in heaven! Yet these
thoughts affected Hester Prynne less with hope than apprehension. She knew that
her deed had been evil; she could have no faith, therefore, that its result
would be good. Day after day, she looked fearfully into the child’s expanding
nature, ever dreading to detect some dark and wild peculiarity, that should
correspond with the guiltiness to which she owed her being.
Certainly, there was no physical defect.
By its perfect shape, its vigor, and its natural dexterity in the use of all
its untried limbs, the infant was worthy to have been brought forth in Eden;
worthy to have been left there, to be the plaything of the angels, after the
world’s first parents were driven out. The child had a native grace which does
not invariably coexist with faultless beauty; its attire, however simple,
always impressed the beholder as if it were the very garb that precisely became
it best. But little Pearl was not clad in rustic weeds. Her mother, with a
morbid purpose that may be better understood hereafter, had bought the richest
tissues that could be procured, and allowed her imaginative faculty its full
play in the arrangement and decoration of the dresses which the child wore,
before the public eye. So magnificent was the small figure, when thus arrayed,
and such was the splendor of Pearl’s own proper beauty, shining through[106]
the gorgeous robes which might have extinguished a paler loveliness, that there
was an absolute circle of radiance around her, on the darksome cottage floor.
And yet a russet gown, torn and soiled with the child’s rude play, made a
picture of her just as perfect. Pearl’s aspect was imbued with a spell of infinite
variety; in this one child there were many children, comprehending the full
scope between the wild-flower prettiness of a peasant-baby, and the pomp, in
little, of an infant princess. Throughout all, however, there was a trait of
passion, a certain depth of hue, which she never lost; and if, in any of her
changes, she had grown fainter or paler, she would have ceased to be
herself,—it would have been no longer Pearl!
This outward mutability indicated, and
did not more than fairly express, the various properties of her inner life. Her
nature appeared to possess depth, too, as well as variety; but—or else Hester’s
fears deceived her—it lacked reference and adaptation to the world into which
she was born. The child could not be made amenable to rules. In giving her
existence, a great law had been broken; and the result was a being whose
elements were perhaps beautiful and brilliant, but all in disorder; or with an
order peculiar to themselves, amidst which the point of variety and arrangement
was difficult or impossible to be discovered. Hester could only account for the
child’s character—and even then most vaguely and imperfectly—by recalling what
she herself had been, during that momentous period while Pearl was imbibing her
soul from the spiritual world, and her bodily frame from its material of earth.
The mother’s impassioned state had been the medium through which were
transmitted to the unborn infant the rays of its moral life; and, however white
and clear originally, they had taken the deep stains of crimson and gold,[107]
the fiery lustre, the black shadow, and the untempered light of the intervening
substance. Above all, the warfare of Hester’s spirit, at that epoch, was
perpetuated in Pearl. She could recognize her wild, desperate, defiant mood,
the flightiness of her temper, and even some of the very cloud-shapes of gloom
and despondency that had brooded in her heart. They were now illuminated by the
morning radiance of a young child’s disposition, but later in the day of
earthly existence might be prolific of the storm and whirlwind.
The discipline of the family, in those
days, was of a far more rigid kind than now. The frown, the harsh rebuke, the
frequent application of the rod, enjoined by Scriptural authority, were used,
not merely in the way of punishment for actual offences, but as a wholesome
regimen for the growth and promotion of all childish virtues. Hester Prynne,
nevertheless, the lonely mother of this one child, ran little risk of erring on
the side of undue severity. Mindful, however, of her own errors and
misfortunes, she early sought to impose a tender, but strict control over the
infant immortality that was committed to her charge. But the task was beyond
her skill. After testing both smiles and frowns, and proving that neither mode
of treatment possessed any calculable influence, Hester was ultimately
compelled to stand aside, and permit the child to be swayed by her own
impulses. Physical compulsion or restraint was effectual, of course, while it
lasted. As to any other kind of discipline, whether addressed to her mind or
heart, little Pearl might or might not be within its reach, in accordance with
the caprice that ruled the moment. Her mother, while Pearl was yet an infant,
grew acquainted with a certain peculiar look, that warned her when it would be
labor thrown away to insist, persuade, or plead. It was a look so[108]
intelligent, yet inexplicable, so perverse, sometimes so malicious, but
generally accompanied by a wild flow of spirits, that Hester could not help
questioning, at such moments, whether Pearl were a human child. She seemed
rather an airy sprite, which, after playing its fantastic sports for a little
while upon the cottage floor, would flit away with a mocking smile. Whenever
that look appeared in her wild, bright, deeply black eyes, it invested her with
a strange remoteness and intangibility; it was as if she were hovering in the
air and might vanish, like a glimmering light, that comes we know not whence,
and goes we know not whither. Beholding it, Hester was constrained to rush
towards the child,—to pursue the little elf in the flight which she invariably
began,—to snatch her to her bosom, with a close pressure and earnest
kisses,—not so much from overflowing love, as to assure herself that Pearl was
flesh and blood, and not utterly delusive. But Pearl’s laugh, when she was
caught, though full of merriment and music, made her mother more doubtful than
before.
Heart-smitten at this bewildering and
baffling spell, that so often came between herself and her sole treasure, whom
she had bought so dear, and who was all her world, Hester sometimes burst into
passionate tears. Then, perhaps,—for there was no foreseeing how it might
affect her,—Pearl would frown, and clench her little fist, and harden her small
features into a stern, unsympathizing look of discontent. Not seldom, she would
laugh anew, and louder than before, like a thing incapable and unintelligent of
human sorrow. Or—but this more rarely happened—she would be convulsed with a
rage of grief, and sob out her love for her mother, in broken words, and seem
intent on proving that she had a heart, by breaking it. Yet Hester was hardly
safe in confiding herself to that gusty tenderness;[109] it passed, as suddenly
as it came. Brooding over all these matters, the mother felt like one who has
evoked a spirit, but, by some irregularity in the process of conjuration, has
failed to win the master-word that should control this new and incomprehensible
intelligence. Her only real comfort was when the child lay in the placidity of
sleep. Then she was sure of her, and tasted hours of quiet, sad, delicious
happiness; until—perhaps with that perverse expression glimmering from beneath
her opening lids—little Pearl awoke!
How soon—with what strange rapidity,
indeed!—did Pearl arrive at an age that was capable of social intercourse,
beyond the mother’s ever-ready smile and nonsense-words! And then what a
happiness would it have been, could Hester Prynne have heard her clear,
bird-like voice mingling with the uproar of other childish voices, and have
distinguished and unravelled her own darling’s tones, amid all the entangled
outcry of a group of sportive children! But this could never be. Pearl was a
born outcast of the infantile world. An imp of evil, emblem and product of sin,
she had no right among christened infants. Nothing was more remarkable than the
instinct, as it seemed, with which the child comprehended her loneliness; the
destiny that had drawn an inviolable circle round about her; the whole
peculiarity, in short, of her position in respect to other children. Never,
since her release from prison, had Hester met the public gaze without her. In
all her walks about the town, Pearl, too, was there; first as the babe in arms,
and afterwards as the little girl, small companion of her mother, holding a
forefinger with her whole grasp, and tripping along at the rate of three or
four footsteps to one of Hester’s. She saw the children of the settlement, on
the grassy margin of the street, or at the domestic[110] thresholds, disporting
themselves in such grim fashion as the Puritanic nurture would permit; playing
at going to church, perchance; or at scourging Quakers; or taking scalps in a
sham-fight with the Indians; or scaring one another with freaks of imitative
witchcraft. Pearl saw, and gazed intently, but never sought to make
acquaintance. If spoken to, she would not speak again. If the children gathered
about her, as they sometimes did, Pearl would grow positively terrible in her
puny wrath, snatching up stones to fling at them, with shrill, incoherent
exclamations, that made her mother tremble, because they had so much the sound
of a witch’s anathemas in some unknown tongue.
The truth was, that the little Puritans,
being of the most intolerant brood that ever lived, had got a vague idea of
something outlandish, unearthly, or at variance with ordinary fashions, in the
mother and child; and therefore scorned them in their hearts, and not
unfrequently reviled them with their tongues. Pearl felt the sentiment, and
requited it with the bitterest hatred that can be supposed to rankle in a
childish bosom. These outbreaks of a fierce temper had a kind of value, and
even comfort, for her mother; because there was at least an intelligible
earnestness in the mood, instead of the fitful caprice that so often thwarted
her in the child’s manifestations. It appalled her, nevertheless, to discern
here, again, a shadowy reflection of the evil that had existed in herself. All
this enmity and passion had Pearl inherited, by inalienable right, out of
Hester’s heart. Mother and daughter stood together in the same circle of
seclusion from human society; and in the nature of the child seemed to be perpetuated
those unquiet elements that had distracted Hester Prynne before Pearl’s birth,
but had since begun to be soothed away by the softening influences of
maternity.[111]
At home, within and around her mother’s
cottage, Pearl wanted not a wide and various circle of acquaintance. The spell
of life went forth from her ever-creative spirit, and communicated itself to a
thousand objects, as a torch kindles a flame wherever it may be applied. The
unlikeliest materials—a stick, a bunch of rags, a flower—were the puppets of
Pearl’s witchcraft, and, without undergoing any outward change, became
spiritually adapted to whatever drama occupied the stage of her inner world.
Her one baby-voice served a multitude of imaginary personages, old and young,
to talk withal. The pine-trees, aged, black and solemn, and flinging groans and
other melancholy utterances on the breeze, needed little transformation to
figure as Puritan elders; the ugliest weeds of the garden were their children,
whom Pearl smote down and uprooted, most unmercifully. It was wonderful, the
vast variety of forms into which she threw her intellect, with no continuity,
indeed, but darting up and dancing, always in a state of preternatural
activity,—soon sinking down, as if exhausted by so rapid and feverish a tide of
life,—and succeeded by other shapes of a similar wild energy. It was like
nothing so much as the phantasmagoric play of the northern lights. In the mere
exercise of the fancy, however, and the sportiveness of a growing mind, there
might be little more than was observable in other children of bright faculties;
except as Pearl, in the dearth of human playmates, was thrown more upon the
visionary throng which she created. The singularity lay in the hostile feelings
with which the child regarded all these offspring of her own heart and mind.
She never created a friend, but seemed always to be sowing broadcast the
dragon’s teeth, whence sprung a harvest of armed enemies, against whom she
rushed to battle. It was inexpressibly sad—then what[112] depth of sorrow to a
mother, who felt in her own heart the cause!—to observe, in one so young, this
constant recognition of an adverse world, and so fierce a training of the energies
that were to make good her cause, in the contest that must ensue.
Gazing at Pearl, Hester Prynne often
dropped her work upon her knees, and cried out with an agony which she would
fain have hidden, but which made utterance for itself, betwixt speech and a
groan,—“O Father in Heaven,—if Thou art still my Father,—what is this being
which I have brought into the world!” And Pearl, overhearing the ejaculation,
or aware, through some more subtile channel, of those throbs of anguish, would
turn her vivid and beautiful little face upon her mother, smile with
sprite-like intelligence, and resume her play.
[113]A Touch of Pearl’s Baby Hand
One peculiarity of the child’s deportment
remains yet to be told. The very first thing which she had noticed in her life
was—what?—not the mother’s smile, responding to it, as other babies do, by that
faint, embryo smile of the little mouth, remembered so doubtfully afterwards,
and with such fond discussion whether it were indeed a smile. By no means! But
that first object of which Pearl seemed to become aware was—shall we say
it?—the scarlet letter on Hester’s bosom! One day, as her mother stooped over
the cradle, the infant’s eyes had been caught by the glimmering of the gold
embroidery about the letter; and, putting up her little hand, she grasped at
it, smiling, not doubtfully, but with a decided gleam, that gave her face
the[114] look of a much older child. Then, gasping for breath, did Hester
Prynne clutch the fatal token, instinctively endeavoring to tear it away; so
infinite was the torture inflicted by the intelligent touch of Pearl’s
baby-hand. Again, as if her mother’s agonized gesture were meant only to make
sport for her, did little[115] Pearl look into her eyes, and smile! From that
epoch, except when the child was asleep, Hester had never felt a moment’s
safety; not a moment’s calm enjoyment of her. Weeks, it is true, would
sometimes elapse, during which Pearl’s gaze might never once be fixed upon the
scarlet letter; but then, again, it would come at unawares, like the stroke of
sudden death, and always with that peculiar smile, and odd expression of the
eyes.
Once, this freakish, elvish cast came
into the child’s eyes, while Hester was looking at her own image in them, as
mothers are fond of doing; and, suddenly,—for women in solitude, and with
troubled hearts, are pestered with unaccountable delusions,—she fancied that
she beheld, not her own miniature portrait, but another face, in the small
black mirror of Pearl’s eye. It was a face, fiend-like, full of smiling malice,
yet bearing the semblance of features that she had known full well, though
seldom with a smile, and never with malice in them. It was as if an evil spirit
possessed the child, and had just then peeped forth in mockery. Many a time
afterwards had Hester been tortured, though less vividly, by the same illusion.
In the afternoon of a certain summer’s
day, after Pearl grew big enough to run about, she amused herself with
gathering handfuls of wild-flowers, and flinging them, one by one, at her
mother’s bosom; dancing up and down, like a little elf, whenever she hit the
scarlet letter. Hester’s first motion had been to cover her bosom with her
clasped hands. But, whether from pride or resignation, or a feeling that her
penance might best be wrought out by this unutterable pain, she resisted the
impulse, and sat erect, pale as death, looking sadly into little Pearl’s wild
eyes. Still came the battery of flowers, almost invariably hitting the mark,
and covering the mother’s breast with hurts[116] for which she could find no
balm in this world, nor knew how to seek it in another. At last, her shot being
all expended, the child stood still and gazed at Hester, with that little,
laughing image of a fiend peeping out—or, whether it peeped or no, her mother
so imagined it—from the unsearchable abyss of her black eyes.
“Child, what art thou?” cried the mother.
“O, I am your little Pearl!” answered the
child.
But, while she said it, Pearl laughed,
and began to dance up and down, with the humorsome gesticulation of a little
imp, whose next freak might be to fly up the chimney.
“Art thou my child, in very truth?” asked
Hester.
Nor did she put the question altogether
idly, but, for the moment, with a portion of genuine earnestness; for, such was
Pearl’s wonderful intelligence, that her mother half doubted whether she were
not acquainted with the secret spell of her existence, and might not now reveal
herself.
“Yes; I am little Pearl!” repeated the
child, continuing her antics.
“Thou art not my child! Thou art no Pearl
of mine!” said the mother, half playfully; for it was often the case that a
sportive impulse came over her, in the midst of her deepest suffering. “Tell
me, then, what thou art, and who sent thee hither.”
“Tell me, mother!” said the child,
seriously, coming up to Hester, and pressing herself close to her knees. “Do
thou tell me!”
“Thy Heavenly Father sent thee!” answered
Hester Prynne.
But she said it with a hesitation that
did not escape the acuteness of the child. Whether moved only by her ordinary
freakishness,[117] or because an evil spirit prompted her, she put up her small
forefinger, and touched the scarlet letter.
“He did not send me!” cried she,
positively. “I have no Heavenly Father!”
“Hush, Pearl, hush! Thou must not talk
so!” answered the mother, suppressing a groan. “He sent us all into this world.
He sent even me, thy mother. Then, much more, thee! Or, if not, thou strange
and elfish child, whence didst thou come?”
“Tell me! Tell me!” repeated Pearl, no
longer seriously, but laughing, and capering about the floor. “It is thou that
must tell me!”
But Hester could not resolve the query,
being herself in a dismal labyrinth of doubt. She remembered—betwixt a smile
and a shudder—the talk of the neighboring towns-people; who, seeking vainly
elsewhere for the child’s paternity, and observing some of her odd attributes,
had given out that poor little Pearl was a demon offspring; such as, ever since
old Catholic times, had occasionally been seen on earth, through the agency of
their mother’s sin, and to promote some foul and wicked purpose. Luther, according
to the scandal of his monkish enemies, was a brat of that hellish breed; nor
was Pearl the only child to whom this inauspicious origin was assigned, among
the New England Puritans.
[118]Vignette
VII.
THE GOVERNOR’S HALL.
Hester Prynne went, one day, to the
mansion of Governor Bellingham, with a pair of gloves, which she had fringed
and embroidered to his order, and which were to be worn on some great occasion
of state; for, though the chances of a popular election had caused this former
ruler to descend a step or two from the highest rank, he still held an
honorable and influential place among the colonial magistracy.
Another and far more important reason
than the delivery of a pair of embroidered gloves impelled Hester, at this
time, to seek an interview with a personage of so much power and activity[119]
in the affairs of the settlement. It had reached her ears, that there was a
design on the part of some of the leading inhabitants, cherishing the more
rigid order of principles in religion and government, to deprive her of her
child. On the supposition that Pearl, as already hinted, was of demon origin,
these good people not unreasonably argued that a Christian interest in the
mother’s soul required them to remove such a stumbling-block from her path. If
the child, on the other hand, were really capable of moral and religious
growth, and possessed the elements of ultimate salvation, then, surely, it
would enjoy all the fairer prospect of these advantages, by being transferred
to wiser and better guardianship than Hester Prynne’s. Among those who promoted
the design, Governor Bellingham was said to be one of the most busy. It may
appear singular, and indeed, not a little ludicrous, that an affair of this
kind, which, in later days, would have been referred to no higher jurisdiction
than that of the selectmen of the town, should then have been a question
publicly discussed, and on which statesmen of eminence took sides. At that
epoch of pristine simplicity, however, matters of even slighter public
interest, and of far less intrinsic weight, than the welfare of Hester and her
child, were strangely mixed up with the deliberations of legislators and acts
of state. The period was hardly, if at all, earlier than that of our story,
when a dispute concerning the right of property in a pig not only caused a
fierce and bitter contest in the legislative body of the colony, but resulted
in an important modification of the framework itself of the legislature.
Full of concern, therefore,—but so
conscious of her own right that it seemed scarcely an unequal match between the
public, on the one side, and a lonely woman, backed by the sympathies[120] of
nature, on the other,—Hester Prynne set forth from her solitary cottage. Little
Pearl, of course, was her companion. She was now of an age to run lightly along
by her mother’s side, and, constantly in motion, from morn till sunset, could
have accomplished a much longer journey than that before her. Often, nevertheless,
more from caprice than necessity, she demanded to be taken up in arms; but was
soon as imperious to be set down again, and frisked onward before Hester on the
grassy pathway, with many a harmless trip and tumble. We have spoken of Pearl’s
rich and luxuriant beauty; a beauty that shone with deep and vivid tints; a
bright complexion, eyes possessing intensity both of depth and glow, and hair
already of a deep, glossy brown, and which, in after years, would be nearly
akin to black. There was fire in her and throughout her; she seemed the
unpremeditated offshoot of a passionate moment. Her mother, in contriving the
child’s garb, had allowed the gorgeous tendencies of her imagination their full
play; arraying her in a crimson velvet tunic, of a peculiar cut, abundantly
embroidered with fantasies and flourishes of gold-thread. So much strength of
coloring, which must have given a wan and pallid aspect to cheeks of a fainter
bloom, was admirably adapted to Pearl’s beauty, and made her the very brightest
little jet of flame that ever danced upon the earth.
But it was a remarkable attribute of this
garb, and, indeed, of the child’s whole appearance, that it irresistibly and
inevitably reminded the beholder of the token which Hester Prynne was doomed to
wear upon her bosom. It was the scarlet letter in another form; the scarlet
letter endowed with life! The mother herself—as if the red ignominy were so
deeply scorched into her brain that all her conceptions assumed its
form—had[121] carefully wrought out the similitude; lavishing many hours of
morbid ingenuity, to create an analogy between the object of her affection and
the emblem of her guilt and torture. But, in truth, Pearl was the one, as well
as the other; and only in consequence of that identity had Hester contrived so
perfectly to represent the scarlet letter in her appearance.
As the two wayfarers came within the
precincts of the town, the children of the Puritans looked up from their
play,—or what passed for play with those sombre little urchins,—and spake
gravely one to another:—
“Behold, verily, there is the woman of
the scarlet letter; and, of a truth, moreover, there is the likeness of the
scarlet letter running along by her side! Come, therefore, and let us fling mud
at them!”
But Pearl, who was a dauntless child,
after frowning, stamping her foot, and shaking her little hand with a variety
of threatening gestures, suddenly made a rush at the knot of her enemies, and
put them all to flight. She resembled, in her fierce pursuit of them, an infant
pestilence,—the scarlet fever, or some such half-fledged angel of
judgment,—whose mission was to punish the sins of the rising generation. She
screamed and shouted, too, with a terrific volume of sound, which, doubtless,
caused the hearts of the fugitives to quake within them. The victory
accomplished, Pearl returned quietly to her mother, and looked up, smiling,
into her face.
Without further adventure, they reached
the dwelling of Governor Bellingham. This was a large wooden house, built in a
fashion of which there are specimens still extant in the streets of our older
towns; now moss-grown, crumbling to decay, and melancholy at heart with the
many sorrowful or joyful occurrences,[122] remembered or forgotten, that have
happened, and passed away, within their dusky chambers. Then, however, there
was the freshness of the passing year on its exterior, and the cheerfulness,
gleaming forth from the sunny windows, of a human habitation, into which death
had never entered. It had, indeed, a very cheery aspect; the walls being
overspread with a kind of stucco, in which fragments of broken glass were
plentifully intermixed; so that, when the sunshine fell aslant-wise over the
front of the edifice, it glittered and sparkled as if diamonds had been flung
against it by the double handful. The brilliancy might have befitted Aladdin’s
palace, rather than the mansion of a grave old Puritan ruler. It was further
decorated with strange and seemingly cabalistic figures and diagrams, suitable
to the quaint taste of the age, which had been drawn in the stucco when newly
laid on, and had now grown hard and durable, for the admiration of after times.
Pearl, looking at this bright wonder of a
house, began to caper and dance, and imperatively required that the whole
breadth of sunshine should be stripped off its front, and given her to play
with.
“No, my little Pearl!” said her mother.
“Thou must gather thine own sunshine. I have none to give thee!”
They approached the door; which was of an
arched form, and flanked on each side by a narrow tower or projection of the
edifice, in both of which were lattice-windows, with wooden shutters to close
over them at need. Lifting the iron hammer that hung at the portal, Hester
Prynne gave a summons, which was answered by one of the Governor’s
bond-servants; a free-born Englishman, but now a seven years’ slave. During
that term he was to be the property of his master, and as much a[123] commodity
of bargain and sale as an ox, or a joint-stool. The serf wore the blue coat,
which was the customary garb of serving-men of that period, and long before, in
the old hereditary halls of England.
“Is the worshipful Governor Bellingham
within?” inquired Hester.
“Yea, forsooth,” replied the
bond-servant, staring with wide-open eyes at the scarlet letter, which, being a
new-comer in the country, he had never before seen. “Yea, his honorable worship
is within. But he hath a godly minister or two with him, and likewise a leech.
Ye may not see his worship now.”
“Nevertheless, I will enter,” answered
Hester Prynne, and the bond-servant, perhaps judging from the decision of her
air, and the glittering symbol in her bosom, that she was a great lady in the
land, offered no opposition.
So the mother and little Pearl were
admitted into the hall of entrance. With many variations, suggested by the
nature of his building-materials, diversity of climate, and a different mode of
social life, Governor Bellingham had planned his new habitation after the
residences of gentlemen of fair estate in his native land. Here, then, was a
wide and reasonably lofty hall, extending through the whole depth of the house,
and forming a medium of general communication, more or less directly, with all
the other apartments. At one extremity, this spacious room was lighted by the
windows of the two towers, which formed a small recess on either side of the
portal. At the other end, though partly muffled by a curtain, it was more
powerfully illuminated by one of those embowed hall-windows which we read of in
old books, and which was provided with a deep and cushioned seat. Here, on the
cushion, lay a folio tome, probably of the Chronicles[124] of England, or other
such substantial literature; even as, in our own days, we scatter gilded
volumes on the centre-table, to be turned over by the casual guest. The
furniture of the hall consisted of some ponderous chairs, the backs of which
were elaborately carved with wreaths of oaken flowers; and likewise a table in
the same taste; the whole being of the Elizabethan age, or perhaps earlier, and
heirlooms, transferred hither from the Governor’s paternal home. On the
table—in token that the sentiment of old English hospitality had not been left
behind—stood a large pewter tankard, at the bottom of which, had Hester or
Pearl peeped into it, they might have seen the frothy remnant of a recent
draught of ale.
On the wall hung a row of portraits,
representing the forefathers of the Bellingham lineage, some with armor on
their breasts, and others with stately ruffs and robes of peace. All were
characterized by the sternness and severity which old portraits so invariably
put on; as if they were the ghosts, rather than the pictures, of departed
worthies, and were gazing with harsh and intolerant criticism at the pursuits
and enjoyments of living men.
[125]The Governor’s Breastplate
At about the centre of the oaken panels,
that lined the hall, was suspended a suit of mail, not, like the pictures, an
ancestral relic, but of the most modern date; for it had been manufactured by a
skilful armorer in London, the same year in which Governor Bellingham came over
to New England. There was a[126] steel head-piece, a cuirass, a gorget, and
greaves, with a pair of gauntlets and a sword hanging beneath; all, and
especially the helmet and breastplate, so highly burnished as to glow with
white radiance, and scatter an illumination everywhere about upon the floor.
This bright panoply was not meant for mere[127] idle show, but had been worn by
the Governor on many a solemn muster and training field, and had glittered,
moreover, at the head of a regiment in the Pequod war. For, though bred a
lawyer, and accustomed to speak of Bacon, Coke, Noye, and Finch as his
professional associates, the exigencies of this new country had transformed
Governor Bellingham into a soldier, as well as a statesman and ruler.
Little Pearl—who was as greatly pleased
with the gleaming armor as she had been with the glittering frontispiece of the
house—spent some time looking into the polished mirror of the breastplate.
“Mother,” cried she, “I see you here.
Look! Look!”
Hester looked, by way of humoring the
child; and she saw that, owing to the peculiar effect of this convex mirror,
the scarlet letter was represented in exaggerated and gigantic proportions, so
as to be greatly the most prominent feature of her appearance. In truth, she
seemed absolutely hidden behind it. Pearl pointed upward, also, at a similar
picture in the head-piece; smiling at her mother, with the elfish intelligence
that was so familiar an expression on her small physiognomy. That look of
naughty merriment was likewise reflected in the mirror, with so much breadth
and intensity of effect, that it made Hester Prynne feel as if it could not be
the image of her own child, but of an imp who was seeking to mould itself into
Pearl’s shape.
“Come along, Pearl,” said she, drawing
her away. “Come and look into this fair garden. It may be we shall see flowers
there; more beautiful ones than we find in the woods.”
Pearl, accordingly, ran to the
bow-window, at the farther end of the hall, and looked along the vista of a
garden-walk, carpeted[128] with closely shaven grass, and bordered with some
rude and immature attempt at shrubbery. But the proprietor appeared already to
have relinquished, as hopeless, the effort to perpetuate on this side of the
Atlantic, in a hard soil and amid the close struggle for subsistence, the
native English taste for ornamental gardening. Cabbages grew in plain sight;
and a pumpkin-vine, rooted at some distance, had run across the intervening
space, and deposited one of its gigantic products directly beneath the
hall-window; as if to warn the Governor that this great lump of vegetable gold
was as rich an ornament as New England earth would offer him. There were a few
rose-bushes, however, and a number of apple-trees, probably the descendants of
those planted by the Reverend Mr. Blackstone, the first settler of the
peninsula; that half-mythological personage, who rides through our early annals,
seated on the back of a bull.
Pearl, seeing the rose-bushes, began to
cry for a red rose, and would not be pacified.
“Hush, child, hush!” said her mother,
earnestly. “Do not cry, dear little Pearl! I hear voices in the garden. The
Governor is coming, and gentlemen along with him!”
In fact, adown the vista of the garden
avenue a number of persons were seen approaching towards the house. Pearl, in
utter scorn of her mother’s attempt to quiet her, gave an eldritch scream, and
then became silent; not from any notion of obedience, but because the quick and
mobile curiosity of her disposition was excited by the appearance of these new
personages.
[129]
VIII.
THE ELF-CHILD AND THE MINISTER.
G
overnor Bellingham, in a loose gown and
easy cap,—such as elderly gentlemen loved to endue themselves with, in their
domestic privacy,—walked foremost, and appeared to be showing off his estate,
and expatiating on his projected improvements. The wide circumference of an
elaborate ruff, beneath his gray beard, in the antiquated fashion of King
James’s reign, caused his head to look not a little like that of John the
Baptist in a charger. The impression made by his aspect, so rigid and severe,
and frost-bitten with more than autumnal age, was hardly in keeping with the
appliances of worldly enjoyment wherewith he had evidently done his utmost to
surround himself. But it is an error to suppose that our grave
forefathers—though accustomed to speak and think of human existence as a state
merely of trial and warfare, and though unfeignedly prepared to sacrifice goods
and life at the behest of duty—made it a matter of conscience to reject such
means of comfort, or even luxury, as lay fairly within their grasp. This creed
was never taught,[130] for instance, by the venerable pastor, John Wilson,
whose beard, white as a snow-drift, was seen over Governor Bellingham’s
shoulder; while its wearer suggested that pears and peaches might yet be
naturalized in the New England climate, and that purple grapes might possibly
be compelled to nourish, against the sunny garden-wall. The old clergyman,
nurtured at the rich bosom of the English Church, had a long-established and
legitimate taste for all good and comfortable things; and however stern he
might show himself in the pulpit, or in his public reproof of such
transgressions as that of Hester Prynne, still the genial benevolence of his
private life had won him warmer affection than was accorded to any of his
professional contemporaries.
Behind the Governor and Mr. Wilson came
two other guests: one the Reverend Arthur Dimmesdale, whom the reader may
remember as having taken a brief and reluctant part in the scene of Hester
Prynne’s disgrace; and, in close companionship with him, old Roger
Chillingworth, a person of great skill in physic, who, for two or three years
past, had been settled in the town. It was understood that this learned man was
the physician as well as friend of the young minister, whose health had
severely suffered, of late, by his too unreserved self-sacrifice to the labors
and duties of the pastoral relation.
The Governor, in advance of his visitors,
ascended one or two steps, and, throwing open the leaves of the great
hall-window, found himself close to little Pearl. The shadow of the curtain
fell on Hester Prynne, and partially concealed her.
“What have we here?” said Governor
Bellingham, looking with surprise at the scarlet little figure before him. “I
profess, I have never seen the like, since my days of vanity, in old King
James’s time, when I was wont to esteem it a high favor[131] to be admitted to
a court mask! There used to be a swarm of these small apparitions, in holiday
time; and we called them children of the Lord of Misrule. But how gat such a
guest into my hall?”
“Ay, indeed!” cried good old Mr. Wilson.
“What little bird of scarlet plumage may this be? Methinks I have seen just
such figures, when the sun has been shining through a richly painted window,
and tracing out the golden and crimson images across the floor. But that was in
the old land. Prithee, young one, who art thou, and what has ailed thy mother
to bedizen thee in this strange fashion? Art thou a Christian child,—ha? Dost
know thy catechism? Or art thou one of those naughty elfs or fairies, whom we thought
to have left behind us, with other relics of Papistry, in merry old England?”
“I am mother’s child,” answered the
scarlet vision, “and my name is Pearl!”
“Pearl?—Ruby, rather!—or Coral!—or Red
Rose, at the very least, judging from thy hue!” responded the old minister,
putting forth his hand in a vain attempt to pat little Pearl on the cheek. “But
where is this mother of thine? Ah! I see,” he added; and, turning to Governor
Bellingham, whispered, “This is the selfsame child of whom we have held speech
together; and behold here the unhappy woman, Hester Prynne, her mother!”
“Sayest thou so?” cried the Governor.
“Nay, we might have judged that such a child’s mother must needs be a scarlet
woman, and a worthy type of her of Babylon! But she comes at a good time; and
we will look into this matter forthwith.”
Governor Bellingham stepped through the
window into the hall, followed by his three guests.[132]
“Hester Prynne,” said he, fixing his
naturally stern regard on the wearer of the scarlet letter, “there hath been
much question concerning thee, of late. The point hath been weightily
discussed, whether we, that are of authority and influence, do well discharge
our consciences by trusting an immortal soul, such as there is in yonder child,
to the guidance of one who hath stumbled and fallen, amid the pitfalls of this
world. Speak thou, the child’s own mother! Were it not, thinkest thou, for thy
little one’s temporal and eternal welfare that she be taken out of thy charge,
and clad soberly, and disciplined strictly, and instructed in the truths of
heaven and earth? What canst thou do for the child, in this kind?”
“I can teach my little Pearl what I have
learned from this!” answered Hester Prynne, laying her finger on the red token.
“Woman, it is thy badge of shame!”
replied the stern magistrate. “It is because of the stain which that letter
indicates, that we would transfer thy child to other hands.”
“Nevertheless,” said the mother, calmly,
though growing more pale, “this badge hath taught me—it daily teaches me—it is
teaching me at this moment—lessons whereof my child may be the wiser and
better, albeit they can profit nothing to myself.”
“We will judge warily,” said Bellingham,
“and look well what we are about to do. Good Master Wilson, I pray you, examine
this Pearl,—since that is her name,—and see whether she hath had such Christian
nurture as befits a child of her age.”
The old minister seated himself in an
arm-chair, and made an effort to draw Pearl betwixt his knees. But the child,
unaccustomed to the touch or familiarity of any but her mother, escaped through
the open window, and stood on the upper step,[133] looking like a wild tropical
bird, of rich plumage, ready to take flight into the upper air. Mr. Wilson, not
a little astonished at this outbreak,—for he was a grandfatherly sort of
personage, and usually a vast favorite with children,—essayed, however, to proceed
with the examination.
“Pearl,” said he, with great solemnity,
“thou must take heed to instruction, that so, in due season, thou mayest wear
in thy bosom the pearl of great price. Canst thou tell me, my child, who made
thee?”
Now Pearl knew well enough who made her;
for Hester Prynne, the daughter of a pious home, very soon after her talk with
the child about her Heavenly Father, had begun to inform her of those truths
which the human spirit, at whatever stage of immaturity, imbibes with such
eager interest. Pearl, therefore, so large were the attainments of her three
years’ lifetime, could have borne a fair examination in the New England Primer,
or the first column of the Westminster Catechisms, although unacquainted with the
outward form of either of those celebrated works. But that perversity which all
children have more or less of, and of which little Pearl had a tenfold portion,
now, at the most inopportune moment, took thorough possession of her, and
closed her lips, or impelled her to speak words amiss. After putting her finger
in her mouth, with many ungracious refusals to answer good Mr. Wilson’s
question, the child finally announced that she had not been made at all, but
had been plucked by her mother off the bush of wild roses that grew by the
prison-door.
This fantasy was probably suggested by
the near proximity of the Governor’s red roses, as Pearl stood outside of the
window; together with her recollection of the prison rose-bush, which she had
passed in coming hither.[134]
Old Roger Chillingworth, with a smile on
his face, whispered something in the young clergyman’s ear. Hester Prynne
looked at the man of skill, and even then, with her fate hanging in the
balance, was startled to perceive what a change had come over his features,—how
much uglier they were,—how his dark complexion seemed to have grown duskier,
and his figure more misshapen,—since the days when she had familiarly known
him. She met his eyes for an instant, but was immediately constrained to give
all her attention to the scene now going forward.
“This is awful!” cried the Governor,
slowly recovering from the astonishment into which Pearl’s response had thrown
him. “Here is a child of three years old, and she cannot tell who made her!
Without question, she is equally in the dark as to her soul, its present
depravity, and future destiny! Methinks, gentlemen, we need inquire no
further.”
Hester caught hold of Pearl, and drew her
forcibly into her arms, confronting the old Puritan magistrate with almost a
fierce expression. Alone in the world, cast off by it, and with this sole
treasure to keep her heart alive, she felt that she possessed indefeasible
rights against the world, and was ready to defend them to the death.
“God gave me the child!” cried she. “He
gave her in requital of all things else, which ye had taken from me. She is my
happiness!—she is my torture, none the less! Pearl keeps me here in life! Pearl
punishes me too! See ye not, she is the scarlet letter, only capable of being
loved, and so endowed with a million-fold the power of retribution for my sin?
Ye shall not take her! I will die first!”
[135]Look thou to it! I will not lose the
child!
“My poor woman,” said the not unkind old
minister, “the child shall be well cared for!—far better than thou canst do
it!”[136]
“God gave her into my keeping,” repeated
Hester Prynne, raising her voice almost to a shriek. “I will not give her
up!”—And here, by a sudden impulse, she turned to the young[137] clergyman, Mr.
Dimmesdale, at whom, up to this moment, she had seemed hardly so much as once
to direct her eyes.—“Speak thou for me!” cried she. “Thou wast my pastor, and
hadst charge of my soul, and knowest me better than these men can. I will not
lose the child! Speak for me! Thou knowest,—for thou hast sympathies which these
men lack!—thou knowest what is in my heart, and what are a mother’s rights, and
how much the stronger they are, when that mother has but her child and the
scarlet letter! Look thou to it! I will not lose the child! Look to it!”
At this wild and singular appeal, which
indicated that Hester Prynne’s situation had provoked her to little less than
madness, the young minister at once came forward, pale, and holding his hand
over his heart, as was his custom whenever his peculiarly nervous temperament
was thrown into agitation. He looked now more care-worn and emaciated than as
we described him at the scene of Hester’s public ignominy; and whether it were
his failing health, or whatever the cause might be, his large dark eyes had a world
of pain in their troubled and melancholy depth.
“There is truth in what she says,” began
the minister, with a voice sweet, tremulous, but powerful, insomuch that the
hall re-echoed, and the hollow armor rang with it,—“truth in what Hester says,
and in the feeling which inspires her! God gave her the child, and gave her,
too, an instinctive knowledge of its nature and requirements,—both seemingly so
peculiar,—which no other mortal being can possess. And, moreover, is there
not[138] a quality of awful sacredness in the relation between this mother and this
child?”
“Ay!—how is that, good Master
Dimmesdale?” interrupted the Governor. “Make that plain, I pray you!”
“It must be even so,” resumed the
minister. “For, if we deem it otherwise, do we not thereby say that the
Heavenly Father, the Creator of all flesh, hath lightly recognized a deed of
sin, and made of no account the distinction between unhallowed lust and holy
love? This child of its father’s guilt and its mother’s shame hath come from
the hand of God, to work in many ways upon her heart, who pleads so earnestly,
and with such bitterness of spirit, the right to keep her. It was meant for a
blessing; for the one blessing of her life! It was meant, doubtless, as the
mother herself hath told us, for a retribution too; a torture to be felt at
many an unthought-of moment; a pang, a sting, an ever-recurring agony, in the
midst of a troubled joy! Hath she not expressed this thought in the garb of the
poor child, so forcibly reminding us of that red symbol which sears her bosom?”
“Well said, again!” cried good Mr.
Wilson. “I feared the woman had no better thought than to make a mountebank of
her child!”
“O, not so!—not so!” continued Mr.
Dimmesdale. “She recognizes, believe me, the solemn miracle which God hath
wrought, in the existence of that child. And may she feel, too,—what, methinks,
is the very truth,—that this boon was meant, above all things else, to keep the
mother’s soul alive, and to preserve her from blacker depths of sin into which
Satan might else have sought to plunge her! Therefore it is good for this poor,
sinful woman that she hath an infant immortality, a[139] being capable of eternal
joy or sorrow, confided to her care,—to be trained up by her to
righteousness,—to remind her, at every moment, of her fall,—but yet to teach
her, as it were by the Creator’s sacred pledge, that, if she bring the child to
heaven, the child also will bring its parent thither! Herein is the sinful
mother happier than the sinful father. For Hester Prynne’s sake, then, and no
less for the poor child’s sake, let us leave them as Providence hath seen fit
to place them!”
“You speak, my friend, with a strange
earnestness,” said old Roger Chillingworth, smiling at him.
“And there is a weighty import in what my
young brother hath spoken,” added the Reverend Mr. Wilson. “What say you,
worshipful Master Bellingham? Hath he not pleaded well for the poor woman?”
“Indeed hath he,” answered the
magistrate, “and hath adduced such arguments, that we will even leave the
matter as it now stands; so long, at least, as there shall be no further
scandal in the woman. Care must be had, nevertheless, to put the child to due
and stated examination in the catechism, at thy hands or Master Dimmesdale’s.
Moreover, at a proper season, the tithing-men must take heed that she go both
to school and to meeting.”
The young minister, on ceasing to speak,
had withdrawn a few steps from the group, and stood with his face partially
concealed in the heavy folds of the window-curtain; while the shadow of his
figure, which the sunlight cast upon the floor, was tremulous with the
vehemence of his appeal. Pearl, that wild and flighty little elf, stole softly
towards him, and taking his hand in the grasp of both her own, laid her cheek
against it; a caress so tender, and withal so unobtrusive, that her mother, who
was looking[140] on, asked herself,—“Is that my Pearl?” Yet she knew that there
was love in the child’s heart, although it mostly revealed itself in passion,
and hardly twice in her lifetime had been softened by such gentleness as now.
The minister,—for, save the long-sought regards of woman, nothing is sweeter
than these marks of childish preference, accorded spontaneously by a spiritual
instinct, and therefore seeming to imply in us something truly worthy to be
loved,—the minister looked round, laid his hand on the child’s head, hesitated
an instant, and then kissed her brow. Little Pearl’s unwonted mood of sentiment
lasted no longer; she laughed, and went capering down the hall, so airily, that
old Mr. Wilson raised a question whether even her tiptoes touched the floor.
“The little baggage hath witchcraft in
her, I profess,” said he to Mr. Dimmesdale. “She needs no old woman’s
broomstick to fly withal!”
“A strange child!” remarked old Roger
Chillingworth. “It is easy to see the mother’s part in her. Would it be beyond
a philosopher’s research, think ye, gentlemen, to analyze that child’s nature,
and, from its make and mould, to give a shrewd guess at the father?”
“Nay; it would be sinful, in such a
question, to follow the clew of profane philosophy,” said Mr. Wilson. “Better
to fast and pray upon it; and still better, it may be, to leave the mystery as
we find it, unless Providence reveal it of its own accord. Thereby, every good
Christian man hath a title to show a father’s kindness towards the poor,
deserted babe.”
The affair being so satisfactorily
concluded, Hester Prynne, with Pearl, departed from the house. As they
descended the steps, it is averred that the lattice of a chamber-window
was[141] thrown open, and forth into the sunny day was thrust the face of Mistress
Hibbins, Governor Bellingham’s bitter-tempered sister, and the same who, a few
years later, was executed as a witch.
“Hist, hist!” said she, while her
ill-omened physiognomy seemed to cast a shadow over the cheerful newness of the
house. “Wilt thou go with us to-night? There will be a merry company in the
forest; and I wellnigh promised the Black Man that comely Hester Prynne should
make one.”
“Make my excuse to him, so please you!”
answered Hester, with a triumphant smile. “I must tarry at home, and keep watch
over my little Pearl. Had they taken her from me, I would willingly have gone
with thee into the forest, and signed my name in the Black Man’s book too, and
that with mine own blood!”
“We shall have thee there anon!” said the
witch-lady, frowning, as she drew back her head.
But here—if we suppose this interview
betwixt Mistress Hibbins and Hester Prynne to be authentic, and not a
parable—was already an illustration of the young minister’s argument against
sundering the relation of a fallen mother to the offspring of her frailty. Even
thus early had the child saved her from Satan’s snare.
[142]
IX.
THE LEECH.
U
nder the appellation of Roger
Chillingworth, the reader will remember, was hidden another name, which its
former wearer had resolved should never more be spoken. It has been related,
how, in the crowd that witnessed Hester Prynne’s ignominious exposure, stood a
man, elderly, travel-worn, who, just emerging from the perilous wilderness,
beheld the woman, in whom he hoped to find embodied the warmth and cheerfulness
of home, set up as a type of sin before the people. Her matronly fame was
trodden under all men’s feet. Infamy was babbling around her in the public
market-place. For her kindred, should the tidings ever reach them, and for the
companions of her unspotted life, there remained nothing but the contagion of
her dishonor; which would not fail to be distributed in strict accordance and
proportion with the intimacy and sacredness of their previous relationship.
Then why—since the choice was with himself—should the individual, whose
connection with the fallen woman had been the most intimate and sacred of them
all, come forward to vindicate his[143] claim to an inheritance so little
desirable? He resolved not to be pilloried beside her on her pedestal of shame.
Unknown to all but Hester Prynne, and possessing the lock and key of her
silence, he chose to withdraw his name from the roll of mankind, and, as
regarded his former ties and interests, to vanish out of life as completely as
if he indeed lay at the bottom of the ocean, whither rumor had long ago
consigned him. This purpose once effected, new interests would immediately
spring up, and likewise a new purpose; dark, it is true, if not guilty, but of
force enough to engage the full strength of his faculties.
In pursuance of this resolve, he took up
his residence in the Puritan town, as Roger Chillingworth, without other
introduction than the learning and intelligence of which he possessed more than
a common measure. As his studies, at a previous period of his life, had made
him extensively acquainted with the medical science of the day, it was as a
physician that he presented himself, and as such was cordially received.
Skilful men, of the medical and chirurgical profession, were of rare occurrence
in the colony. They seldom, it would appear, partook of the religious zeal that
brought other emigrants across the Atlantic. In their researches into the human
frame, it may be that the higher and more subtile faculties of such men were
materialized, and that they lost the spiritual view of existence amid the
intricacies of that wondrous mechanism, which seemed to involve art enough to
comprise all of life within itself. At all events, the health of the good town
of Boston, so far as medicine had aught to do with it, had hitherto lain in the
guardianship of an aged deacon and apothecary, whose piety and godly deportment
were stronger testimonials in his favor than any that he could have produced in
the shape of a diploma. The only surgeon was one who[144] combined the
occasional exercise of that noble art with the daily and habitual flourish of a
razor. To such a professional body Roger Chillingworth was a brilliant
acquisition. He soon manifested his familiarity with the ponderous and imposing
machinery of antique physic; in which every remedy contained a multitude of
far-fetched and heterogeneous ingredients, as elaborately compounded as if the
proposed result had been the Elixir of Life. In his Indian captivity, moreover,
he had gained much knowledge of the properties of native herbs and roots; nor
did he conceal from his patients, that these simple medicines, Nature’s boon to
the untutored savage, had quite as large a share of his own confidence as the
European pharmacopœia, which so many learned doctors had spent centuries in
elaborating.
This learned stranger was exemplary, as
regarded, at least, the outward forms of a religious life, and, early after his
arrival, had chosen for his spiritual guide the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale. The
young divine, whose scholar-like renown still lived in Oxford, was considered
by his more fervent admirers as little less than a heaven-ordained apostle,
destined, should he live and labor for the ordinary term of life, to do as
great deeds for the now feeble New England Church, as the early Fathers had
achieved for the infancy of the Christian faith. About this period, however,
the health of Mr. Dimmesdale had evidently begun to fail. By those best
acquainted with his habits, the paleness of the young minister’s cheek was
accounted for by his too earnest devotion to study, his scrupulous fulfilment
of parochial duty, and, more than all, by the fasts and vigils of which he made
a frequent practice, in order to keep the grossness of this earthly state from
clogging and obscuring his spiritual lamp. Some declared, that, if Mr.
Dimmesdale were really going to die, it[145] was cause enough, that the world
was not worthy to be any longer trodden by his feet. He himself, on the other
hand, with characteristic humility, avowed his belief, that, if Providence
should see fit to remove him, it would be because of his own unworthiness to
perform its humblest mission here on earth. With all this difference of opinion
as to the cause of his decline, there could be no question of the fact. His
form grew emaciated; his voice, though still rich and sweet, had a certain
melancholy prophecy of decay in it; he was often observed, on any slight alarm
or other sudden accident, to put his hand over his heart, with first a flush
and then a paleness, indicative of pain.
Such was the young clergyman’s condition,
and so imminent the prospect that his dawning light would be extinguished, all
untimely, when Roger Chillingworth made his advent to the town. His first entry
on the scene, few people could tell whence, dropping down, as it were, out of
the sky, or starting from the nether earth, had an aspect of mystery, which was
easily heightened to the miraculous. He was now known to be a man of skill; it
was observed that he gathered herbs, and the blossoms of wild-flowers, and dug
up roots, and plucked off twigs from the forest-trees, like one acquainted with
hidden virtues in what was valueless to common eyes. He was heard to speak of
Sir Kenelm Digby, and other famous men,—whose scientific attainments were
esteemed hardly less than supernatural,—as having been his correspondents or
associates. Why, with such rank in the learned world, had he come hither? What
could he, whose sphere was in great cities, be seeking in the wilderness? In
answer to this query, a rumor gained ground,—and, however absurd, was
entertained by some very sensible people,—that Heaven had wrought an absolute
miracle, by transporting an[146] eminent Doctor of Physic, from a German
university, bodily through the air, and setting him down at the door of Mr.
Dimmesdale’s study! Individuals of wiser faith, indeed, who knew that Heaven
promotes its purposes without aiming at the stage-effect of what is called
miraculous interposition, were inclined to see a providential hand in Roger
Chillingworth’s so opportune arrival.
This idea was countenanced by the strong
interest which the physician ever manifested in the young clergyman; he
attached himself to him as a parishioner, and sought to win a friendly regard
and confidence from his naturally reserved sensibility. He expressed great
alarm at his pastor’s state of health, but was anxious to attempt the cure,
and, if early undertaken, seemed not despondent of a favorable result. The
elders, the deacons, the motherly dames, and the young and fair maidens, of Mr.
Dimmesdale’s flock, were alike importunate that he should make trial of the
physician’s frankly offered skill. Mr. Dimmesdale gently repelled their
entreaties.
“I need no medicine,” said he.
But how could the young minister say so,
when, with every successive Sabbath, his cheek was paler and thinner, and his
voice more tremulous than before,—when it had now become a constant habit,
rather than a casual gesture, to press his hand over his heart? Was he weary of
his labors? Did he wish to die? These questions were solemnly propounded to Mr.
Dimmesdale by the elder ministers of Boston and the deacons of his church, who,
to use their own phrase, “dealt with him” on the sin of rejecting the aid which
Providence so manifestly held out. He listened in silence, and finally promised
to confer with the physician.[147]
“Were it God’s will,” said the Reverend
Mr. Dimmesdale, when, in fulfilment of this pledge, he requested old Roger
Chillingworth’s professional advice, “I could be well content, that my labors,
and my sorrows, and my sins, and my pains, should shortly end with me, and what
is earthly of them be buried in my grave, and the spiritual go with me to my
eternal state, rather than that you should put your skill to the proof in my
behalf.”
“Ah,” replied Roger Chillingworth, with
that quietness which, whether imposed or natural, marked all his deportment,
“it is thus that a young clergyman is apt to speak. Youthful men, not having
taken a deep root, give up their hold of life so easily! And saintly men, who
walk with God on earth, would fain be away, to walk with him on the golden
pavements of the New Jerusalem.”
“Nay,” rejoined the young minister,
putting his hand to his heart, with a flush of pain flitting over his brow,
“were I worthier to walk there, I could be better content to toil here.”
“Good men ever interpret themselves too
meanly,” said the physician.
[148]The Minister and Leech
In this manner, the mysterious old Roger
Chillingworth became the medical adviser of the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale. As not
only the disease interested the physician, but he was strongly moved to look
into the character and qualities of the patient, these two men, so different in
age, came gradually to spend much time together. For the sake of the minister’s
health, and to enable the leech to gather plants with healing balm in them,
they took long walks on the sea-shore, or in the forest; mingling various talk
with the plash and murmur of the waves, and the solemn wind-anthem among the
tree-tops. Often, likewise, one was the guest of the other, in his place of
study and retirement. There was a fascination for the minister in the company
of the man of science, in whom he recognized an intellectual cultivation of no
moderate depth or scope; together with a range and freedom of ideas, that he
would have vainly looked for among the members of his own profession. In truth,
he was startled, if not shocked, to find this attribute in the physician. Mr.
Dimmesdale was a true priest, a true religionist, with the reverential
sentiment largely developed, and an order of mind that impelled itself
powerfully along the track of a creed, and wore its passage continually deeper
with the lapse of time. In no state of society would he have been what is
called a man of liberal views; it would always be essential to his peace to
feel the pressure of a faith about him, supporting, while it confined him
within its iron[149] framework. Not the less, however, though with a tremulous
enjoyment, did he feel the occasional relief of looking at the universe through
the medium of another kind of intellect than those with which he habitually
held converse. It was as if a window were thrown open, admitting a freer
atmosphere into the close and stifled study, where his life was wasting itself
away, amid lamplight, or obstructed day-beams, and the musty fragrance, be it
sensual or moral, that exhales from books. But the air was too fresh and chill
to be long breathed with comfort. So the minister, and the physician with him,
withdrew again within the limits of what their church defined as orthodox.
Thus Roger Chillingworth scrutinized his
patient carefully, both as he saw him in his ordinary life, keeping an
accustomed pathway in the range of thoughts familiar to him, and as he appeared
when thrown amidst other moral scenery, the novelty of which might call out
something new to the surface of his character. He deemed it essential, it would
seem, to know the man, before attempting to do him good. Wherever there is a
heart and an intellect, the diseases of the physical frame are tinged with the
peculiarities of these. In Arthur Dimmesdale, thought and imagination were so
active, and sensibility so intense, that the bodily infirmity would be likely
to have its groundwork there. So Roger Chillingworth—the man of skill, the kind
and friendly physician—strove to go deep into his patient’s bosom, delving
among his principles, prying into his recollections, and probing everything
with a cautious touch, like a treasure-seeker in a dark cavern. Few secrets can
escape an investigator, who has opportunity and license to undertake such a
quest, and skill to follow it up. A man burdened with a secret should
especially avoid the intimacy of his physician. If the latter possess
native[150] sagacity, and a nameless something more,—let us call it intuition;
if he show no intrusive egotism, nor disagreeably prominent characteristics of
his own; if he have the power, which must be born with him, to bring his mind
into such affinity with his patient’s, that this last shall unawares have
spoken what he imagines himself only to have thought; if such revelations be
received without tumult, and acknowledged not so often by an uttered sympathy
as by silence, an inarticulate breath, and here and there a word, to indicate
that all is understood; if to these qualifications of a confidant be joined the
advantages afforded by his recognized character as a physician;—then, at some
inevitable moment, will the soul of the sufferer be dissolved, and flow forth
in a dark, but transparent stream, bringing all its mysteries into the daylight.
Roger Chillingworth possessed all, or
most, of the attributes above enumerated. Nevertheless, time went on; a kind of
intimacy, as we have said, grew up between these two cultivated minds, which
had as wide a field as the whole sphere of human thought and study, to meet
upon; they discussed every topic of ethics and religion, of public affairs and
private character; they talked much, on both sides, of matters that seemed
personal to themselves; and yet no secret, such as the physician fancied must
exist there, ever stole out of the minister’s consciousness into his
companion’s ear. The latter had his suspicions, indeed, that even the nature of
Mr. Dimmesdale’s bodily disease had never fairly been revealed to him. It was a
strange reserve!
After a time, at a hint from Roger
Chillingworth, the friends of Mr. Dimmesdale effected an arrangement by which
the two were lodged in the same house; so that every ebb and flow of the
minister’s life-tide might pass under the eye of his anxious[151] and attached
physician. There was much joy throughout the town, when this greatly desirable
object was attained. It was held to be the best possible measure for the young
clergyman’s welfare; unless, indeed, as often urged by such as felt authorized
to do so, he had selected some one of the many blooming damsels, spiritually
devoted to him, to become his devoted wife. This latter step, however, there
was no present prospect that Arthur Dimmesdale would be prevailed upon to take;
he rejected all suggestions of the kind, as if priestly celibacy were one of
his articles of church-discipline. Doomed by his own choice, therefore, as Mr.
Dimmesdale so evidently was, to eat his unsavory morsel always at another’s
board, and endure the life-long chill which must be his lot who seeks to warm
himself only at another’s fireside, it truly seemed that this sagacious,
experienced, benevolent old physician, with his concord of paternal and
reverential love for the young pastor, was the very man, of all mankind, to be
constantly within reach of his voice.
The new abode of the two friends was with
a pious widow, of good social rank, who dwelt in a house covering pretty nearly
the site on which the venerable structure of King’s Chapel has since been
built. It had the graveyard, originally Isaac Johnson’s home-field, on one
side, and so was well adapted to call up serious reflections, suited to their
respective employments, in both minister and man of physic. The motherly care
of the good widow assigned to Mr. Dimmesdale a front apartment, with a sunny
exposure, and heavy window-curtains, to create a noontide shadow, when
desirable. The walls were hung round with tapestry, said to be from the Gobelin
looms, and, at all events, representing the Scriptural story of David and
Bathsheba, and Nathan the Prophet, in colors still unfaded, but which made
the[152] fair woman of the scene almost as grimly picturesque as the
woe-denouncing seer. Here the pale clergyman piled up his library, rich with
parchment-bound folios of the Fathers, and the lore of Rabbis, and monkish
erudition, of which the Protestant divines, even while they vilified and
decried that class of writers, were yet constrained often to avail themselves.
On the other side of the house old Roger Chillingworth arranged his study and
laboratory; not such as a modern man of science would reckon even tolerably
complete, but provided with a distilling apparatus, and the means of
compounding drugs and chemicals, which the practised alchemist knew well how to
turn to purpose. With such commodiousness of situation, these two learned
persons sat themselves down, each in his own domain, yet familiarly passing
from one apartment to the other, and bestowing a mutual and not incurious
inspection into one another’s business.
And the Reverend Arthur Dimmesdale’s best
discerning friends, as we have intimated, very reasonably imagined that the
hand of Providence had done all this, for the purpose—besought in so many
public, and domestic, and secret prayers—of restoring the young minister to
health. But—it must now be said—another portion of the community had latterly
begun to take its own view of the relation betwixt Mr. Dimmesdale and the
mysterious old physician. When an uninstructed multitude attempts to see with
its eyes, it is exceedingly apt to be deceived. When, however, it forms its
judgment, as it usually does, on the intuitions of its great and warm heart,
the conclusions thus attained are often so profound and so unerring, as to
possess the character of truths supernaturally revealed. The people, in the
case of which we speak, could justify its prejudice against Roger Chillingworth
by no fact or argument worthy of serious refutation.[153] There was an aged
handicraftsman, it is true, who had been a citizen of London at the period of
Sir Thomas Overbury’s murder, now some thirty years agone; he testified to
having seen the physician, under some other name, which the narrator of the
story had now forgotten, in company with Doctor Forman, the famous old
conjurer, who was implicated in the affair of Overbury. Two or three
individuals hinted, that the man of skill, during his Indian captivity, had
enlarged his medical attainments by joining in the incantations of the savage
priests; who were universally acknowledged to be powerful enchanters, often
performing seemingly miraculous cures by their skill in the black art. A large
number—and many of these were persons of such sober sense and practical
observation that their opinions would have been valuable, in other
matters—affirmed that Roger Chillingworth’s aspect had undergone a remarkable
change while he had dwelt in town, and especially since his abode with Mr.
Dimmesdale. At first, his expression had been calm, meditative, scholar-like.
Now, there was something ugly and evil in his face, which they had not
previously noticed, and which grew still the more obvious to sight, the oftener
they looked upon him. According to the vulgar idea, the fire in his laboratory
had been brought from the lower regions, and was fed with infernal fuel; and
so, as might be expected, his visage was getting sooty with the smoke.
To sum up the matter, it grew to be a
widely diffused opinion, that the Reverend Arthur Dimmesdale, like many other
personages of especial sanctity, in all ages of the Christian world, was
haunted either by Satan himself, or Satan’s emissary, in the guise of old Roger
Chillingworth. This diabolical agent had the Divine permission, for a season,
to burrow into the clergyman’s[154] intimacy, and plot against his soul. No
sensible man, it was confessed, could doubt on which side the victory would
turn. The people looked, with an unshaken hope, to see the minister come forth
out of the conflict, transfigured with the glory which he would unquestionably
win. Meanwhile, nevertheless, it was sad to think of the perchance mortal agony
through which he must struggle towards his triumph.
Alas! to judge from the gloom and terror
in the depths of the poor minister’s eyes, the battle was a sore one and the
victory anything but secure.
[155]
X.
THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT.
O
ld Roger Chillingworth, throughout life,
had been calm in temperament, kindly, though not of warm affections, but ever,
and in all his relations with the world, a pure and upright man. He had begun
an investigation, as he imagined, with the severe and equal integrity of a
judge, desirous only of truth, even as if the question involved no more than
the air-drawn lines and figures of a geometrical problem, instead of human
passions, and wrongs inflicted on himself. But, as he proceeded, a terrible
fascination, a kind of fierce, though still calm, necessity, seized the old man
within its gripe, and never set him free again, until he had done all its
bidding. He now dug into the poor clergyman’s heart, like a miner searching for
gold; or, rather, like a sexton delving into a grave, possibly in quest of a
jewel that had been buried on the dead man’s bosom, but likely to find nothing
save mortality and corruption. Alas for his own soul, if these were what he
sought![156]
Sometimes, a light glimmered out of the
physician’s eyes, burning blue and ominous, like the reflection of a furnace,
or, let us say, like one of those gleams of ghastly fire that darted from
Bunyan’s awful doorway in the hillside, and quivered on the pilgrim’s face. The
soil where this dark miner was working had perchance shown indications that
encouraged him.
“This man,” said he, at one such moment,
to himself, “pure as they deem him,—all spiritual as he seems,—hath inherited a
strong animal nature from his father or his mother. Let us dig a little further
in the direction of this vein!”
Then, after long search into the
minister’s dim interior, and turning over many precious materials, in the shape
of high aspirations for the welfare of his race, warm love of souls, pure
sentiments, natural piety, strengthened by thought and study, and illuminated
by revelation,—all of which invaluable gold was perhaps no better than rubbish
to the seeker,—he would turn back, discouraged, and begin his quest towards
another point. He groped along as stealthily, with as cautious a tread, and as
wary an outlook, as a thief entering a chamber where a man lies only half
asleep,—or, it may be, broad awake,—with purpose to steal the very treasure
which this man guards as the apple of his eye. In spite of his premeditated
carefulness, the floor would now and then creak; his garments would rustle; the
shadow of his presence, in a forbidden proximity, would be thrown across his
victim. In other words, Mr. Dimmesdale, whose sensibility of nerve often
produced the effect of spiritual intuition, would become vaguely aware that
something inimical to his peace had thrust itself into relation with him. But
old Roger Chillingworth, too, had perceptions that were almost intuitive; and
when the minister threw his startled eyes towards him, there[157] the physician
sat; his kind, watchful, sympathizing, but never intrusive friend.
Yet Mr. Dimmesdale would perhaps have
seen this individual’s character more perfectly, if a certain morbidness, to
which sick hearts are liable, had not rendered him suspicious of all mankind.
Trusting no man as his friend, he could not recognize his enemy when the latter
actually appeared. He therefore still kept up a familiar intercourse with him,
daily receiving the old physician in his study; or visiting the laboratory,
and, for recreation’s sake, watching the processes by which weeds were
converted into drugs of potency.
One day, leaning his forehead on his
hand, and his elbow on the sill of the open window, that looked towards the
graveyard, he talked with Roger Chillingworth, while the old man was examining
a bundle of unsightly plants.
“Where,” asked he, with a look askance at
them,—for it was the clergyman’s peculiarity that he seldom, nowadays, looked
straightforth at any object, whether human or inanimate,—“where, my kind
doctor, did you gather those herbs, with such a dark, flabby leaf?”
“Even in the graveyard here at hand,”
answered the physician, continuing his employment. “They are new to me. I found
them growing on a grave, which bore no tombstone, nor other memorial of the
dead man, save these ugly weeds, that have taken upon themselves to keep him in
remembrance. They grew out of his heart, and typify, it may be, some hideous
secret that was buried with him, and which he had done better to confess during
his lifetime.”
“Perchance,” said Mr. Dimmesdale, “he
earnestly desired it, but could not.[158]”
“And wherefore?” rejoined the physician.
“Wherefore not; since all the powers of nature call so earnestly for the
confession of sin, that these black weeds have sprung up out of a buried heart,
to make manifest an unspoken crime?”
“That, good Sir, is but a fantasy of
yours,” replied the minister. “There can be, if I forebode aright, no power,
short of the Divine mercy, to disclose, whether by uttered words, or by type or
emblem, the secrets that may be buried with a human heart. The heart, making
itself guilty of such secrets, must perforce hold them, until the day when all
hidden things shall be revealed. Nor have I so read or interpreted Holy Writ,
as to understand that the disclosure of human thoughts and deeds, then to be
made, is intended as a part of the retribution. That, surely, were a shallow
view of it. No; these revelations, unless I greatly err, are meant merely to
promote the intellectual satisfaction of all intelligent beings, who will stand
waiting, on that day, to see the dark problem of this life made plain. A
knowledge of men’s hearts will be needful to the completest solution of that
problem. And I conceive, moreover, that the hearts holding such miserable
secrets as you speak of will yield them up, at that last day, not with
reluctance, but with a joy unutterable.”
“Then why not reveal them here?” asked
Roger Chillingworth, glancing quietly aside at the minister. “Why should not
the guilty ones sooner avail themselves of this unutterable solace?”
“They mostly do,” said the clergyman,
griping hard at his breast as if afflicted with an importunate throb of pain.
“Many, many a poor soul hath given its confidence to me, not only on the
death-bed, but while strong in life, and fair in reputation.[159] And ever,
after such an outpouring, O, what a relief have I witnessed in those sinful
brethren! even as in one who at last draws free air, after long stifling with
his own polluted breath. How can it be otherwise? Why should a wretched man,
guilty, we will say, of murder, prefer to keep the dead corpse buried in his
own heart, rather than fling it forth at once, and let the universe take care
of it!”
“Yet some men bury their secrets thus,”
observed the calm physician.
“True; there are such men,” answered Mr.
Dimmesdale. “But, not to suggest more obvious reasons, it may be that they are
kept silent by the very constitution of their nature. Or,—can we not suppose
it?—guilty as they may be, retaining, nevertheless, a zeal for God’s glory and
man’s welfare, they shrink from displaying themselves black and filthy in the
view of men; because, thenceforward, no good can be achieved by them; no evil
of the past be redeemed by better service. So, to their own unutterable torment,
they go about among their fellow-creatures, looking pure as new-fallen snow
while their hearts are all speckled and spotted with iniquity of which they
cannot rid themselves.”
“These men deceive themselves,” said
Roger Chillingworth, with somewhat more emphasis than usual, and making a
slight gesture with his forefinger. “They fear to take up the shame that
rightfully belongs to them. Their love for man, their zeal for God’s service,—these
holy impulses may or may not coexist in their hearts with the evil inmates to
which their guilt has unbarred the door, and which must needs propagate a
hellish breed within them. But, if they seek to glorify God, let them not lift
heavenward their unclean hands! If they would serve[160] their fellow-men, let
them do it by making manifest the power and reality of conscience, in
constraining them to penitential self-abasement! Wouldst thou have me to
believe, O wise and pious friend, that a false show can be better—can be more
for God’s glory, or man’s welfare—than God’s own truth? Trust me, such men
deceive themselves!”
“It may be so,” said the young clergyman,
indifferently, as waiving a discussion that he considered irrelevant or
unseasonable. He had a ready faculty, indeed, of escaping from any topic that
agitated his too sensitive and nervous temperament.—“But, now, I would ask of
my well-skilled physician, whether, in good sooth, he deems me to have profited
by his kindly care of this weak frame of mine?”
Before Roger Chillingworth could answer,
they heard the clear, wild laughter of a young child’s voice, proceeding from
the adjacent burial-ground. Looking instinctively from the open window,—for it
was summer-time,—the minister beheld Hester Prynne and little Pearl passing
along the footpath that traversed the enclosure. Pearl looked as beautiful as
the day, but was in one of those moods of perverse merriment which, whenever
they occurred, seemed to remove her entirely out of the sphere of sympathy or human
contact. She now skipped irreverently from one grave to another; until, coming
to the broad, flat, armorial tombstone of a departed worthy,—perhaps of Isaac
Johnson himself,—she began to dance upon it. In reply to her mother’s command
and entreaty that she would behave more decorously, little Pearl paused to
gather the prickly burrs from a tall burdock which grew beside the tomb. Taking
a handful of these, she arranged them along the lines of the scarlet letter
that decorated the maternal bosom, to which the burrs, as[161] their nature
was, tenaciously adhered. Hester did not pluck them off.
Roger Chillingworth had by this time
approached the window, and smiled grimly down.
“There is no law, nor reverence for
authority, no regard for human ordinances or opinions, right or wrong, mixed up
with that child’s composition,” remarked he, as much to himself as to his
companion. “I saw her, the other day, bespatter the Governor himself with
water, at the cattle-trough in Spring Lane. What, in Heaven’s name, is she? Is
the imp altogether evil? Hath she affections? Hath she any discoverable
principle of being?”
“None, save the freedom of a broken law,”
answered Mr. Dimmesdale, in a quiet way, as if he had been discussing the point
within himself. “Whether capable of good, I know not.”
The child probably overheard their
voices; for, looking up to the window, with a bright, but naughty smile of
mirth and intelligence, she threw one of the prickly burrs at the Reverend Mr.
Dimmesdale. The sensitive clergyman shrunk, with nervous dread, from the light
missile. Detecting his emotion, Pearl clapped her little hands, in the most
extravagant ecstasy. Hester Prynne, likewise, had involuntarily looked up; and
all these four persons, old and young, regarded one another in silence, till
the child laughed aloud, and shouted,—“Come away, mother! Come away, or yonder
old Black Man will catch you! He hath got hold of the minister already. Come
away, mother, or he will catch you! But he cannot catch little Pearl!”
So she drew her mother away, skipping,
dancing, and frisking fantastically, among the hillocks of the dead people,
like a creature[162] that had nothing in common with a bygone and buried
generation, nor owned herself akin to it. It was as if she had been made
afresh, out of new elements, and must perforce be permitted to live her own
life, and be a law unto herself, without her eccentricities being reckoned to
her for a crime.
“There goes a woman,” resumed Roger
Chillingworth, after a pause, “who, be her demerits what they may, hath none of
that mystery of hidden sinfulness which you deem so grievous to be borne. Is
Hester Prynne the less miserable, think you, for that scarlet letter on her
breast?”
“I do verily believe it,” answered the
clergyman. “Nevertheless, I cannot answer for her. There was a look of pain in
her face, which I would gladly have been spared the sight of. But still,
methinks, it must needs be better for the sufferer to be free to show his pain,
as this poor woman Hester is, than to cover it all up in his heart.”
There was another pause; and the
physician began anew to examine and arrange the plants which he had gathered.
“You inquired of me, a little time
agone,” said he, at length, “my judgment as touching your health.”
“I did,” answered the clergyman, “and
would gladly learn it. Speak frankly, I pray you, be it for life or death.”
“Freely, then, and plainly,” said the
physician, still busy with his plants, but keeping a wary eye on Mr.
Dimmesdale, “the disorder is a strange one; not so much in itself, nor as
outwardly manifested,—in so far, at least, as the symptoms have been laid open
to my observation. Looking daily at you, my good Sir, and watching the tokens
of your aspect, now for months gone by, I should deem you a man sore sick, it
may be, yet not so sick but that an instructed and watchful physician[163]
might well hope to cure you. But—I know not what to say—the disease is what I
seem to know, yet know it not.”
“You speak in riddles, learned Sir,” said
the pale minister, glancing aside out of the window.
“Then, to speak more plainly,” continued
the physician, “and I crave pardon, Sir,—should it seem to require pardon,—for
this needful plainness of my speech. Let me ask,—as your friend,—as one having
charge, under Providence, of your life and physical well-being,—hath all the
operation of this disorder been fairly laid open and recounted to me?”
“How can you question it?” asked the
minister. “Surely, it were child’s play, to call in a physician, and then hide
the sore!”
“You would tell me, then, that I know
all?” said Roger Chillingworth, deliberately, and fixing an eye, bright with
intense and concentrated intelligence, on the minister’s face. “Be it so! But,
again! He to whom only the outward and physical evil is laid open, knoweth,
oftentimes, but half the evil which he is called upon to cure. A bodily
disease, which we look upon as whole and entire within itself, may, after all,
be but a symptom of some ailment in the spiritual part. Your pardon, once
again, good Sir, if my speech give the shadow of offence. You, Sir, of all men
whom I have known, are he whose body is the closest conjoined, and imbued, and
identified, so to speak, with the spirit whereof it is the instrument.”
“Then I need ask no further,” said the
clergyman, somewhat hastily rising from his chair. “You deal not, I take it, in
medicine for the soul!”
“Thus, a sickness,” continued Roger
Chillingworth, going on, in an unaltered tone, without heeding the
interruption,—but[164] standing up, and confronting the emaciated and
white-cheeked minister, with his low, dark, and misshapen figure,—“a sickness,
a sore place, if we may so call it, in your spirit, hath immediately its
appropriate manifestation in your bodily frame. Would you, therefore, that your
physician heal the bodily evil? How may this be, unless you first lay open to
him the wound or trouble in your soul?”
“No!—not to thee!—not to an earthly
physician!” cried Mr. Dimmesdale, passionately, and turning his eyes, full and
bright, and with a kind of fierceness, on old Roger Chillingworth. “Not to
thee! But if it be the soul’s disease, then do I commit myself to the one
Physician of the soul! He, if it stand with his good pleasure, can cure; or he
can kill! Let him do with me as, in his justice and wisdom, he shall see good.
But who art thou, that meddlest in this matter?—that dares thrust himself
between the sufferer and his God?”
With a frantic gesture he rushed out of
the room.
“It is as well to have made this step,”
said Roger Chillingworth to himself, looking after the minister with a grave
smile. “There is nothing lost. We shall be friends again anon. But see, now,
how passion takes hold upon this man, and hurrieth him out of himself! As with
one passion, so with another! He hath done a wild thing erenow, this pious
Master Dimmesdale, in the hot passion of his heart!”
[165]The Leech and his Patient
It proved not difficult to re-establish
the intimacy of the two companions, on the same footing and in the same degree
as heretofore. The young clergyman, after a few hours of privacy, was sensible
that the disorder of his nerves had hurried him into an unseemly outbreak of
temper, which there had been nothing in the physician’s words to excuse or
palliate. He marvelled, indeed, at the violence with which he had thrust back
the kind old man, when merely proffering the advice which it was his duty to
bestow, and which the minister himself had expressly sought. With these
remorseful feelings, he lost no time in making the amplest apologies, and
besought his friend still to continue the care, which, if not successful in
restoring him to health, had, in all probability, been the means of prolonging
his feeble existence to that hour. Roger Chillingworth readily assented, and
went on with his medical supervision of the minister; doing his best for him,
in all good faith, but always quitting the patient’s apartment, at the close of
a professional interview, with a mysterious and puzzled smile upon his lips.
This expression was invisible in Mr. Dimmesdale’s[166] presence, but grew
strongly evident as the physician crossed the threshold.
“A rare case!” he muttered. “I must needs
look deeper into it. A strange sympathy betwixt soul and body! Were it only for
the art’s sake, I must search this matter to the bottom!”
It came to pass, not long after the scene
above recorded, that the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, at noonday, and entirely
unawares, fell into a deep, deep slumber, sitting in his chair, with a large
black-letter volume open before him on the table. It must have been a work of
vast ability in the somniferous school of literature. The profound depth of the
minister’s repose was the more remarkable, inasmuch as he was one of those
persons whose sleep, ordinarily, is as light, as fitful, and as easily scared
away, as a small bird hopping on a twig. To such an unwonted remoteness,
however, had his spirit now withdrawn into itself, that he stirred not in his
chair, when old Roger Chillingworth, without any extraordinary precaution, came
into the room. The physician advanced directly in front of his patient, laid
his hand upon his bosom, and thrust aside the vestment, that, hitherto, had
always covered it even from the professional eye.
Then, indeed, Mr. Dimmesdale shuddered,
and slightly stirred.
After a brief pause, the physician turned
away.
But, with what a wild look of wonder,
joy, and horror! With what a ghastly rapture, as it were, too mighty to be
expressed only by the eye and features, and therefore bursting forth through
the whole ugliness of his figure, and making itself even riotously manifest by
the extravagant gestures with which he threw up his arms towards the ceiling,
and stamped his foot upon the floor![167] Had a man seen old Roger
Chillingworth, at that moment of his ecstasy, he would have had no need to ask
how Satan comports himself, when a precious human soul is lost to heaven, and
won into his kingdom.
But what distinguished the physician’s
ecstasy from Satan’s was the trait of wonder in it!
[168]
XI.
THE INTERIOR OF A HEART.
A
fter the incident last described, the
intercourse between the clergyman and the physician, though externally the
same, was really of another character than it had previously been. The
intellect of Roger Chillingworth had now a sufficiently plain path before it.
It was not, indeed, precisely that which he had laid out for himself to tread.
Calm, gentle, passionless, as he appeared, there was yet, we fear, a quiet
depth of malice, hitherto latent, but active now, in this unfortunate old man,
which led him to imagine a more intimate revenge than any mortal had ever
wreaked upon an enemy. To make himself the one trusted friend, to whom should
be confided all the fear, the remorse, the agony, the ineffectual repentance,
the backward rush of sinful thoughts, expelled in vain! All that guilty sorrow,
hidden from the world, whose great heart would have pitied and forgiven, to be
revealed to him, the Pitiless, to him, the Unforgiving! All that dark treasure
to be lavished on the very man, to whom nothing else could so adequately pay
the debt of vengeance![169]
The clergyman’s shy and sensitive reserve
had balked this scheme. Roger Chillingworth, however, was inclined to be
hardly, if at all, less satisfied with the aspect of affairs, which
Providence—using the avenger and his victim for its own purposes, and, perchance,
pardoning where it seemed most to punish—had substituted for his black devices.
A revelation, he could almost say, had been granted to him. It mattered little,
for his object, whether celestial, or from what other region. By its aid, in
all the subsequent relations betwixt him and Mr. Dimmesdale, not merely the
external presence, but the very inmost soul, of the latter, seemed to be
brought out before his eyes, so that he could see and comprehend its every
movement. He became, thenceforth, not a spectator only, but a chief actor, in
the poor minister’s interior world. He could play upon him as he chose. Would
he arouse him with a throb of agony? The victim was forever on the rack; it
needed only to know the spring that controlled the engine;—and the physician
knew it well! Would he startle him with sudden fear? As at the waving of a
magician’s wand, uprose a grisly phantom,—uprose a thousand phantoms,—in many
shapes, of death, or more awful shame, all flocking round about the clergyman,
and pointing with their fingers at his breast!
All this was accomplished with a subtlety
so perfect, that the minister, though he had constantly a dim perception of
some evil influence watching over him, could never gain a knowledge of its
actual nature. True, he looked doubtfully, fearfully,—even, at times, with
horror and the bitterness of hatred,—at the deformed figure of the old
physician. His gestures, his gait, his grizzled beard, his slightest and most
indifferent acts, the very fashion of his garments, were odious in the
clergyman’s[170] sight; a token implicitly to be relied on, of a deeper
antipathy in the breast of the latter than he was willing to acknowledge to
himself. For, as it was impossible to assign a reason for such distrust and
abhorrence, so Mr. Dimmesdale, conscious that the poison of one morbid spot was
infecting his heart’s entire substance, attributed all his presentiments to no
other cause. He took himself to task for his bad sympathies in reference to
Roger Chillingworth, disregarded the lesson that he should have drawn from them,
and did his best to root them out. Unable to accomplish this, he nevertheless,
as a matter of principle, continued his habits of social familiarity with the
old man, and thus gave him constant opportunities for perfecting the purpose to
which—poor, forlorn creature that he was, and more wretched than his victim—the
avenger had devoted himself.
While thus suffering under bodily
disease, and gnawed and tortured by some black trouble of the soul, and given
over to the machinations of his deadliest enemy, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale
had achieved a brilliant popularity in his sacred office. He won it, indeed, in
great part, by his sorrows. His intellectual gifts, his moral perceptions, his
power of experiencing and communicating emotion, were kept in a state of
preternatural activity by the prick and anguish of his daily life. His fame,
though still on its upward slope, already overshadowed the soberer reputations
of his fellow-clergymen, eminent as several of them were. There were scholars
among them, who had spent more years in acquiring abstruse lore, connected with
the divine profession, than Mr. Dimmesdale had lived; and who might well,
therefore, be more profoundly versed in such solid and valuable attainments
than their youthful brother. There were men, too, of a sturdier texture of mind
than his, and[171] endowed with a far greater share of shrewd, hard, iron, or
granite understanding; which, duly mingled with a fair proportion of doctrinal
ingredient, constitutes a highly respectable, efficacious, and unamiable
variety of the clerical species. There were others, again, true saintly
fathers, whose faculties had been elaborated by weary toil among their books,
and by patient thought, and etherealized, moreover, by spiritual communications
with the better world, into which their purity of life had almost introduced
these holy personages, with their garments of mortality still clinging to them.
All that they lacked was the gift that descended upon the chosen disciples at
Pentecost, in tongues of flame; symbolizing, it would seem, not the power of
speech in foreign and unknown languages, but that of addressing the whole human
brotherhood in the heart’s native language. These fathers, otherwise so
apostolic, lacked Heaven’s last and rarest attestation of their office, the
Tongue of Flame. They would have vainly sought—had they ever dreamed of seeking—to
express the highest truths through the humblest medium of familiar words and
images. Their voices came down, afar and[172] indistinctly, from the upper
heights where they habitually dwelt.
Not improbably, it was to this latter
class of men that Mr. Dimmesdale, by many of his traits of character, naturally
belonged. To the high mountain-peaks of faith and sanctity he would have
climbed, had not the tendency been thwarted by the burden, whatever it might
be, of crime or anguish, beneath which it was his doom to totter. It kept him
down, on a level with the lowest; him, the man of ethereal attributes, whose
voice the angels might else have listened to and answered! But this very burden
it was, that gave him sympathies so intimate with the sinful brotherhood of
mankind; so that his heart vibrated in unison with theirs, and received their
pain into itself, and sent its own throb of pain through a thousand other
hearts, in gushes of sad, persuasive eloquence. Oftenest persuasive, but
sometimes terrible! The people knew not the power that moved them thus. They
deemed the young clergyman a miracle of holiness. They fancied him the
mouthpiece of Heaven’s messages of wisdom, and rebuke, and love. In their eyes,
the very ground on which he trod was sanctified. The virgins of his church grew
pale around him, victims of a passion so imbued with religious sentiment that
they imagined it to be all religion, and brought it openly, in their white
bosoms, as their most acceptable sacrifice before the altar. The aged members
of his flock, beholding Mr. Dimmesdale’s frame so feeble, while they were
themselves so rugged in their infirmity, believed that he would go heavenward
before them, and enjoined it upon their children, that their old bones should
be buried close to their young pastor’s[173] holy grave. And, all this time,
perchance, when poor Mr. Dimmesdale was thinking of his grave, he questioned
with himself whether the grass would ever grow on it, because an accursed thing
must there be buried!
It is inconceivable, the agony with which
this public veneration tortured him! It was his genuine impulse to adore the
truth, and to reckon all things shadow-like, and utterly devoid of weight or
value, that had not its divine essence as the life within their life. Then,
what was he?—a substance?—or the dimmest of all shadows? He longed to speak
out, from his own pulpit, at the full height of his voice, and tell the people
what he was. “I, whom you behold in these black garments of the priesthood,—I,
who ascend the sacred desk, and turn my pale face heavenward, taking upon
myself to hold communion, in your behalf, with the Most High Omniscience,—I, in
whose daily life you discern the sanctity of Enoch,—I, whose footsteps, as you
suppose, leave a gleam along my earthly track, whereby the pilgrims that shall
come after me may be guided to the regions of the blest,—I, who have laid the
hand of baptism upon your children,—I, who have breathed the parting prayer
over your dying friends, to whom the Amen sounded faintly from a world which
they had quitted,—I, your pastor, whom you so reverence and trust, am utterly a
pollution and a lie!”
More than once, Mr. Dimmesdale had gone
into the pulpit, with a purpose never to come down its steps, until he should
have spoken words like the above. More than once, he had cleared his throat,
and drawn in the long, deep, and tremulous breath, which, when sent forth
again, would come burdened with the black secret of his soul. More than
once—nay, more[174] than a hundred times—he had actually spoken! Spoken! But
how? He had told his hearers that he was altogether vile, a viler companion of
the vilest, the worst of sinners, an abomination, a thing of unimaginable
iniquity; and that the only wonder was, that they did not see his wretched body
shrivelled up before their eyes, by the burning wrath of the Almighty! Could
there be plainer speech than this? Would not the people start up in their
seats, by a simultaneous impulse, and tear him down out of the pulpit which he
defiled? Not so, indeed! They heard it all, and did but reverence him the more.
They little guessed what deadly purport lurked in those self-condemning words.
“The godly youth!” said they among themselves. “The saint on earth! Alas, if he
discern such sinfulness in his own white soul, what horrid spectacle would he
behold in thine or mine!” The minister well knew—subtle, but remorseful
hypocrite that he was!—the light in which his vague confession would be viewed.
He had striven to put a cheat upon himself by making the avowal of a guilty
conscience, but had gained only one other sin, and a self-acknowledged shame,
without the momentary relief of being self-deceived. He had spoken the very
truth, and transformed it into the veriest falsehood. And yet, by the
constitution of his nature, he loved the truth, and loathed the lie, as few men
ever did. Therefore, above all things else, he loathed his miserable self!
His inward trouble drove him to practices
more in accordance with the old, corrupted faith of Rome, than with the better
light of the church in which he had been born and bred. In Mr. Dimmesdale’s
secret closet, under lock and key, there was a bloody scourge. Oftentimes, this
Protestant and Puritan divine had plied it on his own shoulders; laughing
bitterly at himself[175] the while, and smiting so much the more pitilessly
because of that bitter laugh. It was his custom, too, as it has been that of
many other pious Puritans, to fast,—not, however, like them, in order to purify
the body and render it the fitter medium of celestial illumination, but
rigorously, and until his knees trembled beneath him, as an act of penance. He
kept vigils, likewise, night after night, sometimes in utter darkness;
sometimes with a glimmering lamp; and sometimes, viewing his own face in a
looking-glass, by the most powerful light which he could throw upon it. He thus
typified the constant introspection wherewith he tortured, but could not
purify, himself. In these lengthened vigils, his brain often reeled, and
visions seemed to flit before him; perhaps seen doubtfully, and by a faint
light of their own, in the remote dimness of the chamber, or more vividly, and
close beside him, within the looking-glass. Now it was a herd of diabolic
shapes, that grinned and mocked at the pale minister, and beckoned him away
with them; now a group of shining angels, who flew upward heavily, as
sorrow-laden, but grew more ethereal as they rose. Now came the dead friends of
his youth, and his white-bearded father, with a saint-like frown, and his
mother, turning her face away as she passed by. Ghost of a mother,—thinnest
fantasy of a mother,—methinks she might yet have thrown a pitying glance towards
her son! And now, through the chamber which these spectral thoughts had made so
ghastly, glided Hester Prynne, leading along little Pearl, in her scarlet garb,
and pointing her forefinger, first at the scarlet letter on her bosom, and then
at the clergyman’s own breast.
None of these visions ever quite deluded
him. At any moment, by an effort of his will, he could discern substances
through their[176] misty lack of substance, and convince himself that they were
not solid in their nature, like yonder table of carved oak, or that big,
square, leathern-bound and brazen-clasped volume of divinity. But, for all
that, they were, in one sense, the truest and most substantial things which the
poor minister now dealt with. It is the unspeakable misery of a life so false
as his, that it steals the pith and substance out of whatever realities there
are around us, and which were meant by Heaven to be the spirit’s joy and
nutriment. To the untrue man, the whole universe is false,—it is impalpable,—it
shrinks to nothing within his grasp. And he himself, in so far as he shows
himself in a false light, becomes a shadow, or, indeed, ceases to exist. The
only truth that continued to give Mr. Dimmesdale a real existence on this
earth, was the anguish in his inmost soul, and the undissembled expression of
it in his aspect. Had he once found power to smile, and wear a face of gayety,
there would have been no such man!
On one of those ugly nights, which we
have faintly hinted at, but forborne to picture forth, the minister started
from his chair. A new thought had struck him. There might be a moment’s peace
in it. Attiring himself with as much care as if it had been for public worship,
and precisely in the same manner, he stole softly down the staircase, undid the
door, and issued forth.
[177]
XII.
THE MINISTER’S VIGIL.
W
alking in the shadow of a dream, as it
were, and perhaps actually under the influence of a species of somnambulism,
Mr. Dimmesdale reached the spot where, now so long since, Hester Prynne had
lived through her first hours of public ignominy. The same platform or
scaffold, black and weather-stained with the storm or sunshine of seven long
years, and foot-worn, too, with the tread of many culprits who had since
ascended it, remained standing beneath the balcony of the meeting-house. The
minister went up the steps.
It was an obscure night of early May. An
unvaried pall of cloud muffled the whole expanse of sky from zenith to horizon.
If the same multitude which had stood as eye-witnesses while Hester Prynne
sustained her punishment could now have been summoned forth, they would have
discerned no face above the platform, nor hardly the outline of a human shape,
in the dark gray of the midnight. But the town was all asleep. There was no
peril of discovery. The minister might stand there, if[178] it so pleased him,
until morning should redden in the east, without other risk than that the dank
and chill night-air would creep into his frame, and stiffen his joints with
rheumatism, and clog his throat with catarrh and cough; thereby defrauding the
expectant audience of to-morrow’s prayer and sermon. No eye could see him, save
that ever-wakeful one which had seen him in his closet, wielding the bloody
scourge. Why, then, had he come hither? Was it but the mockery of penitence? A
mockery, indeed, but in which his soul trifled with itself! A mockery at which
angels blushed and wept, while fiends rejoiced, with jeering laughter! He had
been driven hither by the impulse of that Remorse which dogged him everywhere,
and whose own sister and closely linked companion was that Cowardice which
invariably drew him back, with her tremulous gripe, just when the other impulse
had hurried him to the verge of a disclosure. Poor, miserable man! what right
had infirmity like his to burden itself with crime? Crime is for the
iron-nerved, who have their choice either to endure it, or, if it press too
hard, to exert their fierce and savage strength for a good purpose, and fling
it off at once! This feeble and most sensitive of spirits could do neither, yet
continually did one thing or another, which intertwined, in the same
inextricable knot, the agony of heaven-defying guilt and vain repentance.
And thus, while standing on the scaffold,
in this vain show of expiation, Mr. Dimmesdale was overcome with a great horror
of mind, as if the universe were gazing at a scarlet token on his naked breast,
right over his heart. On that spot, in very truth, there was, and there had
long been, the gnawing and poisonous tooth of bodily pain. Without any effort
of his will, or power to restrain himself, he shrieked aloud; an outcry
that[179] went pealing through the night, and was beaten back from one house to
another, and reverberated from the hills in the background; as if a company of
devils, detecting so much misery and terror in it, had made a plaything of the
sound, and were bandying it to and fro.
“It is done!” muttered the minister,
covering his face with his hands. “The whole town will awake, and hurry forth,
and find me here!”
But it was not so. The shriek had perhaps
sounded with a far greater power, to his own startled ears, than it actually
possessed. The town did not awake; or, if it did, the drowsy slumberers mistook
the cry either for something frightful in a dream, or for the noise of witches;
whose voices, at that period, were often heard to pass over the settlements or
lonely cottages, as they rode with Satan through the air. The clergyman,
therefore, hearing no symptoms of disturbance, uncovered his eyes and looked about
him. At one of the chamber-windows of Governor Bellingham’s mansion, which
stood at some distance, on the line of another street, he beheld the appearance
of the old magistrate himself, with a lamp in his hand, a white night-cap on
his head, and a long white gown enveloping his figure. He looked like a ghost,
evoked unseasonably from the grave. The cry had evidently startled him. At
another window of the same house, moreover, appeared old Mistress Hibbins, the
Governor’s sister, also with a lamp, which, even thus far off, revealed the
expression of her sour and discontented face. She thrust forth her head from
the lattice, and looked anxiously upward. Beyond the shadow of a doubt, this
venerable witch-lady had heard Mr. Dimmesdale’s outcry, and interpreted it,
with its multitudinous echoes and reverberations, as the clamor[180] of the
fiends and night-hags, with whom she was well known to make excursions into the
forest.
Detecting the gleam of Governor
Bellingham’s lamp, the old lady quickly extinguished her own, and vanished.
Possibly, she went up among the clouds. The minister saw nothing further of her
motions. The magistrate, after a wary observation of the darkness,—into which,
nevertheless, he could see but little further than he might into a
mill-stone,—retired from the window.
The minister grew comparatively calm. His
eyes, however, were soon greeted by a little, glimmering light, which, at first
a long way off, was approaching up the street. It threw a gleam of recognition
on here a post, and there a garden-fence, and here a latticed window-pane, and
there a pump, with its full trough of water, and here, again, an arched door of
oak, with an iron knocker, and a rough log for the doorstep. The Reverend Mr.
Dimmesdale noted all these minute particulars, even while firmly convinced that
the doom of his existence was stealing onward, in the footsteps which he now
heard; and that the gleam of the lantern would fall upon him, in a few moments
more, and reveal his long-hidden secret. As the light drew nearer, he beheld,
within its illuminated circle, his brother clergyman,—or, to speak more
accurately, his professional father, as well as highly valued friend,—the
Reverend Mr. Wilson; who, as Mr. Dimmesdale now conjectured, had been praying
at the bedside of some dying man. And so he had. The good old minister came
freshly from the death-chamber of Governor Winthrop, who had passed from earth
to heaven within that very hour. And now, surrounded, like the saint-like
personages of olden times, with a radiant halo, that glorified him amid this
gloomy night of sin,—as if the departed Governor had[181] left him an
inheritance of his glory, or as if he had caught upon himself the distant shine
of the celestial city, while looking thitherward to see the triumphant pilgrim
pass within its gates,—now, in short, good Father Wilson was moving homeward,
aiding his footsteps with a lighted lantern! The glimmer of this luminary
suggested the above conceits to Mr. Dimmesdale, who smiled,—nay, almost laughed
at them,—and then wondered if he were going mad.
As the Reverend Mr. Wilson passed beside
the scaffold, closely muffling his Geneva cloak about him with one arm, and
holding the lantern before his breast with the other, the minister could hardly
restrain himself from speaking.
“A good evening to you, venerable Father
Wilson! Come up hither, I pray you, and pass a pleasant hour with me!”
Good heavens! Had Mr. Dimmesdale actually
spoken? For one instant, he believed that these words had passed his lips. But
they were uttered only within his imagination. The venerable Father Wilson
continued to step slowly onward, looking carefully at the muddy pathway before
his feet, and never once turning his head towards the guilty platform. When the
light of the glimmering lantern had faded quite away, the minister discovered,
by the faintness which came over him, that the last few moments had been a crisis
of terrible anxiety; although his mind had made an involuntary effort to
relieve itself by a kind of lurid playfulness.
Shortly afterwards, the like grisly sense
of the humorous again stole in among the solemn phantoms of his thought. He
felt his limbs growing stiff with the unaccustomed chilliness of the night, and
doubted whether he should be able to descend the steps of the scaffold. Morning
would break, and find him there. The neighborhood would begin to rouse itself.
The earliest[182] riser, coming forth in the dim twilight, would perceive a
vaguely defined figure aloft on the place of shame; and, half crazed betwixt alarm
and curiosity, would go, knocking from door to door, summoning all the people
to behold the ghost—as he needs must think it—of some defunct transgressor. A
dusky tumult would flap its wings from one house to another. Then—the morning
light still waxing stronger—old patriarchs would rise up in great haste, each
in his flannel gown, and matronly dames, without pausing to put off their
night-gear. The whole tribe of decorous personages, who had never heretofore
been seen with a single hair of their heads awry, would start into public view,
with the disorder of a nightmare in their aspects. Old Governor Bellingham
would come grimly forth, with his King James’s ruff fastened askew; and
Mistress Hibbins, with some twigs of the forest clinging to her skirts, and
looking sourer than ever, as having hardly got a wink of sleep after her night
ride; and good Father Wilson, too, after spending half the night at a
death-bed, and liking ill to be disturbed, thus early, out of his dreams about
the glorified saints. Hither, likewise, would come the elders and deacons of
Mr. Dimmesdale’s church, and the young virgins who so idolized their minister,
and had made a shrine for him in their white bosoms; which now, by the by, in
their hurry and confusion, they would scantly have given themselves time to
cover with their kerchiefs. All people, in a word, would come stumbling over
their thresholds, and turning up their amazed and horror-stricken visages
around the scaffold. Whom would they discern there, with the red eastern light
upon his brow? Whom, but the Reverend Arthur Dimmesdale, half frozen to death,
overwhelmed with shame, and standing where Hester Prynne had stood![183]
Carried away by the grotesque horror of
this picture, the minister, unawares, and to his own infinite alarm, burst into
a great peal of laughter. It was immediately responded to by a light, airy,
childish laugh, in which, with a thrill of the heart,—but he knew not whether
of exquisite pain, or pleasure as acute,—he recognized the tones of little
Pearl.
“Pearl! Little Pearl!” cried he after a
moment’s pause; then, suppressing his voice,—“Hester! Hester Prynne! Are you
there?”
“Yes; it is Hester Prynne!” she replied,
in a tone of surprise; and the minister heard her footsteps approaching from
the sidewalk, along which she had been passing. “It is I, and my little Pearl.”
“Whence come you, Hester?” asked the
minister. “What sent you hither?”
“I have been watching at a death-bed,”
answered Hester Prynne;—“at Governor Winthrop’s death-bed, and have taken his
measure for a robe, and am now going homeward to my dwelling.”
“Come up hither, Hester, thou and little
Pearl,” said the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale. “Ye have both been here before, but I
was not with you. Come up hither once again, and we will stand all three
together!”
She silently ascended the steps, and
stood on the platform, holding little Pearl by the hand. The minister felt for
the child’s other hand, and took it. The moment that he did so, there came what
seemed a tumultuous rush of new life, other life than his own, pouring like a
torrent into his heart, and hurrying through all his veins, as if the mother
and the child were communicating their vital warmth to his half-torpid system.
The three formed an electric chain.[184]
“Minister!” whispered little Pearl.
“What wouldst thou say, child?” asked Mr.
Dimmesdale.
“Wilt thou stand here with mother and me,
to-morrow noontide?” inquired Pearl.
“Nay; not so, my little Pearl,” answered
the minister; for, with the new energy of the moment, all the dread of public
exposure, that had so long been the anguish of his life, had returned upon him;
and he was already trembling at the conjunction in which—with a strange joy,
nevertheless—he now found himself. “Not so, my child. I shall, indeed, stand
with thy mother and thee one other day, but not to-morrow.”
Pearl laughed, and attempted to pull away
her hand. But the minister held it fast.
“A moment longer, my child!” said he.
“But wilt thou promise,” asked Pearl, “to
take my hand, and mother’s hand, to-morrow noontide?”
“Not then, Pearl,” said the minister,
“but another time.”
“And what other time?” persisted the
child.
“At the great judgment day,” whispered
the minister,—and, strangely enough, the sense that he was a professional
teacher of the truth impelled him to answer the child so. “Then, and there,
before the judgment-seat, thy mother, and thou, and I must stand together. But
the daylight of this world shall not see our meeting!”
Pearl laughed again.
[185]They stood in the noon of that
strange splendor
But, before Mr. Dimmesdale had done
speaking, a light gleamed far and wide over all the muffled sky. It was
doubtless caused[186] by one of those meteors, which the night-watcher may so
often observe burning out to waste, in the vacant regions of the atmosphere. So
powerful was its radiance, that it thoroughly illuminated[187] the dense medium
of cloud betwixt the sky and earth. The great vault brightened, like the dome
of an immense lamp. It showed the familiar scene of the street, with the
distinctness of mid-day, but also with the awfulness that is always imparted to
familiar objects by an unaccustomed light. The wooden houses, with their
jutting stories and quaint gable-peaks; the doorsteps and thresholds, with the
early grass springing up about them; the garden-plots, black with freshly
turned earth; the wheel-track, little worn, and, even in the market-place,
margined with green on either side;—all were visible, but with a singularity of
aspect that seemed to give another moral interpretation to the things of this
world than they had ever borne before. And there stood the minister, with his
hand over his heart; and Hester Prynne, with the embroidered letter glimmering
on her bosom; and little Pearl, herself a symbol, and the connecting link
between those two. They stood in the noon of that strange and solemn splendor,
as if it were the light that is to reveal all secrets, and the daybreak that
shall unite all who belong to one another.
There was witchcraft in little Pearl’s
eyes, and her face, as she glanced upward at the minister, wore that naughty
smile which made its expression frequently so elvish. She withdrew her hand
from Mr. Dimmesdale’s, and pointed across the street. But he clasped both his
hands over his breast, and cast his eyes towards the zenith.
Nothing was more common, in those days,
than to interpret all meteoric appearances, and other natural phenomena, that
occurred with less regularity than the rise and set of sun and moon, as so many
revelations from a supernatural source. Thus, a blazing spear, a sword of
flame, a bow, or a sheaf of arrows,[188] seen in the midnight sky, prefigured
Indian warfare. Pestilence was known to have been foreboded by a shower of
crimson light. We doubt whether any marked event, for good or evil, ever befell
New England, from its settlement down to Revolutionary times, of which the
inhabitants had not been previously warned by some spectacle of this nature.
Not seldom, it had been seen by multitudes. Oftener, however, its credibility
rested on the faith of some lonely eye-witness, who beheld the wonder through
the colored, magnifying, and distorting medium of his imagination, and shaped
it more distinctly in his after-thought. It was, indeed, a majestic idea, that
the destiny of nations should be revealed, in these awful hieroglyphics, on the
cope of heaven. A scroll so wide might not be deemed too expansive for
Providence to write a people’s doom upon. The belief was a favorite one with
our forefathers, as betokening that their infant commonwealth was under a
celestial guardianship of peculiar intimacy and strictness. But what shall we
say, when an individual discovers a revelation addressed to himself alone, on
the same vast sheet of record! In such a case, it could only be the symptom of
a highly disordered mental state, when a man, rendered morbidly
self-contemplative by long, intense, and secret pain, had extended his egotism
over the whole expanse of nature, until the firmament itself should appear no
more than a fitting page for his soul’s history and fate!
We impute it, therefore, solely to the
disease in his own eye and heart, that the minister, looking upward to the
zenith, beheld there the appearance of an immense letter,—the letter A,—marked
out in lines of dull red light. Not but the meteor may have shown itself at
that point, burning duskily through a veil of cloud; but with no such shape as
his guilty[189] imagination gave it; or, at least, with so little definiteness,
that another’s guilt might have seen another symbol in it.
There was a singular circumstance that
characterized Mr. Dimmesdale’s psychological state, at this moment. All the
time that he gazed upward to the zenith, he was, nevertheless, perfectly aware
that little Pearl was pointing her finger towards old Roger Chillingworth, who
stood at no great distance from the scaffold. The minister appeared to see him,
with the same glance that discerned the miraculous letter. To his features, as
to all other objects, the meteoric light imparted a new expression; or it might
well be that the physician was not careful then, as at all other times, to hide
the malevolence with which he looked upon his victim. Certainly, if the meteor
kindled up the sky, and disclosed the earth, with an awfulness that admonished
Hester Prynne and the clergyman of the day of judgment, then might Roger
Chillingworth have passed with them for the arch-fiend, standing there with a
smile and scowl, to claim his own. So vivid was the expression, or so intense
the minister’s perception of it, that it seemed still to remain painted on the
darkness, after the meteor had vanished, with an effect as if the street and
all things else were at once annihilated.
“Who is that man, Hester?” gasped Mr.
Dimmesdale, overcome with terror. “I shiver at him! Dost thou know the man? I
hate him, Hester!”
She remembered her oath, and was silent.
“I tell thee, my soul shivers at him!”
muttered the minister again. “Who is he? Who is he? Canst thou do nothing for
me? I have a nameless horror of the man!”
“Minister,” said little Pearl, “I can
tell thee who he is!”
“Quickly, then, child!” said the
minister, bending his ear[190] close to her lips. “Quickly!—and as low as thou
canst whisper.”
Pearl mumbled something into his ear,
that sounded, indeed, like human language, but was only such gibberish as
children may be heard amusing themselves with, by the hour together. At all
events, if it involved any secret information in regard to old Roger
Chillingworth, it was in a tongue unknown to the erudite clergyman, and did but
increase the bewilderment of his mind. The elvish child then laughed aloud.
“Dost thou mock me now?” said the
minister.
“Thou wast not bold!—thou wast not
true!”—answered the child. “Thou wouldst not promise to take my hand, and
mother’s hand, to-morrow noontide!”
“Worthy Sir,” answered the physician, who
had now advanced to the foot of the platform. “Pious Master Dimmesdale, can
this be you? Well, well, indeed! We men of study, whose heads are in our books,
have need to be straitly looked after! We dream in our waking moments, and walk
in our sleep. Come, good Sir, and my dear friend, I pray you, let me lead you
home!”
“How knewest thou that I was here?” asked
the minister, fearfully.
“Verily, and in good faith,” answered
Roger Chillingworth, “I knew nothing of the matter. I had spent the better part
of the night at the bedside of the worshipful Governor Winthrop, doing what my
poor skill might to give him ease. He going home to a better world, I,
likewise, was on my way homeward, when this strange light shone out. Come with
me, I beseech you, Reverend Sir; else you will be poorly able to do Sabbath
duty to-morrow. Aha! see now, how they trouble the brain,—these[191]
books!—these books! You should study less, good Sir, and take a little pastime;
or these night-whimseys will grow upon you.”
“I will go home with you,” said Mr.
Dimmesdale.
With a chill despondency, like one
awaking, all nerveless, from an ugly dream, he yielded himself to the
physician, and was led away.
The next day, however, being the Sabbath,
he preached a discourse which was held to be the richest and most powerful, and
the most replete with heavenly influences, that had ever proceeded from his
lips. Souls, it is said more souls than one, were brought to the truth by the
efficacy of that sermon, and vowed within themselves to cherish a holy
gratitude towards Mr. Dimmesdale throughout the long hereafter. But, as he came
down the pulpit steps, the gray-bearded sexton met him, holding up a black
glove, which the minister recognized as his own.
“It was found,” said the sexton, “this
morning, on the scaffold where evil-doers are set up to public shame. Satan
dropped it there, I take it, intending a scurrilous jest against your
reverence. But, indeed, he was blind and foolish, as he ever and always is. A
pure hand needs no glove to cover it!”
“Thank you, my good friend,” said the
minister, gravely, but startled at heart; for, so confused was his remembrance,
that he had almost brought himself to look at the events of the past night as
visionary. “Yes, it seems to be my glove, indeed!”
“And since Satan saw fit to steal it,
your reverence must needs handle him without gloves, henceforward,” remarked
the old sexton, grimly smiling. “But did your reverence hear[192] of the
portent that was seen last night?—a great red letter in the sky,—the letter A,
which we interpret to stand for Angel. For, as our good Governor Winthrop was
made an angel this past night, it was doubtless held fit that there should be
some notice thereof!”
“No,” answered the minister, “I had not
heard of it.”
[193]
XIII.
ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER.
I
n her late singular interview with Mr.
Dimmesdale, Hester Prynne was shocked at the condition to which she found the
clergyman reduced. His nerve seemed absolutely destroyed. His moral force was
abased into more than childish weakness. It grovelled helpless on the ground,
even while his intellectual faculties retained their pristine strength, or had
perhaps acquired a morbid energy, which disease only could have given them.
With her knowledge of a train of circumstances hidden from all others, she
could readily infer that, besides the legitimate action of his own conscience,
a terrible machinery had been brought to bear, and was still operating, on Mr.
Dimmesdale’s well-being and repose. Knowing what this poor, fallen man had once
been, her whole soul was moved by the shuddering terror with which he had
appealed to her,—the outcast woman,—for support against his instinctively
discovered enemy. She decided, moreover, that he had a right to her utmost aid.
Little accustomed, in her long seclusion[194] from society, to measure her
ideas of right and wrong by any standard external to herself, Hester saw—or
seemed to see—that there lay a responsibility upon her, in reference to the
clergyman, which she owed to no other, nor to the whole world besides. The
links that united her to the rest of human kind—links of flowers, or silk, or
gold, or whatever the material—had all been broken. Here was the iron link of
mutual crime, which neither he nor she could break. Like all other ties, it
brought along with it its obligations.
Hester Prynne did not now occupy
precisely the same position in which we beheld her during the earlier periods
of her ignominy. Years had come and gone. Pearl was now seven years old. Her
mother, with the scarlet letter on her breast, glittering in its fantastic
embroidery, had long been a familiar object to the towns-people. As is apt to
be the case when a person stands out in any prominence before the community,
and, at the same time, interferes neither with public nor individual interests
and convenience, a species of general regard had ultimately grown up in
reference to Hester Prynne. It is to the credit of human nature, that, except
where its selfishness is brought into play, it loves more readily than it
hates. Hatred, by a gradual and quiet process, will even be transformed to
love, unless the change be impeded by a continually new irritation of the
original feeling of hostility. In this matter of Hester Prynne, there was
neither irritation nor irksomeness. She never battled with the public, but submitted,
uncomplainingly, to its worst usage; she made no claim upon it, in requital for
what she suffered; she did not weigh upon its sympathies. Then, also, the
blameless purity of her life during all these years in which she had been set
apart to infamy, was reckoned largely in her favor. With nothing now to lose,
in the sight of mankind, and with no hope, and seemingly no wish, of gaining
anything, it could only be a genuine regard for virtue that had brought back
the poor wanderer to its paths.
[195]Hester in the House of Mourning
It was perceived, too, that while Hester
never put forward even the humblest title to share in the world’s
privileges,—further than to breathe the common air, and earn daily bread for
little Pearl and herself by the faithful labor of her hands,—she was quick to
acknowledge her sisterhood with the race of man, whenever benefits were to be
conferred. None so ready as she to give of her little substance to every demand
of poverty; even though the bitter-hearted pauper threw back a gibe in requital
of the food brought regularly to his door, or the garments wrought for him by
the fingers that could have embroidered[196] a monarch’s robe. None so
self-devoted as Hester, when pestilence stalked through the town. In all
seasons of calamity, indeed, whether general or of individuals, the outcast of
society at once found her place. She came, not as a guest, but as a rightful
inmate, into the household that was darkened by trouble; as if its gloomy
twilight were a medium in which she was entitled to hold intercourse with her
fellow-creatures. There glimmered the embroidered letter, with comfort in its
unearthly ray. Elsewhere the token of sin, it was the taper of the
sick-chamber. It had even thrown its gleam, in the sufferer’s hard extremity,
across the verge of time. It had shown him where to set his foot, while the
light of earth was fast becoming dim, and ere the light of futurity could reach
him. In such emergencies, Hester’s nature showed itself warm and rich; a
well-spring of human tenderness, unfailing to every real demand, and
inexhaustible by the largest. Her breast, with its badge of shame, was but the
softer pillow for the head that needed one. She was self-ordained a Sister of
Mercy; or, we may rather say, the world’s heavy hand had so ordained her, when
neither the world nor she looked forward to this result. The letter was the
symbol of her calling. Such helpfulness was found in her,—so much power to do,
and power to sympathize,—that many people refused to interpret the scarlet A by
its original signification. They said that it meant Able; so strong was Hester
Prynne, with a woman’s strength.
It was only the darkened house that could
contain her. When sunshine came again, she was not there. Her shadow had faded
across the threshold. The helpful inmate had departed, without one backward
glance to gather up the meed of gratitude, if any were in the hearts of those
whom she had served so zealously.[197] Meeting them in the street, she never
raised her head to receive their greeting. If they were resolute to accost her,
she laid her finger on the scarlet letter, and passed on. This might be pride,
but was so like humility, that it produced all the softening influence of the
latter quality on the public mind. The public is despotic in its temper; it is
capable of denying common justice, when too strenuously demanded as a right;
but quite as frequently it awards more than justice, when the appeal is made,
as despots love to have it made, entirely to its generosity. Interpreting
Hester Prynne’s deportment as an appeal of this nature, society was inclined to
show its former victim a more benign countenance than she cared to be favored
with, or, perchance, than she deserved.
The rulers, and the wise and learned men
of the community, were longer in acknowledging the influence of Hester’s good
qualities than the people. The prejudices which they shared in common with the
latter were fortified in themselves by an iron framework of reasoning, that
made it a far tougher labor to expel them. Day by day, nevertheless, their sour
and rigid wrinkles were relaxing into something which, in the due course of
years, might grow to be an expression of almost benevolence. Thus it was with the
men of rank, on whom their eminent position imposed the guardianship of the
public morals. Individuals in private life, meanwhile, had quite forgiven
Hester Prynne for her frailty; nay, more, they had begun to look upon the
scarlet letter as the token, not of that one sin, for which she had borne so
long and dreary a penance, but of her many good deeds since. “Do you see that
woman with the embroidered badge?” they would say to strangers. “It is our
Hester,—the town’s own Hester, who is so kind to the poor, so helpful to the
sick, so[198] comfortable to the afflicted!” Then, it is true, the propensity
of human nature to tell the very worst of itself, when embodied in the person
of another, would constrain them to whisper the black scandal of bygone years. It
was none the less a fact, however, that, in the eyes of the very men who spoke
thus, the scarlet letter had the effect of the cross on a nun’s bosom. It
imparted to the wearer a kind of sacredness, which enabled her to walk securely
amid all peril. Had she fallen among thieves, it would have kept her safe. It
was reported, and believed by many, that an Indian had drawn his arrow against
the badge, and that the missile struck it, but fell harmless to the ground.
The effect of the symbol—or, rather, of
the position in respect to society that was indicated by it—on the mind of
Hester Prynne herself, was powerful and peculiar. All the light and graceful
foliage of her character had been withered up by this red-hot brand, and had
long ago fallen away, leaving a bare and harsh outline, which might have been
repulsive, had she possessed friends or companions to be repelled by it. Even
the attractiveness of her person had undergone a similar change. It might be
partly owing to the studied austerity of her dress, and partly to the lack of
demonstration in her manners. It was a sad transformation, too, that her rich
and luxuriant hair had either been cut off, or was so completely hidden by a
cap, that not a shining lock of it ever once gushed into the sunshine. It was
due in part to all these causes, but still more to something else, that there
seemed to be no longer anything in Hester’s face for Love to dwell upon;
nothing in Hester’s form, though majestic and statue-like, that Passion would
ever dream of clasping in its embrace; nothing in Hester’s bosom, to make it
ever again the pillow of Affection. Some attribute[199] had departed from her,
the permanence of which had been essential to keep her a woman. Such is
frequently the fate, and such the stern development, of the feminine character
and person, when the woman has encountered, and lived through, an experience of
peculiar severity. If she be all tenderness, she will die. If she survive, the
tenderness will either be crushed out of her, or—and the outward semblance is
the same—crushed so deeply into her heart that it can never show itself more.
The latter is perhaps the truest theory. She who has once been woman, and
ceased to be so, might at any moment become a woman again if there were only
the magic touch to effect the transfiguration. We shall see whether Hester
Prynne were ever afterwards so touched, and so transfigured.
Much of the marble coldness of Hester’s
impression was to be attributed to the circumstance, that her life had turned,
in a great measure, from passion and feeling, to thought. Standing alone in the
world,—alone, as to any dependence on society, and with little Pearl to be
guided and protected,—alone, and hopeless of retrieving her position, even had
she not scorned to consider it desirable,—she cast away the fragments of a
broken chain. The world’s law was no law for her mind. It was an age in which
the human intellect, newly emancipated, had taken a more active and a wider
range than for many centuries before. Men of the sword had overthrown nobles
and kings. Men bolder than these had overthrown and rearranged—not actually,
but within the sphere of theory, which was their most real abode—the whole
system of ancient prejudice, wherewith was linked much of ancient principle.
Hester Prynne imbibed this spirit. She assumed a freedom of speculation, then
common enough on the other side of the Atlantic, but which our forefathers,
had[200] they known it, would have held to be a deadlier crime than that
stigmatized by the scarlet letter. In her lonesome cottage, by the sea-shore,
thoughts visited her, such as dared to enter no other dwelling in New England;
shadowy guests, that would have been as perilous as demons to their
entertainer, could they have been seen so much as knocking at her door.
It is remarkable, that persons who
speculate the most boldly often conform with the most perfect quietude to the
external regulations of society. The thought suffices them, without investing
itself in the flesh and blood of action. So it seemed to be with Hester. Yet,
had little Pearl never come to her from the spiritual world, it might have been
far otherwise. Then, she might have come down to us in history, hand in hand
with Ann Hutchinson, as the foundress of a religious sect. She might, in one of
her phases, have been a prophetess. She might, and not improbably would, have
suffered death from the stern tribunals of the period, for attempting to
undermine the foundations of the Puritan establishment. But, in the education
of her child, the mother’s enthusiasm of thought had something to wreak itself
upon. Providence, in the person of this little girl, had assigned to Hester’s
charge the germ and blossom of womanhood, to be cherished and developed amid a
host of difficulties. Everything was against her. The world was hostile. The
child’s own nature had something wrong in it, which continually betokened that
she had been born amiss,—the effluence of her mother’s lawless passion,—and
often impelled Hester to ask, in bitterness of heart, whether it were for ill
or good that the poor little creature had been born at all.
Indeed, the same dark question often rose
into her mind, with reference to the whole race of womanhood. Was
existence[201] worth accepting, even to the happiest among them? As concerned
her own individual existence, she had long ago decided in the negative, and
dismissed the point as settled. A tendency to speculation, though it may keep
woman quiet, as it does man, yet makes her sad. She discerns, it may be, such a
hopeless task before her. As a first step, the whole system of society is to be
torn down, and built up anew. Then, the very nature of the opposite sex, or its
long hereditary habit, which has become like nature, is to be essentially
modified, before woman can be allowed to assume what seems a fair and suitable
position. Finally, all other difficulties being obviated, woman cannot take
advantage of these preliminary reforms, until she herself shall have undergone
a still mightier change; in which, perhaps, the ethereal essence, wherein she
has her truest life, will be found to have evaporated. A woman never overcomes
these problems by any exercise of thought. They are not to be solved, or only
in one way. If her heart chance to come uppermost, they vanish. Thus, Hester
Prynne, whose heart had lost its regular and healthy throb, wandered without a
clew in the dark labyrinth of mind; now turned aside by an insurmountable
precipice; now starting back from a deep chasm. There was wild and ghastly
scenery all around her, and a home and comfort nowhere. At times, a fearful
doubt strove to possess her soul, whether it were not better to send Pearl at
once to heaven, and go herself to such futurity as Eternal Justice should
provide.
The scarlet letter had not done its
office.
Now, however, her interview with the
Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, on the night of his vigil, had given her a new theme
of reflection, and held up to her an object that appeared worthy of any
exertion and sacrifice for its attainment. She had witnessed[202] the intense
misery beneath which the minister struggled, or, to speak more accurately, had
ceased to struggle. She saw that he stood on the verge of lunacy, if he had not
already stepped across it. It was impossible to doubt, that, whatever painful
efficacy there might be in the secret sting of remorse, a deadlier venom had
been infused into it by the hand that proffered relief. A secret enemy had been
continually by his side, under the semblance of a friend and helper, and had
availed himself of the opportunities thus afforded for tampering with the
delicate springs of Mr. Dimmesdale’s nature. Hester could not but ask herself,
whether there had not originally been a defect of truth, courage, and loyalty,
on her own part, in allowing the minister to be thrown into a position where so
much evil was to be foreboded, and nothing auspicious to be hoped. Her only
justification lay in the fact, that she had been able to discern no method of
rescuing him from a blacker ruin than had overwhelmed herself, except by acquiescing
in Roger Chillingworth’s scheme of disguise. Under that impulse, she had made
her choice, and had chosen, as it now appeared, the more wretched alternative
of the two. She determined to redeem her error, so far as it might yet be
possible. Strengthened by years of hard and solemn trial, she felt herself no
longer so inadequate to cope with Roger Chillingworth as on that night, abased
by sin, and half maddened by the ignominy that was still new, when they had
talked together in the prison-chamber. She had climbed her way, since then, to
a higher point. The old man, on the other hand, had brought himself nearer to
her level, or perhaps below it, by the revenge which he had stooped for.
In fine, Hester Prynne resolved to meet
her former husband, and do what might be in her power for the rescue of the
victim[203] on whom he had so evidently set his gripe. The occasion was not
long to seek. One afternoon, walking with Pearl in a retired part of the
peninsula, she beheld the old physician, with a basket on one arm, and a staff
in the other hand, stooping along the ground, in quest of roots and herbs to
concoct his medicines withal.
[204]
XIV.
HESTER AND THE PHYSICIAN.
H
ester bade little Pearl run down to the
margin of the water, and play with the shells and tangled sea-weed, until she
should have talked awhile with yonder gatherer of herbs. So the child flew away
like a bird, and, making bare her small white feet, went pattering along the
moist margin of the sea. Here and there she came to a full stop, and peeped
curiously into a pool, left by the retiring tide as a mirror for Pearl to see
her face in. Forth peeped at her, out of the pool, with dark, glistening curls around
her head, and an elf-smile in her eyes, the image of a little maid, whom Pearl,
having no other playmate, invited to take her hand, and run a race with her.
But the visionary little maid, on her part, beckoned likewise, as if to
say,—“This is a better place! Come thou into the pool!” And Pearl, stepping in,
mid-leg deep, beheld her own white feet at the bottom; while, out of a still
lower depth, came the gleam of a kind of fragmentary smile, floating to and fro
in the agitated water.[205]
Meanwhile, her mother had accosted the
physician.
“I would speak a word with you,” said
she,—“a word that concerns us much.”
“Aha! and is it Mistress Hester that has
a word for old Roger Chillingworth?” answered he, raising himself from his
stooping posture. “With all my heart! Why, Mistress, I hear good tidings of you
on all hands! No longer ago than yester-eve, a magistrate, a wise and godly
man, was discoursing of your affairs, Mistress Hester, and whispered me that
there had been question concerning you in the council. It was debated whether
or no, with safety to the common weal, yonder scarlet letter might be taken off
your bosom. On my life, Hester, I made my entreaty to the worshipful magistrate
that it might be done forthwith!”
“It lies not in the pleasure of the
magistrates to take off this badge,” calmly replied Hester. “Were I worthy to
be quit of it, it would fall away of its own nature, or be transformed into
something that should speak a different purport.”
“Nay, then, wear it, if it suit you
better,” rejoined he. “A woman must needs follow her own fancy, touching the
adornment of her person. The letter is gayly embroidered, and shows right
bravely on your bosom!”
All this while, Hester had been looking
steadily at the old man, and was shocked, as well as wonder-smitten, to discern
what a change had been wrought upon him within the past seven years. It was not
so much that he had grown older; for though the traces of advancing life were
visible, he bore his age well, and seemed to retain a wiry vigor and alertness.
But the former aspect of an intellectual and studious man, calm and quiet,
which was what she best remembered in him, had altogether[206] vanished, and been
succeeded by an eager, searching, almost fierce, yet carefully guarded look. It
seemed to be his wish and purpose to mask this expression with a smile; but the
latter played him false, and flickered over his visage so derisively, that the
spectator could see his blackness all the better for it. Ever and anon, too,
there came a glare of red light out of his eyes; as if the old man’s soul were
on fire, and kept on smouldering duskily within his breast, until, by some
casual puff of passion, it was blown into a momentary flame. This he repressed,
as speedily as possible, and strove to look as if nothing of the kind had
happened.
In a word, old Roger Chillingworth was a
striking evidence of man’s faculty of transforming himself into a devil, if he
will only, for a reasonable space of time, undertake a devil’s office. This
unhappy person had effected such a transformation, by devoting himself, for
seven years, to the constant analysis of a heart full of torture, and deriving
his enjoyment thence, and adding fuel to those fiery tortures which he analyzed
and gloated over.
The scarlet letter burned on Hester
Prynne’s bosom. Here was another ruin, the responsibility of which came partly
home to her.
“What see you in my face,” asked the
physician, “that you look at it so earnestly?”
“Something that would make me weep, if
there were any tears bitter enough for it,” answered she. “But let it pass! It
is of yonder miserable man that I would speak.”
“And what of him?” cried Roger
Chillingworth, eagerly, as if he loved the topic, and were glad of an
opportunity to discuss it with the only person of whom he could make a
confidant.[207] “Not to hide the truth, Mistress Hester, my thoughts happen
just now to be busy with the gentleman. So speak freely; and I will make
answer.”
“When we last spake together,” said
Hester, “now seven years ago, it was your pleasure to extort a promise of
secrecy, as touching the former relation betwixt yourself and me. As the life
and good fame of yonder man were in your hands, there seemed no choice to me,
save to be silent, in accordance with your behest. Yet it was not without heavy
misgivings that I thus bound myself; for, having cast off all duty towards
other human beings, there remained a duty towards him; and something whispered
me that I was betraying it, in pledging myself to keep your counsel. Since that
day, no man is so near to him as you. You tread behind his every footstep. You
are beside him, sleeping and waking. You search his thoughts. You burrow and
rankle in his heart! Your clutch is on his life, and you cause him to die daily
a living death; and still he knows you not. In permitting this, I have surely
acted a false part by the only man to whom the power was left me to be true!”
“What choice had you?” asked Roger
Chillingworth. “My finger, pointed at this man, would have hurled him from his
pulpit into a dungeon,—thence, peradventure, to the gallows!”
“It had been better so!” said Hester
Prynne.
“What evil have I done the man?” asked
Roger Chillingworth again. “I tell thee, Hester Prynne, the richest fee that
ever physician earned from monarch could not have bought such care as I have
wasted on this miserable priest! But for my aid, his life would have burned
away in torments, within the first two years after the perpetration of his
crime and thine.[208] For, Hester, his spirit lacked the strength that could
have borne up, as thine has, beneath a burden like thy scarlet letter. O, I
could reveal a goodly secret! But enough! What art can do, I have exhausted on
him. That he now breathes, and creeps about on earth, is owing all to me!”
“Better he had died at once!” said Hester
Prynne.
“Yea, woman, thou sayest truly!” cried
old Roger Chillingworth, letting the lurid fire of his heart blaze out before
her eyes. “Better had he died at once! Never did mortal suffer what this man
has suffered. And all, all, in the sight of his worst enemy! He has been
conscious of me. He has felt an influence dwelling always upon him like a
curse. He knew, by some spiritual sense,—for the Creator never made another
being so sensitive as this,—he knew that no friendly hand was pulling at his
heart-strings, and that an eye was looking curiously into him, which sought
only evil, and found it. But he knew not that the eye and hand were mine! With
the superstition common to his brotherhood, he fancied himself given over to a
fiend, to be tortured with frightful dreams, and desperate thoughts, the sting
of remorse, and despair of pardon; as a foretaste of what awaits him beyond the
grave. But it was the constant shadow of my presence!—the closest propinquity
of the man whom he had most vilely wronged!—and who had grown to exist only by
this perpetual poison of the direst revenge! Yea, indeed!—he did not err!—there
was a fiend at his elbow! A mortal man, with once a human heart, has become a
fiend for his especial torment!”
The unfortunate physician, while uttering
these words, lifted his hands with a look of horror, as if he had beheld some
frightful shape, which he could not recognize, usurping the[209] place of his
own image in a glass. It was one of those moments—which sometimes occur only at
the interval of years—when a man’s moral aspect is faithfully revealed to his
mind’s eye. Not improbably, he had never before viewed himself as he did now.
“Hast thou not tortured him enough?” said
Hester, noticing the old man’s look. “Has he not paid thee all?”
“No!—no!—He has but increased the debt!”
answered the physician; and as he proceeded his manner lost its fiercer
characteristics, and subsided into gloom. “Dost thou remember me, Hester, as I
was nine years agone? Even then, I was in the autumn of my days, nor was it the
early autumn. But all my life had been made up of earnest, studious,
thoughtful, quiet years, bestowed faithfully for the increase of mine own
knowledge, and faithfully, too, though this latter object was but casual to the
other,—faithfully for the advancement of human welfare. No life had been more
peaceful and innocent than mine; few lives so rich with benefits conferred.
Dost thou remember me? Was I not, though you might deem me cold, nevertheless a
man thoughtful for others, craving little for himself,—kind, true, just, and of
constant, if not warm affections? Was I not all this?”
“All this, and more,” said Hester.
“And what am I now?” demanded he, looking
into her face, and permitting the whole evil within him to be written on his
features. “I have already told thee what I am! A fiend! Who made me so?”
“It was myself!” cried Hester,
shuddering. “It was I, not less than he. Why hast thou not avenged thyself on
me?”
“I have left thee to the scarlet letter,”
replied Roger Chillingworth. “If that have not avenged me, I can do no
more![210]”
He laid his finger on it, with a smile.
“It has avenged thee!” answered Hester
Prynne.
“I judged no less,” said the physician.
“And now, what wouldst thou with me touching this man?”
“I must reveal the secret,” answered
Hester, firmly. “He must discern thee in thy true character. What may be the
result, I know not. But this long debt of confidence, due from me to him, whose
bane and ruin I have been, shall at length be paid. So far as concerns the
overthrow or preservation of his fair fame and his earthly state, and perchance
his life, he is in thy hands. Nor do I,—whom the scarlet letter has disciplined
to truth, though it be the truth of red-hot iron, entering into the soul,—nor do
I perceive such advantage in his living any longer a life of ghastly emptiness,
that I shall stoop to implore thy mercy. Do with him as thou wilt! There is no
good for him,—no good for me,—no good for thee! There is no good for little
Pearl! There is no path to guide us out of this dismal maze!”
“Woman, I could wellnigh pity thee!” said
Roger Chillingworth, unable to restrain a thrill of admiration too; for there
was a quality almost majestic in the despair which she expressed. “Thou hadst
great elements. Peradventure, hadst thou met earlier with a better love than
mine, this evil had not been. I pity thee, for the good that has been wasted in
thy nature!”
“And I thee,” answered Hester Prynne,
“for the hatred that has transformed a wise and just man to a fiend! Wilt thou
yet purge it out of thee, and be once more human? If not for his sake, then
doubly for thine own! Forgive, and leave his further retribution to the Power
that claims it! I said, but now, that there could be no good event for him, or
thee, or[211] me, who are here wandering together in this gloomy maze of evil,
and stumbling, at every step, over the guilt wherewith we have strewn our path.
It is not so! There might be good for thee, and thee alone, since thou hast
been deeply wronged, and hast it at thy will to pardon. Wilt thou give up that
only privilege? Wilt thou reject that priceless benefit?”
“Peace, Hester, peace!” replied the old
man, with gloomy sternness. “It is not granted me to pardon. I have no such
power as thou tellest me of. My old faith, long forgotten, comes back to me,
and explains all that we do, and all we suffer. By thy first step awry thou
didst plant the germ of evil; but since that moment, it has all been a dark
necessity. Ye that have wronged me are not sinful, save in a kind of typical
illusion; neither am I fiend-like, who have snatched a fiend’s office from his
hands. It is our fate. Let the black flower blossom as it may! Now go thy ways,
and deal as thou wilt with yonder man.”
He waved his hand, and betook himself
again to his employment of gathering herbs.
Mandrake
[212]
XV.
HESTER AND PEARL.
S
o Roger Chillingworth—a deformed old
figure, with a face that haunted men’s memories longer than they liked—took
leave of Hester Prynne, and went stooping away along the earth. He gathered
here and there an herb, or grubbed up a root, and put it into the basket on his
arm. His gray beard almost touched the ground, as he crept onward. Hester gazed
after him a little while, looking with a half-fantastic curiosity to see
whether the tender grass of early spring would not be blighted beneath him, and
show the wavering track of his footsteps, sere and brown, across its cheerful
verdure. She wondered what sort of herbs they were, which the old man was so
sedulous to gather. Would not the earth, quickened to an evil purpose by the
sympathy of his eye, greet him with poisonous shrubs, of species hitherto
unknown, that would start up under his fingers? Or might it suffice him, that
every wholesome growth should be converted into something deleterious and
malignant at his touch? Did the sun, which shone so brightly everywhere else,
really fall upon him? Or was there, as it rather seemed, a circle of ominous
shadow moving along with his deformity, whichever way he turned himself? And
whither was he now going? Would he not suddenly sink into the earth, leaving a
barren and blasted spot, where, in due course of time, would be seen deadly
nightshade, dogwood, henbane, and whatever else of vegetable wickedness the
climate could produce, all flourishing with hideous luxuriance? Or would he
spread bat’s wings and flee away, looking so much the uglier, the higher he
rose towards heaven?
[213]He gathered herbs here and there
“Be it sin or no,” said Hester Prynne,
bitterly, as she still[214] gazed after him, “I hate the man!”
She upbraided herself for the sentiment,
but could not overcome or lessen it. Attempting to do so, she thought of those
long-past days, in a distant land, when he used to emerge at eventide from the
seclusion of his study, and sit down in the[215] firelight of their home, and
in the light of her nuptial smile. He needed to bask himself in that smile, he
said, in order that the chill of so many lonely hours among his books might be
taken off the scholar’s heart. Such scenes had once appeared not otherwise than
happy, but now, as viewed through the dismal medium of her subsequent life,
they classed themselves among her ugliest remembrances. She marvelled how such
scenes could have been! She marvelled how she could ever have been wrought upon
to marry him! She deemed it her crime most to be repented of, that she had ever
endured, and reciprocated, the lukewarm grasp of his hand, and had suffered the
smile of her lips and eyes to mingle and melt into his own. And it seemed a
fouler offence committed by Roger Chillingworth, than any which had since been
done him, that, in the time when her[216] heart knew no better, he had
persuaded her to fancy herself happy by his side.
“Yes, I hate him!” repeated Hester, more
bitterly than before. “He betrayed me! He has done me worse wrong than I did
him!”
Let men tremble to win the hand of woman,
unless they win along with it the utmost passion of her heart! Else it may be
their miserable fortune, as it was Roger Chillingworth’s, when some mightier
touch than their own may have awakened all her sensibilities, to be reproached
even for the calm content, the marble image of happiness, which they will have
imposed upon her as the warm reality. But Hester ought long ago to have done
with this injustice. What did it betoken? Had seven long years, under the torture
of the scarlet letter, inflicted so much of misery, and wrought out no
repentance?
The emotions of that brief space, while
she stood gazing after the crooked figure of old Roger Chillingworth, threw a
dark light on Hester’s state of mind, revealing much that she might not
otherwise have acknowledged to herself.
He being gone, she summoned back her
child.
“Pearl! Little Pearl! Where are you?”
[217]Pearl on the Sea-shore
Pearl, whose activity of spirit never
flagged, had been at no loss for amusement while her mother talked with the old
gatherer of herbs. At first, as already told, she had flirted fancifully with
her own image in a pool of water, beckoning the phantom forth, and—as it
declined to venture—seeking a passage for herself into its sphere of impalpable
earth and unattainable sky. Soon finding, however, that either she or the image
was unreal, she turned elsewhere for better pastime. She made little boats out of
birch-bark, and freighted them with snail-shells, and sent out more ventures on
the mighty deep than any merchant in New England; but the larger part of them
foundered near the shore. She seized a live horseshoe by the tail, and made
prize of several five-fingers, and laid out a jelly-fish to melt in the warm
sun. Then she took up the white foam, that streaked the line of the advancing
tide, and threw it upon the breeze, scampering after it, with winged footsteps,
to catch the great snow-flakes ere they fell. Perceiving a flock of
beach-birds, that fed and fluttered along the shore, the naughty child picked
up her apron full of pebbles, and, creeping from rock to rock after these small
sea-fowl, displayed remarkable dexterity in pelting them. One little gray bird,
with a white breast, Pearl was almost sure, had been hit by a pebble, and
fluttered away with a broken wing. But then the elf-child sighed, and gave up
her[218] sport; because it grieved her to have done harm to a little being that
was as wild as the sea-breeze, or as wild as Pearl herself.
Her final employment was to gather
sea-weed, of various kinds, and make herself a scarf, or mantle, and a
head-dress, and thus assume the aspect of a little mermaid. She inherited her
mother’s gift for devising drapery and costume. As the last touch to her
mermaid’s garb, Pearl took some eel-grass, and imitated, as best she could, on
her own bosom, the decoration with which she was so familiar on her mother’s. A
letter,—the letter A,—but freshly green, instead of scarlet! The child bent her
chin upon her breast, and contemplated this device with strange interest; even
as if the one only thing for which she had been sent into the world was to make
out its hidden import.
“I wonder if mother will ask me what it
means?” thought Pearl.
Just then, she heard her mother’s voice,
and flitting along as lightly as one of the little sea-birds, appeared before
Hester Prynne, dancing, laughing, and pointing her finger to the ornament upon
her bosom.
“My little Pearl,” said Hester, after a
moment’s silence, “the green letter, and on thy childish bosom, has no purport.
But dost thou know, my child, what this letter means which thy mother is doomed
to wear?”
“Yes, mother,” said the child. “It is the
great letter A. Thou hast taught me in the horn-book.”
Hester looked steadily into her little
face; but, though there was that singular expression which she had so often
remarked in her black eyes, she could not satisfy herself whether Pearl really
attached any meaning to the symbol. She felt a morbid desire to ascertain the
point.[219]
“Dost thou know, child, wherefore thy
mother wears this letter?”
“Truly do I!” answered Pearl, looking
brightly into her mother’s face. “It is for the same reason that the minister
keeps his hand over his heart!”
“And what reason is that?” asked Hester,
half smiling at the absurd incongruity of the child’s observation; but, on
second thoughts, turning pale. “What has the letter to do with any heart, save
mine?”
“Nay, mother, I have told all I know,”
said Pearl, more seriously than she was wont to speak. “Ask yonder old man whom
thou hast been talking with! It may be he can tell. But in good earnest now,
mother dear, what does this scarlet letter mean?—and why dost thou wear it on
thy bosom?—and why does the minister keep his hand over his heart?”
She took her mother’s hand in both her
own, and gazed into her eyes with an earnestness that was seldom seen in her
wild and capricious character. The thought occurred to Hester, that the child
might really be seeking to approach her with childlike confidence, and doing
what she could, and as intelligently as she knew how, to establish a
meeting-point of sympathy. It showed Pearl in an unwonted aspect. Heretofore,
the mother, while loving her child with the intensity of a sole affection, had
schooled herself to hope for little other return than the waywardness of an
April breeze; which spends its time in airy sport, and has its gusts of
inexplicable passion, and is petulant in its best of moods, and chills oftener
than caresses you, when you take it to your bosom; in requital of which
misdemeanors, it will sometimes, of its own vague purpose, kiss your cheek with
a kind of doubtful tenderness, and play gently with your hair, and then[220] be
gone about its other idle business, leaving a dreamy pleasure at your heart.
And this, moreover, was a mother’s estimate of the child’s disposition. Any
other observer might have seen few but unamiable traits, and have given them a
far darker coloring. But now the idea came strongly into Hester’s mind, that
Pearl, with her remarkable precocity and acuteness, might already have
approached the age when she could be made a friend, and intrusted with as much
of her mother’s sorrows as could be imparted, without irreverence either to the
parent or the child. In the little chaos of Pearl’s character there might be
seen emerging—and could have been, from the very first—the steadfast principles
of an unflinching courage,—an uncontrollable will,—a sturdy pride, which might
be disciplined into self-respect,—and a bitter scorn of many things, which,
when examined, might be found to have the taint of falsehood in them. She
possessed affections, too, though hitherto acrid and disagreeable, as are the
richest flavors of unripe fruit. With all these sterling attributes, thought
Hester, the evil which she inherited from her mother must be great indeed, if a
noble woman do not grow out of this elfish child.
Pearl’s inevitable tendency to hover
about the enigma of the scarlet letter seemed an innate quality of her being.
From the earliest epoch of her conscious life, she had entered upon this as her
appointed mission. Hester had often fancied that Providence had a design of
justice and retribution, in endowing the child with this marked propensity; but
never, until now, had she bethought herself to ask, whether, linked with that
design, there might not likewise be a purpose of mercy and beneficence. If little
Pearl were entertained with faith and trust, as a spirit messenger no less than
an earthly child, might it not be her[221] errand to soothe away the sorrow
that lay cold in her mother’s heart, and converted it into a tomb?—and to help
her to overcome the passion, once so wild, and even yet neither dead nor
asleep, but only imprisoned within the same tomb-like heart?
Such were some of the thoughts that now
stirred in Hester’s mind, with as much vivacity of impression as if they had
actually been whispered into her ear. And there was little Pearl, all this
while, holding her mother’s hand in both her own, and turning her face upward,
while she put these searching questions, once, and again, and still a third
time.
“What does the letter mean, mother?—and
why dost thou wear it?—and why does the minister keep his hand over his heart?”
“What shall I say?” thought Hester to
herself. “No! If this be the price of the child’s sympathy, I cannot pay it.”
Then she spoke aloud.
“Silly Pearl,” said she, “what questions
are these? There are many things in this world that a child must not ask about.
What know I of the minister’s heart? And as for the scarlet letter, I wear it
for the sake of its gold-thread.”
In all the seven bygone years, Hester
Prynne had never before been false to the symbol on her bosom. It may be that
it was the talisman of a stern and severe, but yet a guardian spirit, who now
forsook her; as recognizing that, in spite of his strict watch over her heart,
some new evil had crept into it, or some old one had never been expelled. As
for little Pearl, the earnestness soon passed out of her face.
But the child did not see fit to let the
matter drop. Two or three times, as her mother and she went homeward, and as
often at supper-time, and while Hester was putting her to bed,[222] and once
after she seemed to be fairly asleep, Pearl looked up, with mischief gleaming
in her black eyes.
“Mother,” said she, “what does the
scarlet letter mean?”
And the next morning, the first
indication the child gave of being awake was by popping up her head from the
pillow, and making that other inquiry, which she had so unaccountably connected
with her investigations about the scarlet letter:—
“Mother!—Mother!—Why does the minister
keep his hand over his heart?”
“Hold thy tongue, naughty child!”
answered her mother, with an asperity that she had never permitted to herself
before. “Do not tease me; else I shall shut thee into the dark closet!”
[223]
XVI.
A FOREST WALK.
H
ester Prynne remained constant in her
resolve to make known to Mr. Dimmesdale, at whatever risk of present pain or
ulterior consequences, the true character of the man who had crept into his
intimacy. For several days, however, she vainly sought an opportunity of
addressing him in some of the meditative walks which she knew him to be in the
habit of taking, along the shores of the peninsula, or on the wooded hills of
the neighboring country. There would have been no scandal, indeed, nor peril to
the holy whiteness of the clergyman’s good fame, had she visited him in his own
study; where many a penitent, ere now, had confessed sins of perhaps as deep a
dye as the one betokened by the scarlet letter. But, partly that she dreaded
the secret or undisguised interference of old Roger Chillingworth, and partly
that her conscious heart imputed suspicion where none could have been felt, and
partly that both the minister and she would need the whole wide world to
breathe in, while[224] they talked together,—for all these reasons, Hester
never thought of meeting him in any narrower privacy than beneath the open sky.
At last, while attending in a
sick-chamber, whither the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale had been summoned to make a
prayer, she learnt that he had gone, the day before, to visit the Apostle
Eliot, among his Indian converts. He would probably return, by a certain hour,
in the afternoon of the morrow. Betimes, therefore, the next day, Hester took
little Pearl,—who was necessarily the companion of all her mother’s
expeditions, however inconvenient her presence,—and set forth.
The road, after the two wayfarers had
crossed from the peninsula to the mainland, was no other than a footpath. It
straggled onward into the mystery of the primeval forest. This hemmed it in so
narrowly, and stood so black and dense on either side, and disclosed such
imperfect glimpses of the sky above, that, to Hester’s mind, it imaged not
amiss the moral wilderness in which she had so long been wandering. The day was
chill and sombre. Overhead was a gray expanse of cloud, slightly stirred,
however, by a breeze; so that a gleam of flickering sunshine might now and then
be seen at its solitary play along the path. This flitting cheerfulness was
always at the farther extremity of some long vista through the forest. The
sportive sunlight—feebly sportive, at best, in the predominant pensiveness of
the day and scene—withdrew itself as they came nigh, and left the spots where
it had danced the drearier, because they had hoped to find them bright.
“Mother,” said little Pearl, “the
sunshine does not love you. It runs away and hides itself, because it is afraid
of something on your bosom. Now, see! There it is, playing, a good way[225]
off. Stand you here, and let me run and catch it. I am but a child. It will not
flee from me; for I wear nothing on my bosom yet!”
“Nor ever will, my child, I hope,” said
Hester.
“And why not, mother?” asked Pearl,
stopping short, just at the beginning of her race. “Will not it come of its own
accord, when I am a woman grown?”
“Run away, child,” answered her mother,
“and catch the sunshine! It will soon be gone.”
Pearl set forth, at a great pace, and, as
Hester smiled to perceive, did actually catch the sunshine, and stood laughing
in the midst of it, all brightened by its splendor, and scintillating with the
vivacity excited by rapid motion. The light lingered about the lonely child, as
if glad of such a playmate, until her mother had drawn almost nigh enough to
step into the magic circle too.
“It will go now,” said Pearl, shaking her
head.
“See!” answered Hester, smiling. “Now I
can stretch out my hand, and grasp some of it.”
As she attempted to do so, the sunshine
vanished; or, to judge from the bright expression that was dancing on Pearl’s
features, her mother could have fancied that the child had absorbed it into
herself, and would give it forth again, with a gleam about her path, as they
should plunge into some gloomier shade. There was no other attribute that so
much impressed her with a sense of new and untransmitted vigor in Pearl’s
nature, as this never-failing vivacity of spirits; she had not the disease of
sadness, which almost all children, in these latter days, inherit, with the
scrofula, from the troubles of their ancestors. Perhaps this too was a disease,
and but the reflex of the wild energy with which Hester had fought against her
sorrows, before[226] Pearl’s birth. It was certainly a doubtful charm,
imparting a hard, metallic lustre to the child’s character. She wanted—what
some people want throughout life—a grief that should deeply touch her, and thus
humanize and make her capable of sympathy. But there was time enough yet for
little Pearl.
“Come, my child!” said Hester, looking
about her from the spot where Pearl had stood still in the sunshine. “We will
sit down a little way within the wood, and rest ourselves.”
“I am not aweary, mother,” replied the
little girl. “But you may sit down, if you will tell me a story meanwhile.”
“A story, child!” said Hester. “And about
what?”
“O, a story about the Black Man,”
answered Pearl, taking hold of her mother’s gown, and looking up, half
earnestly, half mischievously, into her face. “How he haunts this forest, and
carries a book with him,—a big, heavy book, with iron clasps; and how this ugly
Black Man offers his book and an iron pen to everybody that meets him here
among the trees; and they are to write their names with their own blood. And
then he sets his mark on their bosoms! Didst thou ever meet the Black Man,
mother?”
“And who told you this story, Pearl?”
asked her mother, recognizing a common superstition of the period.
“It was the old dame in the
chimney-corner, at the house where you watched last night,” said the child.
“But she fancied me asleep while she was talking of it. She said that a
thousand and a thousand people had met him here, and had written in his book, and
have his mark on them. And that ugly-tempered lady, old Mistress Hibbins, was
one. And, mother, the old dame said that this scarlet letter was the Black
Man’s mark on thee, and that it glows like a red flame when thou meetest
him[227] at midnight, here in the dark wood. Is it true, mother? And dost thou
go to meet him in the night-time?”
“Didst thou ever awake, and find thy
mother gone?” asked Hester.
“Not that I remember,” said the child.
“If thou fearest to leave me in our cottage, thou mightest take me along with
thee. I would very gladly go! But, mother, tell me now! Is there such a Black
Man? And didst thou ever meet him? And is this his mark?”
“Wilt thou let me be at peace, if I once
tell thee?” asked her mother.
“Yes, if thou tellest me all,” answered
Pearl.
“Once in my life I met the Black Man!”
said her mother. “This scarlet letter is his mark!”
Thus conversing, they entered
sufficiently deep into the wood to secure themselves from the observation of
any casual passenger along the forest track. Here they sat down on a luxuriant
heap of moss; which, at some epoch of the preceding century, had been a
gigantic pine, with its roots and trunk in the darksome shade, and its head
aloft in the upper atmosphere. It was a little dell where they had seated
themselves, with a leaf-strewn bank rising gently on either side, and a brook
flowing through the midst, over a bed of fallen and drowned leaves. The trees
impending over it had flung down great branches, from time to time, which
choked up the current and compelled it to form eddies and black depths at some
points; while, in its swifter and livelier passages, there appeared a
channel-way of pebbles, and brown, sparkling sand. Letting the eyes follow
along the course of the stream, they could catch the reflected light from its
water, at some short distance within the forest,[228] but soon lost all traces
of it amid the bewilderment of tree-trunks and underbrush, and here and there a
huge rock covered over with gray lichens. All these giant trees and bowlders of
granite seemed intent on making a mystery of the course of this small brook;
fearing, perhaps, that, with its never-ceasing loquacity, it should whisper
tales out of the heart of the old forest whence it flowed, or mirror its
revelations on the smooth surface of a pool. Continually, indeed, as it stole
onward, the streamlet kept up a babble, kind, quiet, soothing, but melancholy,
like the voice of a young child that was spending its infancy without
playfulness, and knew not how to be merry among sad acquaintance and events of
sombre hue.
“O brook! O foolish and tiresome little
brook!” cried Pearl, after listening awhile to its talk. “Why art thou so sad?
Pluck up a spirit, and do not be all the time sighing and murmuring!”
But the brook, in the course of its
little lifetime among the forest-trees, had gone through so solemn an
experience that it could not help talking about it, and seemed to have nothing
else to say. Pearl resembled the brook, inasmuch as the current of her life
gushed from a well-spring as mysterious, and had flowed through scenes shadowed
as heavily with gloom. But, unlike the little stream, she danced and sparkled,
and prattled airily along her course.
“What does this sad little brook say,
mother?” inquired she.
“If thou hadst a sorrow of thine own, the
brook might tell thee of it,” answered her mother, “even as it is telling me of
mine! But now, Pearl, I hear a footstep along the path, and the noise of one
putting aside the branches. I would have thee betake thyself to play, and leave
me to speak with him that comes yonder.[229]”
“Is it the Black Man?” asked Pearl.
“Wilt thou go and play, child?” repeated
her mother. “But do not stray far into the wood. And take heed that thou come
at my first call.”
“Yes, mother,” answered Pearl. “But if it
be the Black Man, wilt thou not let me stay a moment, and look at him, with his
big book under his arm?”
“Go, silly child!” said her mother,
impatiently. “It is no Black Man! Thou canst see him now, through the trees. It
is the minister!”
“And so it is!” said the child. “And,
mother, he has his hand over his heart! Is it because, when the minister wrote
his name in the book, the Black Man set his mark in that place? But why does he
not wear it outside his bosom, as thou dost, mother?”
“Go now, child, and thou shalt tease me
as thou wilt another time,” cried Hester Prynne. “But do not stray far. Keep
where thou canst hear the babble of the brook.”
The child went singing away, following up
the current of the brook, and striving to mingle a more lightsome cadence with
its melancholy voice. But the little stream would not be comforted, and still
kept telling its unintelligible secret of some very mournful mystery that had
happened—or making a prophetic lamentation about something that was yet to
happen—within the verge of the dismal forest. So Pearl, who had enough of
shadow in her own little life, chose to break off all acquaintance with this
repining brook. She set herself, therefore, to gathering violets and
wood-anemones, and some scarlet columbines that she found growing in the
crevices of a high rock.
When her elf-child had departed, Hester
Prynne made a step[230] or two towards the track that led through the forest,
but still remained under the deep shadow of the trees. She beheld the minister
advancing along the path, entirely alone, and leaning on a staff which he had
cut by the wayside. He looked haggard and feeble, and betrayed a nerveless
despondency in his air, which had never so remarkably characterized him in his
walks about the settlement, nor in any other situation where he deemed himself liable
to notice. Here it was wofully visible, in this intense seclusion of the
forest, which of itself would have been a heavy trial to the spirits. There was
a listlessness in his gait; as if he saw no reason for taking one step farther,
nor felt any desire to do so, but would have been glad, could he be glad of
anything, to fling himself down at the root of the nearest tree, and lie there
passive, forevermore. The leaves might bestrew him, and the soil gradually
accumulate and form a little hillock over his frame, no matter whether there
were life in it or no. Death was too definite an object to be wished for, or
avoided.
To Hester’s eye, the Reverend Mr.
Dimmesdale exhibited no symptom of positive and vivacious suffering, except
that, as little Pearl had remarked, he kept his hand over his heart.
[231]
XVII.
THE PASTOR AND HIS PARISHIONER.
S
lowly as the minister walked, he had
almost gone by, before Hester Prynne could gather voice enough to attract his
observation. At length, she succeeded.
“Arthur Dimmesdale!” she said, faintly at
first; then louder, but hoarsely. “Arthur Dimmesdale!”
“Who speaks?” answered the minister.
Gathering himself quickly up, he stood
more erect, like a man taken by surprise in a mood to which he was reluctant to
have witnesses. Throwing his eyes anxiously in the direction of the voice, he
indistinctly beheld a form under the trees, clad in garments so sombre, and so
little relieved from the gray twilight into which the clouded sky and the heavy
foliage had darkened the noontide, that he knew not whether it were a woman or
a shadow. It may be, that his pathway through life was haunted thus, by a spectre
that had stolen out from among his thoughts.
He made a step nigher, and discovered the
scarlet letter.[232]
“Hester! Hester Prynne!” said he. “Is it
thou? Art thou in life?”
“Even so!” she answered. “In such life as
has been mine these seven years past! And thou, Arthur Dimmesdale, dost thou
yet live?”
It was no wonder that they thus
questioned one another’s actual and bodily existence, and even doubted of their
own. So strangely did they meet, in the dim wood, that it was like the first
encounter, in the world beyond the grave, of two spirits who had been
intimately connected in their former life, but now stood coldly shuddering, in
mutual dread; as not yet familiar with their state, nor wonted to the
companionship of disembodied beings. Each a ghost, and awe-stricken at the
other ghost! They were awe-stricken likewise at themselves; because the crisis
flung back to them their consciousness, and revealed to each heart its history
and experience, as life never does, except at such breathless epochs. The soul
beheld its features in the mirror of the passing moment. It was with fear, and
tremulously, and, as it were, by a slow, reluctant necessity, that Arthur
Dimmesdale put forth his hand, chill as death, and touched the chill hand of
Hester Prynne. The grasp, cold as it was, took away what was dreariest in the
interview. They now felt themselves, at least, inhabitants of the same sphere.
Without a word more spoken,—neither he
nor she assuming the guidance, but with an unexpressed consent,—they glided
back into the shadow of the woods, whence Hester had emerged, and sat down on
the heap of moss where she and Pearl had before been sitting. When they found
voice to speak, it was, at first, only to utter remarks and inquiries such as
any two acquaintance might have made, about the gloomy sky, the
threatening[233] storm, and, next, the health of each. Thus they went onward,
not boldly, but step by step, into the themes that were brooding deepest in
their hearts. So long estranged by fate and circumstances, they needed
something slight and casual to run before, and throw open the doors of
intercourse, so that their real thoughts might be led across the threshold.
After a while, the minister fixed his
eyes on Hester Prynne’s.
“Hester,” said he, “hast thou found
peace?”
She smiled drearily, looking down upon
her bosom.
“Hast thou?” she asked.
“None!—nothing but despair!” he answered.
“What else could I look for, being what I am, and leading such a life as mine?
Were I an atheist,—a man devoid of conscience,—a wretch with coarse and brutal
instincts,—I might have found peace, long ere now. Nay, I never should have
lost it! But, as matters stand with my soul, whatever of good capacity there
originally was in me, all of God’s gifts that were the choicest have become the
ministers of spiritual torment. Hester, I am most miserable!”
“The people reverence thee,” said Hester.
“And surely thou workest good among them! Doth this bring thee no comfort?”
“More misery, Hester!—only the more
misery!” answered the clergyman, with a bitter smile. “As concerns the good
which I may appear to do, I have no faith in it. It must needs be a delusion.
What can a ruined soul, like mine, effect towards the redemption of other
souls?—or a polluted soul towards their purification? And as for the people’s
reverence, would that it were turned to scorn and hatred! Canst thou deem it,
Hester, a consolation, that I must stand up in my pulpit, and meet so many eyes
turned upward to my face, as if the light[234] of heaven were beaming from
it!—must see my flock hungry for the truth, and listening to my words as if a
tongue of Pentecost were speaking!—and then look inward, and discern the black
reality of what they idolize? I have laughed, in bitterness and agony of heart,
at the contrast between what I seem and what I am! And Satan laughs at it!”
“You wrong yourself in this,” said
Hester, gently. “You have deeply and sorely repented. Your sin is left behind
you, in the days long past. Your present life is not less holy, in very truth,
than it seems in people’s eyes. Is there no reality in the penitence thus
sealed and witnessed by good works? And wherefore should it not bring you
peace?”
“No, Hester, no!” replied the clergyman.
“There is no substance in it! It is cold and dead, and can do nothing for me!
Of penance, I have had enough! Of penitence, there has been none! Else, I
should long ago have thrown off these garments of mock holiness, and have shown
myself to mankind as they will see me at the judgment-seat. Happy are you,
Hester, that wear the scarlet letter openly upon your bosom! Mine burns in
secret! Thou little knowest what a relief it is, after the torment of a seven
years’ cheat, to look into an eye that recognizes me for what I am! Had I one
friend,—or were it my worst enemy!—to whom, when sickened with the praises of
all other men, I could daily betake myself, and be known as the vilest of all
sinners, methinks my soul might keep itself alive thereby. Even thus much of
truth would save me! But, now, it is all falsehood!—all emptiness!—all death!”
Hester Prynne looked into his face, but
hesitated to speak. Yet, uttering his long-restrained emotions so vehemently as
he did, his words here offered her the very point of circumstances[235] in
which to interpose what she came to say. She conquered her fears, and spoke.
“Such a friend as thou hast even now
wished for,” said she, “with whom to weep over thy sin, thou hast in me, the
partner of it!”—Again she hesitated, but brought out the words with an
effort.—“Thou hast long had such an enemy, and dwellest with him, under the
same roof!”
The minister started to his feet, gasping
for breath, and clutching at his heart, as if he would have torn it out of his
bosom.
“Ha! What sayest thou!” cried he. “An
enemy! And under mine own roof! What mean you?”
Hester Prynne was now fully sensible of
the deep injury for which she was responsible to this unhappy man, in
permitting him to lie for so many years, or, indeed, for a single moment, at
the mercy of one whose purposes could not be other than malevolent. The very
contiguity of his enemy, beneath whatever mask the latter might conceal
himself, was enough to disturb the magnetic sphere of a being so sensitive as
Arthur Dimmesdale. There had been a period when Hester was less alive to this
consideration; or, perhaps, in the misanthropy of her own trouble, she left the
minister to bear what she might picture to herself as a more tolerable doom.
But of late, since the night of his vigil, all her sympathies towards him had
been both softened and invigorated. She now read his heart more accurately. She
doubted not, that the continual presence of Roger Chillingworth,—the secret
poison of his malignity, infecting all the air about him,—and his authorized
interference, as a physician, with the minister’s physical and spiritual
infirmities,—that these bad opportunities had been turned to a cruel purpose.
By means of them, the sufferer’s conscience had been[236] kept in an irritated
state, the tendency of which was, not to cure by wholesome pain, but to
disorganize and corrupt his spiritual being. Its result, on earth, could hardly
fail to be insanity, and hereafter, that eternal alienation from the Good and
True, of which madness is perhaps the earthly type.
Such was the ruin to which she had
brought the man, once,—nay, why should we not speak it?—still so passionately
loved! Hester felt that the sacrifice of the clergyman’s good name, and death
itself, as she had already told Roger Chillingworth, would have been infinitely
preferable to the alternative which she had taken upon herself to choose. And
now, rather than have had this grievous wrong to confess, she would gladly have
lain down on the forest-leaves, and died there, at Arthur Dimmesdale’s feet.
“O Arthur,” cried she, “forgive me! In
all things else, I have striven to be true! Truth was the one virtue which I
might have held fast, and did hold fast, through all extremity; save when thy
good,—thy life,—thy fame,—were put in question! Then I consented to a
deception. But a lie is never good, even though death threaten on the other
side! Dost thou not see what I would say? That old man!—the physician!—he whom
they call Roger Chillingworth!—he was my husband!”
[237]Wilt thou yet forgive me?
The minister looked at her, for an
instant, with all that violence of passion, which—intermixed, in more shapes
than one, with his higher, purer, softer qualities—was, in fact, the portion of
him which the Devil claimed, and through which he sought[238] to win the rest.
Never was there a blacker or a fiercer frown than Hester now encountered. For
the brief space that it lasted, it was a dark transfiguration. But his
character had been so[239] much enfeebled by suffering, that even its lower
energies were incapable of more than a temporary struggle. He sank down on the
ground, and buried his face in his hands.
“I might have known it,” murmured he. “I
did know it! Was not the secret told me, in the natural recoil of my heart, at
the first sight of him, and as often as I have seen him since? Why did I not
understand? O Hester Prynne, thou little, little knowest all the horror of this
thing! And the shame!—the indelicacy!—the horrible ugliness of this exposure of
a sick and guilty heart to the very eye that would gloat over it! Woman, woman,
thou art accountable for this! I cannot forgive thee!”
“Thou shalt forgive me!” cried Hester,
flinging herself on the fallen leaves beside him. “Let God punish! Thou shalt
forgive!”
With sudden and desperate tenderness, she
threw her arms around him, and pressed his head against her bosom; little
caring though his cheek rested on the scarlet letter. He would have released
himself, but strove in vain to do so. Hester would not set him free, lest he
should look her sternly in the face. All the world had frowned on her,—for
seven long years had it frowned upon this lonely woman,—and still she bore it
all, nor ever once turned away her firm, sad eyes. Heaven, likewise, had
frowned upon her, and she had not died. But the frown of this pale, weak,
sinful, and sorrow-stricken man was what Hester could not bear and live!
“Wilt thou yet forgive me?” she repeated,
over and over again. “Wilt thou not frown? Wilt thou forgive?”
“I do forgive you, Hester,” replied the
minister, at length, with a deep utterance, out of an abyss of sadness, but no
anger.[240] “I freely forgive you now. May God forgive us both! We are not,
Hester, the worst sinners in the world. There is one worse than even the
polluted priest! That old man’s revenge has been blacker than my sin. He has
violated, in cold blood, the sanctity of a human heart. Thou and I, Hester,
never did so!”
“Never, never!” whispered she. “What we
did had a consecration of its own. We felt it so! We said so to each other!
Hast thou forgotten it?”
“Hush, Hester!” said Arthur Dimmesdale,
rising from the ground. “No; I have not forgotten!”
They sat down again, side by side, and
hand clasped in hand, on the mossy trunk of the fallen tree. Life had never
brought them a gloomier hour; it was the point whither their pathway had so
long been tending, and darkening ever, as it stole along;—and yet it enclosed a
charm that made them linger upon it, and claim another, and another, and, after
all, another moment. The forest was obscure around them, and creaked with a
blast that was passing through it. The boughs were tossing heavily above their
heads; while one solemn old tree groaned dolefully to another, as if telling
the sad story of the pair that sat beneath, or constrained to forebode evil to
come.
And yet they lingered. How dreary looked
the forest-track that led backward to the settlement, where Hester Prynne must
take up again the burden of her ignominy, and the minister the hollow mockery
of his good name! So they lingered an instant longer. No golden light had ever
been so precious as the gloom of this dark forest. Here, seen only by his eyes,
the scarlet letter need not burn into the bosom of the fallen woman! Here, seen
only by her eyes, Arthur Dimmesdale, false to God and man, might be, for one
moment, true![241]
He started at a thought that suddenly
occurred to him.
“Hester,” cried he, “here is a new
horror! Roger Chillingworth knows your purpose to reveal his true character.
Will he continue, then, to keep our secret? What will now be the course of his
revenge?”
“There is a strange secrecy in his
nature,” replied Hester, thoughtfully; “and it has grown upon him by the hidden
practices of his revenge. I deem it not likely that he will betray the secret.
He will doubtless seek other means of satiating his dark passion.”
“And I!—how am I to live longer,
breathing the same air with this deadly enemy?” exclaimed Arthur Dimmesdale,
shrinking within himself, and pressing his hand nervously against his heart,—a
gesture that had grown involuntary with him.
“Think for me, Hester! Thou art strong.
Resolve for me!”
“Thou must dwell no longer with this
man,” said Hester, slowly and firmly. “Thy heart must be no longer under his
evil eye!”
“It were far worse than death!” replied
the minister. “But how to avoid it? What choice remains to me? Shall I lie down
again on these withered leaves, where I cast myself when thou didst tell me
what he was? Must I sink down there, and die at once?”
“Alas, what a ruin has befallen thee!”
said Hester, with the tears gushing into her eyes. “Wilt thou die for very
weakness? There is no other cause!”
“The judgment of God is on me,” answered
the conscience-stricken priest. “It is too mighty for me to struggle with!”
“Heaven would show mercy,” rejoined
Hester, “hadst thou but the strength to take advantage of it.[242]”
“Be thou strong for me!” answered he.
“Advise me what to do.”
“Is the world, then, so narrow?”
exclaimed Hester Prynne, fixing her deep eyes on the minister’s, and
instinctively exercising a magnetic power over a spirit so shattered and
subdued that it could hardly hold itself erect. “Doth the universe lie within the
compass of yonder town, which only a little time ago was but a leaf-strewn
desert, as lonely as this around us? Whither leads yonder forest-track?
Backward to the settlement, thou sayest! Yes; but onward, too. Deeper it goes,
and deeper, into the wilderness, less plainly to be seen at every step; until,
some few miles hence, the yellow leaves will show no vestige of the white man’s
tread. There thou art free! So brief a journey would bring thee from a world
where thou hast been most wretched, to one where thou mayest still be happy! Is
there not shade enough in all this boundless forest to hide thy heart from the
gaze of Roger Chillingworth?”
“Yes, Hester; but only under the fallen
leaves!” replied the minister, with a sad smile.
“Then there is the broad pathway of the
sea!” continued Hester. “It brought thee hither. If thou so choose, it will
bear thee back again. In our native land, whether in some remote rural village
or in vast London,—or, surely, in Germany, in France, in pleasant Italy,—thou
wouldst be beyond his power and knowledge! And what hast thou to do with all
these iron men, and their opinions? They have kept thy better part in bondage
too long already!”
“It cannot be!” answered the minister,
listening as if he were called upon to realize a dream. “I am powerless to go!
Wretched and sinful as I am, I have had no other thought[243] than to drag on
my earthly existence in the sphere where Providence hath placed me. Lost as my
own soul is, I would still do what I may for other human souls! I dare not quit
my post, though an unfaithful sentinel, whose sure reward is death and
dishonor, when his dreary watch shall come to an end!”
“Thou art crushed under this seven years’
weight of misery,” replied Hester, fervently resolved to buoy him up with her
own energy. “But thou shalt leave it all behind thee! It shall not cumber thy
steps, as thou treadest along the forest-path; neither shalt thou freight the
ship with it, if thou prefer to cross the sea. Leave this wreck and ruin here
where it hath happened. Meddle no more with it! Begin all anew! Hast thou
exhausted possibility in the failure of this one trial? Not so! The future is
yet full of trial and success. There is happiness to be enjoyed! There is good
to be done! Exchange this false life of thine for a true one. Be, if thy spirit
summon thee to such a mission, the teacher and apostle of the red men. Or,—as
is more thy nature,—be a scholar and a sage among the wisest and the most
renowned of the cultivated world. Preach! Write! Act! Do anything, save to lie
down and die! Give up this name of Arthur Dimmesdale, and make thyself another,
and a high one, such as thou canst wear without fear or shame. Why shouldst
thou tarry so much as one other day in the torments that have so gnawed into
thy life!—that have made thee feeble to will and to do!—that will leave thee
powerless even to repent! Up, and away!”
“O Hester!” cried Arthur Dimmesdale, in
whose eyes a fitful light, kindled by her enthusiasm, flashed up and died away,
“thou tellest of running a race to a man whose knees are tottering beneath him!
I must die here! There is not the[244] strength or courage left me to venture
into the wide, strange, difficult world, alone!”
It was the last expression of the
despondency of a broken spirit. He lacked energy to grasp the better fortune
that seemed within his reach.
He repeated the word.
“Alone, Hester!”
“Thou shalt not go alone!” answered she,
in a deep whisper.
Then, all was spoken!
[245]
XVIII.
A FLOOD OF SUNSHINE.
A
rthur Dimmesdale gazed into Hester’s face
with a look in which hope and joy shone out, indeed, but with fear betwixt
them, and a kind of horror at her boldness, who had spoken what he vaguely
hinted at, but dared not speak.
But Hester Prynne, with a mind of native
courage and activity, and for so long a period not merely estranged, but
outlawed, from society, had habituated herself to such latitude of speculation
as was altogether foreign to the clergyman. She had wandered, without rule or
guidance, in a moral wilderness; as vast, as intricate and shadowy, as the
untamed forest, amid the gloom of which they were now holding a colloquy that
was to decide their fate. Her intellect and heart had their home, as it were,
in desert places, where she roamed as freely as the wild Indian in his woods.
For years past she had looked from this estranged point of view at human
institutions, and whatever priests or legislators had established; criticising
all with hardly more reverence[246] than the Indian would feel for the clerical
band, the judicial robe, the pillory, the gallows, the fireside, or the church.
The tendency of her fate and fortunes had been to set her free. The scarlet
letter was her passport into regions where other women dared not tread. Shame,
Despair, Solitude! These had been her teachers,—stern and wild ones,—and they
had made her strong, but taught her much amiss.
The minister, on the other hand, had
never gone through an experience calculated to lead him beyond the scope of
generally received laws; although, in a single instance, he had so fearfully
transgressed one of the most sacred of them. But this had been a sin of
passion, not of principle, nor even purpose. Since that wretched epoch, he had
watched, with morbid zeal and minuteness, not his acts,—for those it was easy
to arrange,—but each breath of emotion, and his every thought. At the head of
the social system, as the clergymen of that day stood, he was only the more
trammelled by its regulations, its principles, and even its prejudices. As a
priest, the framework of his order inevitably hemmed him in. As a man who had
once sinned, but who kept his conscience all alive and painfully sensitive by
the fretting of an unhealed wound, he might have been supposed safer within the
line of virtue than if he had never sinned at all.
Thus, we seem to see that, as regarded
Hester Prynne, the whole seven years of outlaw and ignominy had been little
other than a preparation for this very hour. But Arthur Dimmesdale! Were such a
man once more to fall, what plea could be urged in extenuation of his crime?
None; unless it avail him somewhat, that he was broken down by long and
exquisite suffering; that his mind was darkened and confused by the very[247]
remorse which harrowed it; that, between fleeing as an avowed criminal, and
remaining as a hypocrite, conscience might find it hard to strike the balance;
that it was human to avoid the peril of death and infamy, and the inscrutable
machinations of an enemy; that, finally, to this poor pilgrim, on his dreary
and desert path, faint, sick, miserable, there appeared a glimpse of human
affection and sympathy, a new life, and a true one, in exchange for the heavy
doom which he was now expiating. And be the stern and sad truth spoken, that
the breach which guilt has once made into the human soul is never, in this
mortal state, repaired. It may be watched and guarded; so that the enemy shall
not force his way again into the citadel, and might even, in his subsequent
assaults, select some other avenue, in preference to that where he had formerly
succeeded. But there is still the ruined wall, and, near it, the stealthy tread
of the foe that would win over again his unforgotten triumph.
The struggle, if there were one, need not
be described. Let it suffice, that the clergyman resolved to flee, and not
alone.
“If, in all these past seven years,”
thought he, “I could recall one instant of peace or hope, I would yet endure,
for the sake of that earnest of Heaven’s mercy. But now,—since I am irrevocably
doomed,—wherefore should I not snatch the solace allowed to the condemned
culprit before his execution? Or, if this be the path to a better life, as
Hester would persuade me, I surely give up no fairer prospect by pursuing it!
Neither can I any longer live without her companionship; so powerful is she to
sustain,—so tender to soothe! O Thou to whom I dare not lift mine eyes, wilt
Thou yet pardon me!”
“Thou wilt go!” said Hester, calmly, as
he met her glance.
The decision once made, a glow of strange
enjoyment threw[248] its flickering brightness over the trouble of his breast.
It was the exhilarating effect—upon a prisoner just escaped from the dungeon of
his own heart—of breathing the wild, free atmosphere of an unredeemed,
unchristianized, lawless region. His spirit rose, as it were, with a bound, and
attained a nearer prospect of the sky, than throughout all the misery which had
kept him grovelling on the earth. Of a deeply religious temperament, there was
inevitably a tinge of the devotional in his mood.
“Do I feel joy again?” cried he,
wondering at himself. “Methought the germ of it was dead in me! O Hester, thou
art my better angel! I seem to have flung myself—sick, sin-stained, and
sorrow-blackened—down upon these forest-leaves, and to have risen up all made
anew, and with new powers to glorify Him that hath been merciful! This is
already the better life! Why did we not find it sooner?”
“Let us not look back,” answered Hester
Prynne. “The past is gone! Wherefore should we linger upon it now? See! With
this symbol, I undo it all, and make it as it had never been!”
So speaking, she undid the clasp that
fastened the scarlet letter, and, taking it from her bosom, threw it to a
distance among the withered leaves. The mystic token alighted on the hither
verge of the stream. With a hand’s breadth farther flight it would have fallen
into the water, and have given the little brook another woe to carry onward,
besides the unintelligible tale which it still kept murmuring about. But there
lay the embroidered letter, glittering like a lost jewel, which some ill-fated
wanderer might pick up, and thenceforth be haunted by strange phantoms of
guilt, sinkings of the heart, and unaccountable misfortune.
[249]A Gleam of Sunshine
The stigma gone, Hester heaved a long,
deep sigh, in which the burden of shame and anguish departed from her spirit. O
exquisite relief! She had not known the weight, until she felt the freedom! By
another impulse, she took off the formal cap that confined her hair; and down
it fell upon her shoulders, dark and rich, with at once a shadow and a light in
its abundance, and imparting the charm of softness to her features. There
played around her mouth, and beamed out of her eyes, a radiant and tender smile,
that seemed gushing from the very heart of[250] womanhood. A crimson flush was
glowing on her cheek, that had been long so pale. Her sex, her youth, and the
whole richness of her beauty, came back from what men call the irrevocable
past, and clustered themselves, with her maiden hope, and a happiness before
unknown, within the magic circle of this hour. And, as if the gloom of the
earth and sky had been but the effluence of these two mortal hearts, it
vanished with their sorrow. All at once, as with a sudden smile of heaven,
forth burst the sunshine, pouring a very flood into the obscure forest,
gladdening each green leaf, transmuting the yellow fallen ones to gold, and
gleaming adown the gray trunks of the solemn trees. The objects that had made a
shadow hitherto, embodied the brightness now. The course of the little brook
might be traced by its merry gleam afar into the wood’s heart of mystery, which
had become a mystery of joy.
Such was the sympathy of Nature—that
wild, heathen Nature of the forest, never subjugated by human law, nor
illumined by higher truth—with the bliss of these two spirits! Love, whether
newly born, or aroused from a death-like slumber, must always create a
sunshine, filling the heart so full of radiance, that it overflows upon the
outward world. Had the forest still kept its gloom, it would have been bright
in Hester’s eyes, and bright in Arthur Dimmesdale’s!
Hester looked at him with the thrill of
another joy.
“Thou must know Pearl!” said she. “Our
little Pearl! Thou hast seen her,—yes, I know it!—but thou wilt see her now
with other eyes. She is a strange child! I hardly comprehend her! But thou wilt
love her dearly, as I do, and wilt advise me how to deal with her.”
“Dost thou think the child will be glad
to know me?[251]” asked the minister, somewhat uneasily. “I have long shrunk
from children, because they often show a distrust,—a backwardness to be
familiar with me. I have even been afraid of little Pearl!”
“Ah, that was sad!” answered the mother.
“But she will love thee dearly, and thou her. She is not far off. I will call
her! Pearl! Pearl!”
“I see the child,” observed the minister.
“Yonder she is, standing in a streak of sunshine, a good way off, on the other
side of the brook. So thou thinkest the child will love me?”
Hester smiled, and again called to Pearl,
who was visible, at some distance, as the minister had described her, like a
bright-apparelled vision, in a sunbeam, which fell down upon her through an
arch of boughs. The ray quivered to and fro, making her figure dim or
distinct,—now like a real child, now like a child’s spirit,—as the splendor
went and came again. She heard her mother’s voice, and approached slowly
through the forest.
Pearl had not found the hour pass
wearisomely, while her mother sat talking with the clergyman. The great black
forest—stern as it showed itself to those who brought the guilt and troubles of
the world into its bosom—became the playmate of the lonely infant, as well as
it knew how. Sombre as it was, it put on the kindest of its moods to welcome
her. It offered her the partridge-berries, the growth of the preceding autumn,
but ripening only in the spring, and now red as drops of blood upon the
withered leaves. These Pearl gathered, and was pleased with their wild flavor.
The small denizens of the wilderness hardly took pains to move out of her path.
A partridge, indeed, with a brood of ten behind her, ran forward threateningly,
but[252] soon repented of her fierceness, and clucked to her young ones not to
be afraid. A pigeon, alone on a low branch, allowed Pearl to come beneath, and
uttered a sound as much of greeting as alarm. A squirrel, from the lofty depths
of his domestic tree, chattered either in anger or merriment,—for a squirrel is
such a choleric and humorous little personage, that it is hard to distinguish
between his moods,—so he chattered at the child, and flung down a nut upon her
head. It was a last year’s nut, and already gnawed by his sharp tooth. A fox,
startled from his sleep by her light footstep on the leaves, looked
inquisitively at Pearl, as doubting whether it were better to steal off, or
renew his nap on the same spot. A wolf, it is said,—but here the tale has
surely lapsed into the improbable,—came up, and smelt of Pearl’s robe, and
offered his savage head to be patted by her hand. The truth seems to be,
however, that the mother-forest, and these wild things which it nourished, all
recognized a kindred wildness in the human child.
And she was gentler here than in the
grassy-margined streets of the settlement, or in her mother’s cottage. The
flowers appeared to know it; and one and another whispered as she passed,
“Adorn thyself with me, thou beautiful child, adorn thyself with me!”—and, to
please them, Pearl gathered the violets, and anemones, and columbines, and some
twigs of the freshest green, which the old trees held down before her eyes.
With these she decorated her hair, and her young waist, and became a
nymph-child, or an infant dryad, or whatever else was in closest sympathy with
the antique wood. In such guise had Pearl adorned herself, when she heard her
mother’s voice, and came slowly back.
Slowly; for she saw the clergyman.
[253]
XIX.
THE CHILD AT THE BROOK-SIDE.
T
hou wilt love her dearly,” repeated
Hester Prynne, as she and the minister sat watching little Pearl. “Dost thou
not think her beautiful? And see with what natural skill she has made those
simple flowers adorn her! Had she gathered pearls, and diamonds, and rubies, in
the wood, they could not have become her better. She is a splendid child! But I
know whose brow she has!”
“Dost thou know, Hester,” said Arthur
Dimmesdale, with an unquiet smile, “that this dear child, tripping about always
at thy side, hath caused me many an alarm? Methought—O Hester, what a thought
is that, and how terrible to dread it!—that my own features were partly
repeated in her face, and so strikingly that the world might see them! But she
is mostly thine!”
“No, no! Not mostly!” answered the
mother, with a tender smile. “A little longer, and thou needest not to be
afraid to trace whose child she is. But how strangely beautiful she[254] looks,
with those wild-flowers in her hair! It is as if one of the fairies, whom we
left in our dear old England, had decked her out to meet us.”
It was with a feeling which neither of
them had ever before experienced, that they sat and watched Pearl’s slow
advance. In her was visible the tie that united them. She had been offered to
the world, these seven years past, as the living hieroglyphic, in which was
revealed the secret they so darkly sought to hide,—all written in this
symbol,—all plainly manifest,—had there been a prophet or magician skilled to
read the character of flame! And Pearl was the oneness of their being. Be the
foregone evil what it might, how could they doubt that their earthly lives and
future destinies were conjoined, when they beheld at once the material union,
and the spiritual idea, in whom they met, and were to dwell immortally
together? Thoughts like these—and perhaps other thoughts, which they did not
acknowledge or define—threw an awe about the child, as she came onward.
“Let her see nothing strange—no passion
nor eagerness—in thy way of accosting her,” whispered Hester. “Our Pearl is a
fitful and fantastic little elf, sometimes. Especially, she is seldom tolerant
of emotion, when she does not fully comprehend the why and wherefore. But the
child hath strong affections! She loves me, and will love thee!”
“Thou canst not think,” said the
minister, glancing aside at Hester Prynne, “how my heart dreads this interview,
and yearns for it! But, in truth, as I already told thee, children are not
readily won to be familiar with me. They will not climb my knee, nor prattle in
my ear, nor answer to my smile; but stand apart, and eye me strangely. Even
little babes, when[255] I take them in my arms, weep bitterly. Yet Pearl, twice
in her little lifetime, hath been kind to me! The first time,—thou knowest it
well! The last was when thou ledst her with thee to the house of yonder stern
old Governor.”
“And thou didst plead so bravely in her
behalf and mine!” answered the mother. “I remember it; and so shall little
Pearl. Fear nothing! She may be strange and shy at first, but will soon learn
to love thee!”
By this time Pearl had reached the margin
of the brook, and stood on the farther side, gazing silently at Hester and the
clergyman, who still sat together on the mossy tree-trunk, waiting to receive
her. Just where she had paused, the brook chanced to form a pool, so smooth and
quiet that it reflected a perfect image of her little figure, with all the
brilliant picturesqueness of her beauty, in its adornment of flowers and
wreathed foliage, but more refined and spiritualized than the reality. This
image, so nearly identical with the living Pearl, seemed to communicate
somewhat of its own shadowy and intangible quality to the child herself. It was
strange, the way in which Pearl stood, looking so steadfastly at them through
the dim medium of the forest-gloom; herself, meanwhile, all glorified with a
ray of sunshine, that was attracted thitherward as by a certain sympathy. In
the brook beneath stood another child,—another and the same,—with likewise its
ray of golden light. Hester felt herself, in some indistinct and tantalizing
manner, estranged from Pearl; as if the child, in her lonely ramble through the
forest, had strayed out of the sphere in which she and her mother dwelt
together, and was now vainly seeking to return to it.
There was both truth and error in the
impression; the child[256] and mother were estranged, but through Hester’s
fault, not Pearl’s. Since the latter rambled from her side, another inmate had
been admitted within the circle of the mother’s feelings, and so modified the
aspect of them all, that Pearl, the returning wanderer, could not find her
wonted place, and hardly knew where she was.
“I have a strange fancy,” observed the
sensitive minister, “that this brook is the boundary between two worlds, and
that thou canst never meet thy Pearl again. Or is she an elfish spirit, who, as
the legends of our childhood taught us, is forbidden to cross a running stream?
Pray hasten her; for this delay has already imparted a tremor to my nerves.”
“Come, dearest child!” said Hester,
encouragingly, and stretching out both her arms. “How slow thou art! When hast
thou been so sluggish before now? Here is a friend of mine, who must be thy
friend also. Thou wilt have twice as much love, henceforward, as thy mother
alone could give thee! Leap across the brook, and come to us. Thou canst leap
like a young deer!”
[257]The Child at the Brook-Side
Pearl, without responding in any manner
to these honey-sweet expressions, remained on the other side of the brook. Now
she fixed her bright, wild eyes on her mother, now on the minister, and now
included them both in the same glance; as if to detect and explain to herself
the relation which they bore to one another. For some unaccountable reason, as
Arthur Dimmesdale[258] felt the child’s eyes upon himself, his hand—with that
gesture so habitual as to have become involuntary—stole over his heart. At length,
assuming a singular air of authority, Pearl stretched out her hand, with the
small forefinger extended, and pointing evidently towards her mother’s breast.
And[259] beneath, in the mirror of the brook, there was the flower-girdled and
sunny image of little Pearl, pointing her small forefinger too.
“Thou strange child, why dost thou not
come to me?” exclaimed Hester.
Pearl still pointed with her forefinger;
and a frown gathered on her brow; the more impressive from the childish, the
almost baby-like aspect of the features that conveyed it. As her mother still
kept beckoning to her, and arraying her face in a holiday suit of unaccustomed
smiles, the child stamped her foot with a yet more imperious look and gesture.
In the brook, again, was the fantastic beauty of the image, with its reflected
frown, its pointed finger, and imperious gesture, giving emphasis to the aspect
of little Pearl.
“Hasten, Pearl; or I shall be angry with
thee!” cried Hester Prynne, who, however inured to such behavior on the
elf-child’s part at other seasons, was naturally anxious for a more seemly
deportment now. “Leap across the brook, naughty child, and run hither! Else I
must come to thee!”
But Pearl, not a whit startled at her
mother’s threats, any more than mollified by her entreaties, now suddenly burst
into a fit of passion, gesticulating violently, and throwing her small figure
into the most extravagant contortions. She accompanied this wild outbreak with
piercing shrieks, which the woods reverberated on all sides; so that, alone as
she was in her childish and unreasonable wrath, it seemed as if a hidden
multitude were lending her their sympathy and encouragement. Seen in the brook,
once more, was the shadowy wrath of Pearl’s image, crowned and girdled with
flowers, but stamping its foot, wildly[260] gesticulating, and, in the midst of
all, still pointing its small forefinger at Hester’s bosom!
“I see what ails the child,” whispered
Hester to the clergyman, and turning pale in spite of a strong effort to
conceal her trouble and annoyance. “Children will not abide any, the slightest,
change in the accustomed aspect of things that are daily before their eyes.
Pearl misses something which she has always seen me wear!”
“I pray you,” answered the minister, “if
thou hast any means of pacifying the child, do it forthwith! Save it were the
cankered wrath of an old witch, like Mistress Hibbins,” added he, attempting to
smile, “I know nothing that I would not sooner encounter than this passion in a
child. In Pearl’s young beauty, as in the wrinkled witch, it has a
preternatural effect. Pacify her, if thou lovest me!”
Hester turned again towards Pearl, with a
crimson blush upon her cheek, a conscious glance aside at the clergyman, and
then a heavy sigh; while, even before she had time to speak, the blush yielded
to a deadly pallor.
“Pearl,” said she, sadly, “look down at
thy feet! There!—before thee!—on the hither side of the brook!”
The child turned her eyes to the point
indicated; and there lay the scarlet letter, so close upon the margin of the
stream, that the gold embroidery was reflected in it.
“Bring it hither!” said Hester.
“Come thou and take it up!” answered
Pearl.
“Was ever such a child!” observed Hester,
aside to the minister. “O, I have much to tell thee about her! But, in very
truth, she is right as regards this hateful token. I must bear its torture yet
a little longer,—only a few days longer,—until[261] we shall have left this
region, and look back hither as to a land which we have dreamed of. The forest
cannot hide it! The mid-ocean shall take it from my hand, and swallow it up
forever!”
With these words, she advanced to the
margin of the brook, took up the scarlet letter, and fastened it again into her
bosom. Hopefully, but a moment ago, as Hester had spoken of drowning it in the
deep sea, there was a sense of inevitable doom upon her, as she thus received
back this deadly symbol from the hand of fate. She had flung it into infinite
space!—she had drawn an hour’s free breath!—and here again was the scarlet
misery, glittering on the old spot! So it ever is, whether thus typified or no,
that an evil deed invests itself with the character of doom. Hester next
gathered up the heavy tresses of her hair, and confined them beneath her cap.
As if there were a withering spell in the sad letter, her beauty, the warmth
and richness of her womanhood, departed, like fading sunshine; and a gray
shadow seemed to fall across her.
When the dreary change was wrought, she
extended her hand to Pearl.
“Dost thou know thy mother now, child?”
asked she, reproachfully, but with a subdued tone. “Wilt thou come across the
brook, and own thy mother, now that she has her shame upon her,—now that she is
sad?”
“Yes; now I will!” answered the child,
bounding across the brook, and clasping Hester in her arms. “Now thou art my
mother indeed! And I am thy little Pearl!”
In a mood of tenderness that was not
usual with her, she drew down her mother’s head, and kissed her brow and both
her cheeks. But then—by a kind of necessity that always impelled[262] this
child to alloy whatever comfort she might chance to give with a throb of
anguish—Pearl put up her mouth, and kissed the scarlet letter too!
“That was not kind!” said Hester. “When
thou hast shown me a little love, thou mockest me!”
“Why doth the minister sit yonder?” asked
Pearl.
“He waits to welcome thee,” replied her
mother. “Come thou, and entreat his blessing! He loves thee, my little Pearl,
and loves thy mother too. Wilt thou not love him? Come! he longs to greet
thee!”
“Doth he love us?” said Pearl, looking
up, with acute intelligence, into her mother’s face. “Will he go back with us,
hand in hand, we three together, into the town?”
“Not now, dear child,” answered Hester.
“But in days to come he will walk hand in hand with us. We will have a home and
fireside of our own; and thou shalt sit upon his knee; and he will teach thee
many things, and love thee dearly. Thou wilt love him; wilt thou not?”
“And will he always keep his hand over
his heart?” inquired Pearl.
“Foolish child, what a question is that!”
exclaimed her mother. “Come and ask his blessing!”
But, whether influenced by the jealousy
that seems instinctive with every petted child towards a dangerous rival, or
from whatever caprice of her freakish nature, Pearl would show no favor to the
clergyman. It was only by an exertion of force that her mother brought her up
to him, hanging back, and manifesting her reluctance by odd grimaces; of which,
ever since her babyhood, she had possessed a singular variety, and could
transform her mobile physiognomy into a series of different aspects,[263] with
a new mischief in them, each and all. The minister—painfully embarrassed, but
hoping that a kiss might prove a talisman to admit him into the child’s
kindlier regards—bent forward, and impressed one on her brow. Hereupon, Pearl
broke away from her mother, and, running to the brook, stooped over it, and
bathed her forehead, until the unwelcome kiss was quite washed off, and
diffused through a long lapse of the gliding water. She then remained apart,
silently watching Hester and the clergyman; while they talked together, and
made such arrangements as were suggested by their new position, and the
purposes soon to be fulfilled.
And now this fateful interview had come
to a close. The dell was to be left a solitude among its dark, old trees,
which, with their multitudinous tongues, would whisper long of what had passed
there, and no mortal be the wiser. And the melancholy brook would add this
other tale to the mystery with which its little heart was already overburdened,
and whereof it still kept up a murmuring babble, with not a whit more
cheerfulness of tone than for ages heretofore.
[264]
XX.
THE MINISTER IN A MAZE.
A
s the minister departed, in advance of
Hester Prynne and little Pearl, he threw a backward glance; half expecting that
he should discover only some faintly traced features or outline of the mother
and the child, slowly fading into the twilight of the woods. So great a
vicissitude in his life could not at once be received as real. But there was
Hester, clad in her gray robe, still standing beside the tree-trunk, which some
blast had overthrown a long antiquity ago, and which time had ever since been
covering with moss, so that these two fated ones, with earth’s heaviest burden
on them, might there sit down together, and find a single hour’s rest and
solace. And there was Pearl, too, lightly dancing from the margin of the
brook,—now that the intrusive third person was gone,—and taking her old place
by her mother’s side. So the minister had not fallen asleep and dreamed!
In order to free his mind from this
indistinctness and duplicity of impression, which vexed it with a strange
disquietude, he recalled and more thoroughly defined the plans which
Hester[265] and himself had sketched for their departure. It had been determined
between them, that the Old World, with its crowds and cities, offered them a
more eligible shelter and concealment than the wilds of New England, or all
America, with its alternatives of an Indian wigwam, or the few settlements of
Europeans, scattered thinly along the seaboard. Not to speak of the clergyman’s
health, so inadequate to sustain the hardships of a forest life, his native
gifts, his culture, and his entire development, would secure him a home only in
the midst of civilization and refinement; the higher the state, the more
delicately adapted to it the man. In furtherance of this choice, it so happened
that a ship lay in the harbor; one of those questionable cruisers, frequent at
that day, which, without being absolutely outlaws of the deep, yet roamed over
its surface with a remarkable irresponsibility of character. This vessel had
recently arrived from the Spanish Main, and, within three days’ time, would
sail for Bristol. Hester Prynne—whose vocation, as a self-enlisted Sister of
Charity, had brought her acquainted with the captain and crew—could take upon
herself to secure the passage of two individuals and a child, with all the
secrecy which circumstances rendered more than desirable.
The minister had inquired of Hester, with
no little interest, the precise time at which the vessel might be expected to
depart. It would probably be on the fourth day from the present. “That is most
fortunate!” he had then said to himself. Now, why the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale
considered it so very fortunate, we hesitate to reveal. Nevertheless,—to hold
nothing back from the reader,—it was because, on the third day from the
present, he was to preach the Election Sermon; and, as such an occasion formed
an honorable epoch in the life of[266] a New England clergyman, he could not
have chanced upon a more suitable mode and time of terminating his professional
career. “At least, they shall say of me,” thought this exemplary man, “that I
leave no public duty unperformed, nor ill performed!” Sad, indeed, that an
introspection so profound and acute as this poor minister’s should be so
miserably deceived! We have had, and may still have, worse things to tell of
him; but none, we apprehend, so pitiably weak; no evidence, at once so slight
and irrefragable, of a subtle disease, that had long since begun to eat into
the real substance of his character. No man, for any considerable period, can
wear one face to himself, and another to the multitude, without finally getting
bewildered as to which may be the true.
The excitement of Mr. Dimmesdale’s
feelings, as he returned from his interview with Hester, lent him unaccustomed
physical energy, and hurried him townward at a rapid pace. The pathway among
the woods seemed wilder, more uncouth with its rude natural obstacles, and less
trodden by the foot of man, than he remembered it on his outward journey. But
he leaped across the plashy places, thrust himself through the clinging
underbrush, climbed the ascent, plunged into the hollow, and overcame, in
short, all the difficulties of the track, with an unweariable activity that
astonished him. He could not but recall how feebly, and with what frequent
pauses for breath, he had toiled over the same ground, only two days before. As
he drew near the town, he took an impression of change from the series of
familiar objects that presented themselves. It seemed not yesterday, not one,
nor two, but many days, or even years ago, since he had quitted them. There,
indeed, was each former trace of the street, as he remembered it, and all the
peculiarities[267] of the houses, with the due multitude of gable-peaks, and a
weathercock at every point where his memory suggested one. Not the less,
however, came this importunately obtrusive sense of change. The same was true
as regarded the acquaintances whom he met, and all the well-known shapes of
human life, about the little town. They looked neither older nor younger now;
the beards of the aged were no whiter, nor could the creeping babe of yesterday
walk on his feet to-day; it was impossible to describe in what respect they
differed from the individuals on whom he had so recently bestowed a parting
glance; and yet the minister’s deepest sense seemed to inform him of their
mutability. A similar impression struck him most remarkably, as he passed under
the walls of his own church. The edifice had so very strange, and yet so
familiar, an aspect, that Mr. Dimmesdale’s mind vibrated between two ideas;
either that he had seen it only in a dream hitherto, or that he was merely
dreaming about it now.
This phenomenon, in the various shapes
which it assumed, indicated no external change, but so sudden and important a
change in the spectator of the familiar scene, that the intervening space of a
single day had operated on his consciousness like the lapse of years. The
minister’s own will, and Hester’s will, and the fate that grew between them,
had wrought this transformation. It was the same town as heretofore; but the
same minister returned not from the forest. He might have said to the friends
who greeted him,—“I am not the man for whom you take me! I left him yonder in
the forest, withdrawn into a secret dell, by a mossy tree-trunk, and near a
melancholy brook! Go, seek your minister, and see if his emaciated figure, his
thin cheek, his white, heavy, pain-wrinkled brow, be not[268] flung down there,
like a cast-off garment!” His friends, no doubt, would still have insisted with
him,—“Thou art thyself the man!”—but the error would have been their own, not
his.
Before Mr. Dimmesdale reached home, his
inner man gave him other evidences of a revolution in the sphere of thought and
feeling. In truth, nothing short of a total change of dynasty and moral code,
in that interior kingdom, was adequate to account for the impulses now
communicated to the unfortunate and startled minister. At every step he was
incited to do some strange, wild, wicked thing or other, with a sense that it
would be at once involuntary and intentional; in spite of himself, yet growing
out of a profounder self than that which opposed the impulse. For instance, he
met one of his own deacons. The good old man addressed him with the paternal
affection and patriarchal privilege, which his venerable age, his upright and
holy character, and his station in the Church, entitled him to use; and,
conjoined with this, the deep, almost worshipping respect, which the minister’s
professional and private claims alike demanded. Never was there a more
beautiful example of how the majesty of age and wisdom may comport with the
obeisance and respect enjoined upon it, as from a lower social rank, and
inferior order of endowment, towards a higher. Now, during a conversation of
some two or three moments between the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale and this
excellent and hoary-bearded deacon, it was only by the most careful
self-control that the former could refrain from uttering certain blasphemous
suggestions that rose into his mind, respecting the communion supper. He
absolutely trembled and turned pale as ashes, lest his tongue should wag
itself, in utterance of these horrible matters, and plead his own consent for
so doing, without[269] his having fairly given it. And, even with this terror
in his heart, he could hardly avoid laughing, to imagine how the sanctified old
patriarchal deacon would have been petrified by his minister’s impiety!
Again, another incident of the same
nature. Hurrying along the street, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale encountered the
eldest female member of his church; a most pious and exemplary old dame; poor,
widowed, lonely, and with a heart as full of reminiscences about her dead
husband and children, and her dead friends of long ago, as a burial-ground is
full of storied gravestones. Yet all this, which would else have been such
heavy sorrow, was made almost a solemn joy to her devout old soul, by religious
consolations and the truths of Scripture, wherewith she had fed herself
continually for more than thirty years. And, since Mr. Dimmesdale had taken her
in charge, the good grandam’s chief earthly comfort—which, unless it had been
likewise a heavenly comfort, could have been none at all—was to meet her
pastor, whether casually, or of set purpose, and be refreshed with a word of
warm, fragrant, heaven-breathing Gospel truth, from his beloved lips, into her
dulled, but rapturously attentive ear. But, on this occasion, up to the moment
of putting his lips to the old woman’s ear, Mr. Dimmesdale, as the great enemy
of souls would have it, could recall no text of Scripture, nor aught else,
except a brief, pithy, and, as it then appeared to him, unanswerable argument
against the immortality of the human soul. The instilment thereof into her mind
would probably have caused this aged sister to drop down dead, at once, as by
the effect of an intensely poisonous infusion. What he really did whisper, the
minister could never afterwards recollect. There was, perhaps, a fortunate
disorder in his utterance,[270] which failed to impart any distinct idea to the
good widow’s comprehension, or which Providence interpreted after a method of
its own. Assuredly, as the minister looked back, he beheld an expression of
divine gratitude and ecstasy that seemed like the shine of the celestial city
on her face, so wrinkled and ashy pale.
Again, a third instance. After parting
from the old church-member, he met the youngest sister of them all. It was a
maiden newly won—and won by the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale’s own sermon, on the
Sabbath after his vigil—to barter the transitory pleasures of the world for the
heavenly hope, that was to assume brighter substance as life grew dark around
her, and which would gild the utter gloom with final glory. She was fair and
pure as a lily that had bloomed in Paradise. The minister knew well that he was
himself enshrined within the stainless sanctity of her heart, which hung its
snowy curtains about his image, imparting to religion the warmth of love, and
to love a religious purity. Satan, that afternoon, had surely led the poor
young girl away from her mother’s side, and thrown her into the pathway of this
sorely tempted, or—shall we not rather say?—this lost and desperate man. As she
drew nigh, the arch-fiend whispered him to condense into small compass and drop
into her tender bosom a germ of evil that would be sure to blossom darkly soon,
and bear black fruit betimes. Such was his sense of power over this virgin
soul, trusting him as she did, that the minister felt potent to blight all the
field of innocence with but one wicked look, and develop all its opposite with
but a word. So—with a mightier struggle than he had yet sustained—he held his
Geneva cloak before his face, and hurried onward, making no sign of
recognition, and leaving the[271] young sister to digest his rudeness as she
might. She ransacked her conscience,—which was full of harmless little matters,
like her pocket or her work-bag,—and took herself to task, poor thing! for a
thousand imaginary faults; and went about her household duties with swollen
eyelids the next morning.
Before the minister had time to celebrate
his victory over this last temptation, he was conscious of another impulse,
more ludicrous, and almost as horrible. It was,—we blush to tell it,—it was to
stop short in the road, and teach some very wicked words to a knot of little
Puritan children who were playing there, and had but just begun to talk.
Denying himself this freak, as unworthy of his cloth, he met a drunken seaman,
one of the ship’s crew from the Spanish Main. And, here, since he had so
valiantly forborne all other wickedness, poor Mr. Dimmesdale longed, at least,
to shake hands with the tarry blackguard, and recreate himself with a few
improper jests, such as dissolute sailors so abound with, and a volley of good,
round, solid, satisfactory, and heaven-defying oaths! It was not so much a
better principle as partly his natural good taste, and still more his buckramed
habit of clerical decorum, that carried him safely through the latter crisis.
“What is it that haunts and tempts me
thus?” cried the minister to himself, at length, pausing in the street, and
striking his hand against his forehead. “Am I mad? or am I given over utterly
to the fiend? Did I make a contract with him in the forest, and sign it with my
blood? And does he now summon me to its fulfilment, by suggesting the
performance of every wickedness which his most foul imagination can conceive?”
At the moment when the Reverend Mr.
Dimmesdale thus[272] communed with himself, and struck his forehead with his
hand, old Mistress Hibbins, the reputed witch-lady, is said to have been
passing by. She made a very grand appearance; having on a high head-dress, a
rich gown of velvet, and a ruff done up with the famous yellow starch, of which
Ann Turner, her especial friend, had taught her the secret, before this last
good lady had been hanged for Sir Thomas Overbury’s murder. Whether the witch
had read the minister’s thoughts, or no, she came to a full stop, looked
shrewdly into his face, smiled craftily, and—though little given to converse
with clergymen—began a conversation.
“So, reverend Sir, you have made a visit
into the forest,” observed the witch-lady, nodding her high head-dress at him.
“The next time, I pray you to allow me only a fair warning, and I shall be
proud to bear you company. Without taking overmuch upon myself, my good word
will go far towards gaining any strange gentleman a fair reception from yonder
potentate you wot of!”
“I profess, madam,” answered the
clergyman, with a grave obeisance, such as the lady’s rank demanded, and his
own good-breeding made imperative,—“I profess, on my conscience and character,
that I am utterly bewildered as touching the purport of your words! I went not
into the forest to seek a potentate; neither do I, at any future time, design a
visit thither, with a view to gaining the favor of such a personage. My one
sufficient object was to greet that pious friend of mine, the Apostle Eliot,
and rejoice with him over the many precious souls he hath won from heathendom!”
“Ha, ha, ha!” cackled the old witch-lady,
still nodding her high head-dress at the minister. “Well, well, we must
needs[273] talk thus in the daytime! You carry it off like an old hand! But at
midnight, and in the forest, we shall have other talk together!”
She passed on with her aged stateliness,
but often turning back her head and smiling at him, like one willing to
recognize a secret intimacy of connection.
“Have I then sold myself,” thought the
minister, “to the fiend whom, if men say true, this yellow-starched and
velveted old hag has chosen for her prince and master!”
The wretched minister! He had made a
bargain very like it! Tempted by a dream of happiness, he had yielded himself,
with deliberate choice, as he had never done before, to what he knew was deadly
sin. And the infectious poison of that sin had been thus rapidly diffused
throughout his moral system. It had stupefied all blessed impulses, and
awakened into vivid life the whole brotherhood of bad ones. Scorn, bitterness,
unprovoked malignity, gratuitous desire of ill, ridicule of whatever was good
and holy, all awoke, to tempt, even while they frightened him. And his
encounter with old Mistress Hibbins, if it were a real incident, did but show
his sympathy and fellowship with wicked mortals, and the world of perverted
spirits.
He had, by this time, reached his
dwelling, on the edge of the burial-ground, and, hastening up the stairs, took
refuge in his study. The minister was glad to have reached this shelter,
without first betraying himself to the world by any of those strange and wicked
eccentricities to which he had been continually impelled while passing through
the streets. He entered the accustomed room, and looked around him on its
books, its windows, its fireplace, and the tapestried comfort of the walls,
with the same perception of strangeness that had haunted him[274] throughout
his walk from the forest-dell into the town, and thitherward. Here he had
studied and written; here, gone through fast and vigil, and come forth half
alive; here, striven to pray; here, borne a hundred thousand agonies! There was
the Bible, in its rich old Hebrew, with Moses and the Prophets speaking to him,
and God’s voice through all! There, on the table, with the inky pen beside it,
was an unfinished sermon, with a sentence broken in the midst, where his
thoughts had ceased to gush out upon the page, two days before. He knew that it
was himself, the thin and white-cheeked minister, who had done and suffered
these things, and written thus far into the Election Sermon! But he seemed to
stand apart, and eye this former self with scornful, pitying, but half-envious
curiosity. That self was gone. Another man had returned out of the forest; a
wiser one; with a knowledge of hidden mysteries which the simplicity of the
former never could have reached. A bitter kind of knowledge that!
While occupied with these reflections, a
knock came at the door of the study, and the minister said, “Come in!”—not
wholly devoid of an idea that he might behold an evil spirit. And so he did! It
was old Roger Chillingworth that entered. The minister stood, white and
speechless, with one hand on the Hebrew Scriptures, and the other spread upon
his breast.
“Welcome home, reverend Sir,” said the
physician. “And how found you that godly man, the Apostle Eliot? But methinks,
dear Sir, you look pale; as if the travel through the wilderness had been too
sore for you. Will not my aid be requisite to put you in heart and strength to
preach your Election Sermon?”
“Nay, I think not so,” rejoined the
Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale. “My journey, and the sight of the holy Apostle
yonder,[275] and the free air which I have breathed, have done me good, after
so long confinement in my study. I think to need no more of your drugs, my kind
physician, good though they be, and administered by a friendly hand.”
All this time, Roger Chillingworth was
looking at the minister with the grave and intent regard of a physician towards
his patient. But, in spite of this outward show, the latter was almost
convinced of the old man’s knowledge, or, at least, his confident suspicion,
with respect to his own interview with Hester Prynne. The physician knew then,
that, in the minister’s regard, he was no longer a trusted friend, but his
bitterest enemy. So much being known, it would appear natural that a part of it
should be expressed. It is singular, however, how long a time often passes
before words embody things; and with what security two persons, who choose to
avoid a certain subject, may approach its very verge, and retire without
disturbing it. Thus, the minister felt no apprehension that Roger Chillingworth
would touch, in express words, upon the real position which they sustained
towards one another. Yet did the physician, in his dark way, creep frightfully
near the secret.
“Were it not better,” said he, “that you
use my poor skill to-night? Verily, dear Sir, we must take pains to make you
strong and vigorous for this occasion of the Election discourse. The people
look for great things from you; apprehending that another year may come about,
and find their pastor gone.”
“Yea, to another world,” replied the
minister, with pious resignation. “Heaven grant it be a better one; for, in
good sooth, I hardly think to tarry with my flock through the flitting seasons
of another year! But, touching your medicine, kind Sir, in my present frame of
body, I need it not.[276]”
“I joy to hear it,” answered the
physician. “It may be that my remedies, so long administered in vain, begin now
to take due effect. Happy man were I, and well deserving of New England’s
gratitude, could I achieve this cure!”
“I thank you from my heart, most watchful
friend,” said the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, with a solemn smile. “I thank you,
and can but requite your good deeds with my prayers.”
“A good man’s prayers are golden
recompense!” rejoined old Roger Chillingworth, as he took his leave. “Yea, they
are the current gold coin of the New Jerusalem, with the King’s own mint-mark
on them!”
Left alone, the minister summoned a
servant of the house, and requested food, which, being set before him, he ate
with ravenous appetite. Then, flinging the already written pages of the
Election Sermon into the fire, he forthwith began another, which he wrote with
such an impulsive flow of thought and emotion, that he fancied himself
inspired; and only wondered that Heaven should see fit to transmit the grand
and solemn music of its oracles through so foul an organ-pipe as he. However,
leaving that mystery to solve itself, or go unsolved forever, he drove his task
onward, with earnest haste and ecstasy. Thus the night fled away, as if it were
a winged steed, and he careering on it; morning came, and peeped, blushing,
through the curtains; and at last sunrise threw a golden beam into the study
and laid it right across the minister’s bedazzled eyes. There he was, with the
pen still between his fingers, and a vast, immeasurable tract of written space
behind him!
[277]
XXI.
THE NEW ENGLAND HOLIDAY.
B
etimes in the morning of the day on which
the new Governor was to receive his office at the hands of the people, Hester
Prynne and little Pearl came into the market-place. It was already thronged
with the craftsmen and other plebeian inhabitants of the town, in considerable
numbers; among whom, likewise, were many rough figures, whose attire of
deer-skins marked them as belonging to some of the forest settlements, which
surrounded the little metropolis of the colony.
On this public holiday, as on all other
occasions, for seven years past, Hester was clad in a garment of coarse gray
cloth. Not more by its hue than by some indescribable peculiarity in its
fashion, it had the effect of making her fade personally out of sight and
outline; while, again, the scarlet letter brought her back from this twilight
indistinctness, and revealed her under the moral aspect of its own
illumination. Her face, so long familiar to the towns-people, showed the marble
quietude which they were accustomed to behold there. It was like a[278] mask;
or, rather, like the frozen calmness of a dead woman’s features; owing this
dreary resemblance to the fact that Hester was actually dead, in respect to any
claim of sympathy, and had departed out of the world with which she still
seemed to mingle.
It might be, on this one day, that there
was an expression unseen before, nor, indeed, vivid enough to be detected now;
unless some preternaturally gifted observer should have first read the heart,
and have afterwards sought a corresponding development in the countenance and
mien. Such a spiritual seer might have conceived, that, after sustaining the
gaze of the multitude through seven miserable years as a necessity, a penance,
and something which it was a stern religion to endure, she now, for one last
time more, encountered it freely and voluntarily, in order to convert what had
so long been agony into a kind of triumph. “Look your last on the scarlet
letter and its wearer!”—the people’s victim and life-long bond-slave, as they
fancied her, might say to them. “Yet a little while, and she will be beyond
your reach! A few hours longer, and the deep, mysterious ocean will quench and
hide forever the symbol which ye have caused to burn upon her bosom!” Nor were
it an inconsistency too improbable to be assigned to human nature, should we
suppose a feeling of regret in Hester’s mind, at the moment when she was about
to win her freedom from the pain which had been thus deeply incorporated with
her being. Might there not be an irresistible desire to quaff a last, long,
breathless draught of the cup of wormwood and aloes, with which nearly all her
years of womanhood had been perpetually flavored? The wine of life, henceforth
to be presented to her lips, must be indeed rich, delicious, and exhilarating,
in its chased and golden[279] beaker; or else leave an inevitable and weary
languor, after the lees of bitterness wherewith she had been drugged, as with a
cordial of intensest potency.
Pearl was decked out with airy gayety. It
would have been impossible to guess that this bright and sunny apparition owed
its existence to the shape of gloomy gray; or that a fancy, at once so gorgeous
and so delicate as must have been requisite to contrive the child’s apparel,
was the same that had achieved a task perhaps more difficult, in imparting so
distinct a peculiarity to Hester’s simple robe. The dress, so proper was it to
little Pearl, seemed an effluence, or inevitable development and outward manifestation
of her character, no more to be separated from her than the many-hued
brilliancy from a butterfly’s wing, or the painted glory from the leaf of a
bright flower. As with these, so with the child; her garb was all of one idea
with her nature. On this eventful day, moreover, there was a certain singular
inquietude and excitement in her mood, resembling nothing so much as the
shimmer of a diamond, that sparkles and flashes with the varied throbbings of
the breast on which it is displayed. Children have always a sympathy in the
agitations of those connected with them; always, especially, a sense of any
trouble or impending revolution, of whatever kind, in domestic circumstances;
and therefore Pearl, who was the gem on her mother’s unquiet bosom, betrayed,
by the very dance of her spirits, the emotions which none could detect in the
marble passiveness of Hester’s brow.
This effervescence made her flit with a
bird-like movement, rather than walk by her mother’s side. She broke
continually into shouts of a wild, inarticulate, and sometimes piercing music.
When they reached the market-place, she became still more restless,[280] on
perceiving the stir and bustle that enlivened the spot; for it was usually more
like the broad and lonesome green before a village meeting-house, than the
centre of a town’s business.
“Why, what is this, mother?” cried she.
“Wherefore have all the people left their work to-day? Is it a play-day for the
whole world? See, there is the blacksmith! He has washed his sooty face, and
put on his Sabbath-day clothes, and looks as if he would gladly be merry, if
any kind body would only teach him how! And there is Master Brackett, the old
jailer, nodding and smiling at me. Why does he do so, mother?”
“He remembers thee a little babe, my
child,” answered Hester.
“He should not nod and smile at me, for
all that,—the black, grim, ugly-eyed old man!” said Pearl. “He may nod at thee,
if he will; for thou art clad in gray, and wearest the scarlet letter. But see,
mother, how many faces of strange people, and Indians among them, and sailors!
What have they all come to do, here in the market-place?”
“They wait to see the procession pass,”
said Hester. “For the Governor and the magistrates are to go by, and the
ministers, and all the great people and good people, with the music and the
soldiers marching before them.”
“And will the minister be there?” asked
Pearl. “And will he hold out both his hands to me, as when thou ledst me to him
from the brook-side?”
“He will be there, child,” answered her
mother. “But he will not greet thee to-day; nor must thou greet him.”
“What a strange, sad man is he!” said the
child, as if speaking partly to herself. “In the dark night-time he calls us
to[281] him, and holds thy hand and mine, as when we stood with him on the
scaffold yonder. And in the deep forest, where only the old trees can hear, and
the strip of sky see it, he talks with thee, sitting on a heap of moss! And he
kisses my forehead, too, so that the little brook would hardly wash it off! But
here, in the sunny day, and among all the people, he knows us not; nor must we know
him! A strange, sad man is he, with his hand always over his heart!”
“Be quiet, Pearl! Thou understandest not
these things,” said her mother. “Think not now of the minister, but look about
thee, and see how cheery is everybody’s face to-day. The children have come
from their schools, and the grown people from their workshops and their fields,
on purpose to be happy. For, to-day, a new man is beginning to rule over them;
and so—as has been the custom of mankind ever since a nation was first
gathered—they make merry and rejoice; as if a good and golden year were at
length to pass over the poor old world!”
It was as Hester said, in regard to the
unwonted jollity that brightened the faces of the people. Into this festal
season of the year—as it already was, and continued to be during the greater
part of two centuries—the Puritans compressed whatever mirth and public joy
they deemed allowable to human infirmity; thereby so far dispelling the
customary cloud, that, for the space of a single holiday, they appeared
scarcely more grave than most other communities at a period of general
affliction.
But we perhaps exaggerate the gray or
sable tinge, which undoubtedly characterized the mood and manners of the age.
The persons now in the market-place of Boston had not been[282] born to an
inheritance of Puritanic gloom. They were native Englishmen, whose fathers had
lived in the sunny richness of the Elizabethan epoch; a time when the life of
England, viewed as one great mass, would appear to have been as stately,
magnificent, and joyous, as the world has ever witnessed. Had they followed
their hereditary taste, the New England settlers would have illustrated all
events of public importance by bonfires, banquets, pageantries, and
processions. Nor would it have been impracticable, in the observance of
majestic ceremonies, to combine mirthful recreation with solemnity, and give,
as it were, a grotesque and brilliant embroidery to the great robe of state,
which a nation, at such festivals, puts on. There was some shadow of an attempt
of this kind in the mode of celebrating the day on which the political year of
the colony commenced. The dim reflection of a remembered splendor, a colorless
and manifold diluted repetition of what they had beheld in proud old London,—we
will not say at a royal coronation, but at a Lord Mayor’s show,—might be traced
in the customs which our forefathers instituted, with reference to the annual
installation of magistrates. The fathers and founders of the commonwealth—the
statesman, the priest, and the soldier—deemed it a duty then to assume the
outward state and majesty, which, in accordance with antique style, was looked
upon as the proper garb of public or social eminence. All came forth, to move
in procession before the people’s eye, and thus impart a needed dignity to the
simple framework of a government so newly constructed.
Then, too, the people were countenanced,
if not encouraged, in relaxing the severe and close application to their
various modes of rugged industry, which, at all other times, seemed of[283] the
same piece and material with their religion. Here, it is true, were none of the
applicances which popular merriment would so readily have found in the England
of Elizabeth’s time, or that of James;—no rude shows of a theatrical kind; no
minstrel, with his harp and legendary ballad, nor gleeman, with an ape dancing
to his music; no juggler, with his tricks of mimic witchcraft; no Merry Andrew,
to stir up the multitude with jests, perhaps hundreds of years old, but still
effective, by their appeals to the very broadest sources of mirthful sympathy.
All such professors of the several branches of jocularity would have been
sternly repressed, not only by the rigid discipline of law, but by the general
sentiment which gives law its vitality. Not the less, however, the great,
honest face of the people smiled, grimly, perhaps, but widely too. Nor were
sports wanting, such as the colonists had witnessed, and shared in, long ago,
at the country fairs and on the village-greens of England; and which it was
thought well to keep alive on this new soil, for the sake of the courage and
manliness that were essential in them. Wrestling-matches, in the different
fashions of Cornwall and Devonshire, were seen here and there about the
market-place; in one corner, there was a friendly bout at quarterstaff;
and—what attracted most interest of all—on the platform of the pillory, already
so noted in our pages, two masters of defence were commencing an exhibition
with the buckler and broadsword. But, much to the disappointment of the crowd,
this latter business was broken off by the interposition of the town beadle,
who had no idea of permitting the majesty of the law to be violated by such an
abuse of one of its consecrated places.
It may not be too much to affirm, on the
whole, (the people being then in the first stages of joyless deportment, and
the[284] offspring of sires who had known how to be merry, in their day,) that
they would compare favorably, in point of holiday keeping, with their
descendants, even at so long an interval as ourselves. Their immediate
posterity, the generation next to the early emigrants, wore the blackest shade
of Puritanism, and so darkened the national visage with it, that all the
subsequent years have not sufficed to clear it up. We have yet to learn again
the forgotten art of gayety.
The picture of human life in the
market-place, though its general tint was the sad gray, brown, or black of the
English emigrants, was yet enlivened by some diversity of hue. A party of
Indians—in their savage finery of curiously embroidered deer-skin robes,
wampum-belts, red and yellow ochre, and feathers, and armed with the bow and
arrow and stone-headed spear—stood apart, with countenances of inflexible
gravity, beyond what even the Puritan aspect could attain. Nor, wild as were
these painted barbarians, were they the wildest feature of the scene. This
distinction could more justly be claimed by some mariners,—a part of the crew
of the vessel from the Spanish Main,—who had come ashore to see the humors of
Election Day. They were rough-looking desperadoes, with sun-blackened faces,
and an immensity of beard; their wide, short trousers were confined about the
waist by belts, often clasped with a rough plate of gold, and sustaining always
a long knife, and, in some instances, a sword. From beneath their broad-brimmed
hats of palm-leaf gleamed eyes which, even in good-nature and merriment, had a
kind of animal ferocity. They transgressed, without fear or scruple, the rules
of behavior that were binding on all others; smoking tobacco under the beadle’s
very nose, although each whiff would have cost a townsman a[285] shilling; and
quaffing, at their pleasure, draughts of wine or aqua-vitæ from pocket-flasks,
which they freely tendered to the gaping crowd around them. It remarkably
characterized the incomplete morality of the age, rigid as we call it, that a
license was allowed the seafaring class, not merely for their freaks on shore,
but for far more desperate deeds on their proper element. The sailor of that
day would go near to be arraigned as a pirate in our own. There could be little
doubt, for instance, that this very ship’s crew, though no unfavorable
specimens of the nautical brotherhood, had been guilty, as we should phrase it,
of depredations on the Spanish commerce, such as would have perilled all their
necks in a modern court of justice.
But the sea, in those old times, heaved,
swelled, and foamed, very much at its own will, or subject only to the
tempestuous wind, with hardly any attempts at regulation by human law. The
buccaneer on the wave might relinquish his calling, and become at once, if he
chose, a man of probity and piety on land; nor, even in the full career of his
reckless life, was he regarded as a personage with whom it was disreputable to
traffic, or casually associate. Thus, the Puritan elders, in their black
cloaks, starched bands, and steeple-crowned hats, smiled not unbenignantly at
the clamor and rude deportment of these jolly seafaring men; and it excited
neither surprise nor animadversion, when so reputable a citizen as old Roger
Chillingworth, the physician, was seen to enter the market-place, in close and
familiar talk with the commander of the questionable vessel.
The latter was by far the most showy and
gallant figure, so far as apparel went, anywhere to be seen among the
multitude. He wore a profusion of ribbons on his garment, and gold-lace on his
hat, which was also encircled by a gold chain, and surmounted[286] with a
feather. There was a sword at his side, and a sword-cut on his forehead, which,
by the arrangement of his hair, he seemed anxious rather to display than hide.
A landsman could hardly have worn this garb and shown this face, and worn and
shown them both with such a galliard air, without undergoing stern question
before a magistrate, and probably incurring fine or imprisonment, or perhaps an
exhibition in the stocks. As regarded the shipmaster, however, all was looked
upon as pertaining to the character, as to a fish his glistening scales.
After parting from the physician, the
commander of the Bristol ship strolled idly through the market-place; until,
happening to approach the spot where Hester Prynne was standing, he appeared to
recognize, and did not hesitate to address her. As was usually the case
wherever Hester stood, a small vacant area—a sort of magic circle—had formed
itself about her, into which, though the people were elbowing one another at a
little distance, none ventured, or felt disposed to intrude. It was a forcible
type of the moral solitude in which the scarlet letter enveloped its fated
wearer; partly by her own reserve, and partly by the instinctive, though no
longer so unkindly, withdrawal of her fellow-creatures. Now, if never before,
it answered a good purpose, by enabling Hester and the seaman to speak together
without risk of being overheard; and so changed was Hester Prynne’s repute
before the public, that the matron in town most eminent for rigid morality
could not have held such intercourse with less result of scandal than herself.
[287]Chillingworth,—Smile with a sinister
meaning
“So, mistress,” said the mariner, “I must
bid the steward make ready one more berth than you bargained for! No fear of
scurvy or ship-fever, this voyage! What with the ship’s surgeon and this other
doctor, our only danger will be from drug or pill; more by token, as there is a
lot of apothecary’s stuff aboard, which I traded for with a Spanish vessel.”
“What mean you?” inquired Hester,
startled more than she permitted to appear. “Have you another passenger?”
“Why, know you not,” cried the
shipmaster, “that this physician here—Chillingworth, he calls himself—is minded
to try my cabin-fare with you? Ay, ay, you must have known it; for he tells me
he is of your party, and a close friend to the gentleman you spoke of,—he that
is in peril from these sour old Puritan rulers!”
“They know each other well, indeed,”
replied Hester, with a mien of calmness, though in the utmost consternation.
“They have long dwelt together.”
Nothing further passed between the
mariner and Hester Prynne. But, at that instant, she beheld old Roger
Chillingworth himself, standing in the remotest corner of the market-place, and
smiling on her; a smile which—across the wide and bustling square, and through
all the talk and laughter, and various thoughts, moods, and interests of the
crowd—conveyed secret and fearful meaning.
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XXII.
THE PROCESSION.
B
efore Hester Prynne could call together
her thoughts, and consider what was practicable to be done in this new and
startling aspect of affairs, the sound of military music was heard approaching
along a contiguous street. It denoted the advance of the procession of
magistrates and citizens, on its way towards the meeting-house; where, in
compliance with a custom thus early established, and ever since observed, the
Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale was to deliver[289] an Election Sermon.
Soon the head of the procession showed
itself, with a slow and stately march, turning a corner, and making its way
across the market-place. First came the music. It comprised a variety of
instruments, perhaps imperfectly adapted to one another, and played with no
great skill; but yet attaining the great object for which the harmony of drum
and clarion addresses itself to the multitude,—that of imparting a higher and
more heroic air to the scene of life that passes before the eye. Little Pearl
at first clapped her hands, but then lost, for an instant, the restless
agitation that had kept her in a continual effervescence throughout the
morning; she gazed silently, and seemed to be borne upward, like a floating
sea-bird, on the long heaves and swells of sound. But she was brought back to
her former mood by the shimmer of the sunshine on the weapons and bright armor
of the military company, which followed after the music, and formed the
honorary escort of the procession. This body of soldiery—which still sustains a
corporate existence, and marches down from past ages with an ancient and
honorable fame—was composed of no mercenary materials. Its ranks were filled
with gentlemen, who felt the stirrings of martial impulse, and sought to
establish a kind of College of Arms, where, as in an association of Knights
Templars, they might learn the science, and, so far as peaceful exercise would
teach them, the practices of war. The high estimation then placed upon the
military character might be[290] seen in the lofty port of each individual
member of the company. Some of them, indeed, by their services in the Low
Countries and on other fields of European warfare, had fairly won their title
to assume the name and pomp of soldiership. The entire array, moreover, clad in
burnished steel, and with plumage nodding over their bright morions, had a
brilliancy of effect which no modern display can aspire to equal.
And yet the men of civil eminence, who
came immediately behind the military escort, were better worth a thoughtful
observer’s eye. Even in outward demeanor, they showed a stamp of majesty that
made the warrior’s haughty stride look vulgar, if not absurd. It was an age
when what we call talent had far less consideration than now, but the massive
materials which produce stability and dignity of character a great deal more.
The people possessed, by hereditary right, the quality of reverence; which, in
their descendants, if it survive at all, exists in smaller proportion, and with
a vastly diminished force, in the selection and estimate of public men. The
change may be for good or ill, and is partly, perhaps, for both. In that old
day, the English settler on these rude shores—having left king, nobles, and all
degrees of awful rank behind, while still the faculty and necessity of
reverence were strong in him—bestowed it on the white hair and venerable brow
of age; on long-tried integrity; on solid wisdom and sad-colored experience; on
endowments of that grave and weighty order which gives the idea of permanence,
and comes under the general definition of respectability. These primitive
statesmen, therefore,—Bradstreet, Endicott, Dudley, Bellingham, and their compeers,—who
were elevated to power by the early choice of the people, seem to have been not
often brilliant, but distinguished by a ponderous[291] sobriety, rather than
activity of intellect. They had fortitude and self-reliance, and, in time of
difficulty or peril, stood up for the welfare of the state like a line of
cliffs against a tempestuous tide. The traits of character here indicated were
well represented in the square cast of countenance and large physical
development of the new colonial magistrates. So far as a demeanor of natural
authority was concerned, the mother country need not have been ashamed to see
these foremost men of an actual democracy adopted into the House of Peers, or
made the Privy Council of the sovereign.
Next in order to the magistrates came the
young and eminently distinguished divine, from whose lips the religious
discourse of the anniversary was expected. His was the profession, at that era,
in which intellectual ability displayed itself far more than in political life;
for—leaving a higher motive out of the question—it offered inducements powerful
enough, in the almost worshipping respect of the community, to win the most
aspiring ambition into its service. Even political power—as in the case of Increase
Mather—was within the grasp of a successful priest.
It was the observation of those who
beheld him now, that never, since Mr. Dimmesdale first set his foot on the New
England shore, had he exhibited such energy as was seen in the gait and air
with which he kept his pace in the procession. There was no feebleness of step,
as at other times; his frame was not bent; nor did his hand rest ominously upon
his heart. Yet, if the clergyman were rightly viewed, his strength seemed not
of the body. It might be spiritual, and imparted to him by angelic ministrations.
It might be the exhilaration of that potent cordial, which is distilled only in
the furnace-glow of earnest and long-continued thought. Or, perchance, his
sensitive[292] temperament was invigorated by the loud and piercing music, that
swelled heavenward, and uplifted him on its ascending wave. Nevertheless, so
abstracted was his look, it might be questioned whether Mr. Dimmesdale even
heard the music. There was his body, moving onward, and with an unaccustomed
force. But where was his mind? Far and deep in its own region, busying itself,
with preternatural activity, to marshal a procession of stately thoughts that
were soon to issue thence; and so he saw nothing, heard nothing, knew nothing,
of what was around him; but the spiritual element took up the feeble frame, and
carried it along, unconscious of the burden, and converting it to spirit like
itself. Men of uncommon intellect, who have grown morbid, possess this
occasional power of mighty effort, into which they throw the life of many days,
and then are lifeless for as many more.
Hester Prynne, gazing steadfastly at the
clergyman, felt a dreary influence come over her, but wherefore or whence she
knew not; unless that he seemed so remote from her own sphere, and utterly
beyond her reach. One glance of recognition, she had imagined, must needs pass
between them. She thought of the dim forest, with its little dell of solitude,
and love, and anguish, and the mossy tree-trunk, where, sitting hand in hand,
they had mingled their sad and passionate talk with the melancholy murmur of the
brook. How deeply had they known each other then! And was this the man? She
hardly knew him now! He, moving proudly past, enveloped, as it were, in the
rich music, with the procession of majestic and venerable fathers; he, so
unattainable in his worldly position, and still more so in that far vista of
his unsympathizing thoughts, through which she now beheld him! Her spirit
sank[293] with the idea that all must have been a delusion, and that, vividly
as she had dreamed it, there could be no real bond betwixt the clergyman and
herself. And thus much of woman was there in Hester, that she could scarcely
forgive him,—least of all now, when the heavy footstep of their approaching
Fate might be heard, nearer, nearer, nearer!—for being able so completely to
withdraw himself from their mutual world; while she groped darkly, and
stretched forth her cold hands, and found him not.
Pearl either saw and responded to her
mother’s feelings, or herself felt the remoteness and intangibility that had
fallen around the minister. While the procession passed, the child was uneasy,
fluttering up and down, like a bird on the point of taking flight. When the
whole had gone by, she looked up into Hester’s face.
“Mother,” said she, “was that the same
minister that kissed me by the brook?”
“Hold thy peace, dear little Pearl!”
whispered her mother. “We must not always talk in the market-place of what
happens to us in the forest.”
“I could not be sure that it was he; so
strange he looked,” continued the child. “Else I would have run to him, and bid
him kiss me now, before all the people; even as he did yonder among the dark
old trees. What would the minister have said, mother? Would he have clapped his
hand over his heart, and scowled on me, and bid me be gone?”
“What should he say, Pearl,” answered
Hester, “save that it was no time to kiss, and that kisses are not to be given
in the market-place? Well for thee, foolish child, that thou didst not speak to
him![294]”
Another shade of the same sentiment, in
reference to Mr. Dimmesdale, was expressed by a person whose eccentricities—or
insanity, as we should term it—led her to do what few of the towns-people would
have ventured on; to begin a conversation with the wearer of the scarlet
letter, in public. It was Mistress Hibbins, who, arrayed in great magnificence,
with a triple ruff, a broidered stomacher, a gown of rich velvet, and a
gold-headed cane, had come forth to see the procession. As this ancient lady
had the renown (which subsequently cost her no less a price than her life) of
being a principal actor in all the works of necromancy that were continually
going forward, the crowd gave way before her, and seemed to fear the touch of
her garment, as if it carried the plague among its gorgeous folds. Seen in
conjunction with Hester Prynne,—kindly as so many now felt towards the
latter,—the dread inspired by Mistress Hibbins was doubled, and caused a
general movement from that part of the market-place in which the two women
stood.
“Now, what mortal imagination could
conceive it!” whispered the old lady, confidentially, to Hester. “Yonder divine
man! That saint on earth, as the people uphold him to be, and as—I must needs
say—he really looks! Who, now, that saw him pass in the procession, would think
how little while it is since he went forth out of his study,—chewing a Hebrew
text of Scripture in his mouth, I warrant,—to take an airing in the forest!
Aha! we know what that means, Hester Prynne! But, truly, forsooth, I find it
hard to believe him the same man. Many a church-member saw I, walking behind
the music, that has danced in the same measure with me, when Somebody was
fiddler, and, it might be, an Indian powwow or a Lapland[295] wizard changing
hands with us! That is but a trifle, when a woman knows the world. But this
minister! Couldst thou surely tell, Hester, whether he was the same man that
encountered thee on the forest-path?”
“Madam, I know not of what you speak,”
answered Hester Prynne, feeling Mistress Hibbins to be of infirm mind; yet
strangely startled and awe-stricken by the confidence with which she affirmed a
personal connection between so many persons (herself among them) and the Evil
One. “It is not for me to talk lightly of a learned and pious minister of the
Word, like the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale!”
“Fie, woman, fie!” cried the old lady,
shaking her finger at Hester. “Dost thou think I have been to the forest so
many times, and have yet no skill to judge who else has been there? Yea; though
no leaf of the wild garlands, which they wore while they danced, be left in
their hair! I know thee, Hester; for I behold the token. We may all see it in
the sunshine; and it glows like a red flame in the dark. Thou wearest it
openly; so there need be no question about that. But this minister! Let me tell
thee, in thine ear! When the Black Man sees one of his own servants, signed and
sealed, so shy of owning to the bond as is the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, he hath
a way of ordering matters so that the mark shall be disclosed in open daylight
to the eyes of all the world! What is it that the minister seeks to hide, with
his hand always over his heart? Ha, Hester Prynne!”
“What is it, good Mistress Hibbins?”
eagerly asked little Pearl. “Hast thou seen it?”
“No matter, darling!” responded Mistress
Hibbins, making Pearl a profound reverence. “Thou thyself wilt see it, one
time[296] or another. They say, child, thou art of the lineage of the Prince of
the Air! Wilt thou ride with me, some fine night, to see thy father? Then thou
shalt know wherefore the minister keeps his hand over his heart!”
Laughing so shrilly that all the
market-place could hear her, the weird old gentlewoman took her departure.
By this time the preliminary prayer had
been offered in the meeting-house, and the accents of the Reverend Mr.
Dimmesdale were heard commencing his discourse. An irresistible feeling kept
Hester near the spot. As the sacred edifice was too much thronged to admit
another auditor, she took up her position close beside the scaffold of the
pillory. It was in sufficient proximity to bring the whole sermon to her ears,
in the shape of an indistinct, but varied, murmur and flow of the minister’s
very peculiar voice.
This vocal organ was in itself a rich
endowment; insomuch that a listener, comprehending nothing of the language in
which the preacher spoke, might still have been swayed to and fro by the mere
tone and cadence. Like all other music, it breathed passion and pathos, and
emotions high or tender, in a tongue native to the human heart, wherever
educated. Muffled as the sound was by its passage through the church-walls,
Hester Prynne listened with such intentness, and sympathized so intimately,
that the sermon had throughout a meaning for her, entirely apart from its
indistinguishable words. These, perhaps, if more distinctly heard, might have
been only a grosser medium, and have clogged the spiritual sense. Now she
caught the low undertone, as of the wind sinking down to repose itself; then
ascended with it, as it rose through progressive gradations of sweetness and
power, until its volume seemed to envelop her[297] with an atmosphere of awe
and solemn grandeur. And yet, majestic as the voice sometimes became, there was
forever in it an essential character of plaintiveness. A loud or low expression
of anguish,—the whisper, or the shriek, as it might be conceived, of suffering
humanity, that touched a sensibility in every bosom! At times this deep strain
of pathos was all that could be heard, and scarcely heard, sighing amid a
desolate silence. But even when the minister’s voice grew high and
commanding,—when it gushed irrepressibly upward,—when it assumed its utmost
breadth and power, so overfilling the church as to burst its way through the
solid walls, and diffuse itself in the open air,—still, if the auditor listened
intently, and for the purpose, he could detect the same cry of pain. What was
it? The complaint of a human heart, sorrow-laden, perchance guilty, telling its
secret, whether of guilt or sorrow, to the great heart of mankind; beseeching
its sympathy or forgiveness,—at every moment,—in each accent,—and never in
vain! It was this profound and continual undertone that gave the clergyman his
most appropriate power.
During all this time, Hester stood,
statue-like, at the foot of the scaffold. If the minister’s voice had not kept
her there, there would nevertheless have been an inevitable magnetism in that
spot, whence she dated the first hour of her life of ignominy. There was a
sense within her,—too ill-defined to be made a thought, but weighing heavily on
her mind,—that her whole orb of life, both before and after, was connected with
this spot, as with the one point that gave it unity.
Little Pearl, meanwhile, had quitted her
mother’s side, and was playing at her own will about the market-place. She made
the sombre crowd cheerful by her erratic and glistening ray;[298] even as a
bird of bright plumage illuminates a whole tree of dusky foliage, by darting to
and fro, half seen and half concealed amid the twilight of the clustering
leaves. She had an undulating, but, oftentimes, a sharp and irregular movement.
It indicated the restless vivacity of her spirit, which to-day was doubly indefatigable
in its tiptoe dance, because it was played upon and vibrated with her mother’s
disquietude. Whenever Pearl saw anything to excite her ever-active and
wandering curiosity, she flew thitherward and, as we might say, seized upon
that man or thing as her own property, so far as she desired it; but without
yielding the minutest degree of control over her motions in requital. The
Puritans looked on, and, if they smiled, were none the less inclined to
pronounce the child a demon offspring, from the indescribable charm of beauty
and eccentricity that shone through her little figure, and sparkled with its
activity. She ran and looked the wild Indian in the face; and he grew conscious
of a nature wilder than his own. Thence, with native audacity, but still with a
reserve as characteristic, she flew into the midst of a group of mariners, the
swarthy-cheeked wild men of the ocean, as the Indians were of the land; and
they gazed wonderingly and admiringly at Pearl, as if a flake of the sea-foam
had taken the shape of a little maid, and were gifted with a soul of the
sea-fire, that flashes beneath the prow in the night-time.
One of these seafaring men—the
shipmaster, indeed, who had spoken to Hester Prynne—was so smitten with Pearl’s
aspect, that he attempted to lay hands upon her, with purpose to snatch a kiss.
Finding it as impossible to touch her as to catch a humming-bird in the air, he
took from his hat the gold chain that was twisted about it, and threw it to the
child. Pearl[299] immediately twined it around her neck and waist, with such
happy skill, that, once seen there, it became a part of her, and it was
difficult to imagine her without it.
“Thy mother is yonder woman with the
scarlet letter,” said the seaman. “Wilt thou carry her a message from me?”
“If the message pleases me, I will,”
answered Pearl.
“Then tell her,” rejoined he, “that I
spake again with the black-a-visaged, hump-shouldered old doctor, and he
engages to bring his friend, the gentleman she wots of, aboard with him. So let
thy mother take no thought, save for herself and thee. Wilt thou tell her this,
thou witch-baby?”
“Mistress Hibbins says my father is the
Prince of the Air!” cried Pearl, with a naughty smile. “If thou callest me that
ill name, I shall tell him of thee; and he will chase thy ship with a tempest!”
Pursuing a zigzag course across the
market-place, the child returned to her mother, and communicated what the
mariner had said. Hester’s strong, calm, steadfastly enduring spirit almost
sank, at last, on beholding this dark and grim countenance of an inevitable
doom, which—at the moment when a passage seemed to open for the minister and
herself out of their labyrinth of misery—showed itself, with an unrelenting
smile, right in the midst of their path.
With her mind harassed by the terrible
perplexity in which the shipmaster’s intelligence involved her, she was also
subjected to another trial. There were many people present, from the country
round about, who had often heard of the scarlet letter, and to whom it had been
made terrific by a hundred false or exaggerated rumors, but who had never
beheld it with their own bodily eyes. These, after exhausting other modes of
amusement,[300] now thronged about Hester Prynne with rude and boorish
intrusiveness. Unscrupulous as it was, however, it could not bring them nearer
than a circuit of several yards. At that distance they accordingly stood, fixed
there by the centrifugal force of the repugnance which the mystic symbol
inspired. The whole gang of sailors, likewise, observing the press of
spectators, and learning the purport of the scarlet letter, came and thrust
their sunburnt and desperado-looking faces into the ring. Even the Indians were
affected by a sort of cold shadow of the white man’s curiosity, and, gliding
through the crowd, fastened their snake-like black eyes on Hester’s bosom;
conceiving, perhaps, that the wearer of this brilliantly embroidered badge must
needs be a personage of high dignity among her people. Lastly the inhabitants
of the town (their own interest in this worn-out subject languidly reviving
itself, by sympathy with what they saw others feel) lounged idly to the same
quarter, and tormented Hester Prynne, perhaps more than all the rest, with
their cool, well-acquainted gaze at her familiar shame. Hester saw and
recognized the selfsame faces of that group of matrons, who had awaited her
forthcoming from the prison-door, seven years ago; all save one, the youngest
and only compassionate among them, whose burial-robe she had since made. At the
final hour, when she was so soon to fling aside the burning letter, it had
strangely become the centre of more remark and excitement, and was thus made to
sear her breast more painfully, than at any time since the first day she put it
on.
While Hester stood in that magic circle
of ignominy, where the cunning cruelty of her sentence seemed to have fixed her
forever, the admirable preacher was looking down from the[301] sacred pulpit
upon an audience whose very inmost spirits had yielded to his control. The
sainted minister in the church! The woman of the scarlet letter in the
market-place! What imagination would have been irreverent enough to surmise
that the same scorching stigma was on them both!
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XXIII.
THE REVELATION OF THE SCARLET LETTER.
T
he eloquent voice, on which the souls of
the listening audience had been borne aloft as on the swelling waves of the
sea, at length came to a pause. There was a momentary silence, profound as what
should follow the utterance of oracles. Then ensued a murmur and half-hushed
tumult; as if the auditors, released from the high spell that had transported
them into the region of another’s mind, were returning into themselves, with
all their awe and wonder still heavy on them. In a moment more, the crowd began
to gush forth from the doors of the church. Now that there was an end, they
needed other breath, more fit to support the gross and earthly life into which
they relapsed, than that atmosphere which the preacher had converted into words
of flame, and had burdened with the rich fragrance of his thought.
In the open air their rapture broke into
speech. The street and the market-place absolutely babbled, from side to side,
with[303] applauses of the minister. His hearers could not rest until they had
told one another of what each knew better than he could tell or hear. According
to their united testimony, never had man spoken in so wise, so high, and so
holy a spirit, as he that spake this day; nor had inspiration ever breathed
through mortal lips more evidently than it did through his. Its influence could
be seen, as it were, descending upon him, and possessing him, and continually
lifting him out of the written discourse that lay before him, and filling him
with ideas that must have been as marvellous to himself as to his audience. His
subject, it appeared, had been the relation between the Deity and the
communities of mankind, with a special reference to the New England which they
were here planting in the wilderness. And, as he drew towards the close, a
spirit as of prophecy had come upon him, constraining him to its purpose as
mightily as the old prophets of Israel were constrained; only with this
difference, that, whereas the Jewish seers had denounced judgments and ruin on
their country, it was his mission to foretell a high and glorious destiny for
the newly gathered people of the Lord. But, throughout it all, and through the
whole discourse, there had been a certain deep, sad undertone of pathos, which
could not be interpreted otherwise than as the natural regret of one soon to
pass away. Yes; their minister whom they so loved—and who so loved them all,
that he could not depart heavenward without a sigh—had the foreboding of
untimely death upon him, and would soon leave them in their tears! This idea of
his transitory stay on earth gave the last emphasis to the effect which the
preacher had produced; it was as if an angel, in his passage to the skies, had
shaken his bright wings over the people for an instant,—at once a shadow[304]
and a splendor,—and had shed down a shower of golden truths upon them.
Thus, there had come to the Reverend Mr.
Dimmesdale—as to most men, in their various spheres, though seldom recognized
until they see it far behind them—an epoch of life more brilliant and full of
triumph than any previous one, or than any which could hereafter be. He stood,
at this moment, on the very proudest eminence of superiority, to which the
gifts of intellect, rich lore, prevailing eloquence, and a reputation of
whitest sanctity, could exalt a clergyman in New England’s earliest days, when
the professional character was of itself a lofty pedestal. Such was the
position which the minister occupied, as he bowed his head forward on the
cushions of the pulpit, at the close of his Election Sermon. Meanwhile Hester
Prynne was standing beside the scaffold of the pillory, with the scarlet letter
still burning on her breast!
Now was heard again the clangor of the
music, and the measured tramp of the military escort, issuing from the
church-door. The procession was to be marshalled thence to the town-hall, where
a solemn banquet would complete the ceremonies of the day.
Once more, therefore, the train of
venerable and majestic fathers was seen moving through a broad pathway of the
people, who drew back reverently, on either side, as the Governor and
magistrates, the old and wise men, the holy ministers, and all that were
eminent and renowned, advanced into the midst of them. When they were fairly in
the market-place, their presence was greeted by a shout. This—though doubtless
it might acquire additional force and volume from the childlike loyalty which
the age awarded to its rulers—was felt to be an[305] irrepressible outburst of
enthusiasm kindled in the auditors by that high strain of eloquence which was
yet reverberating in their ears. Each felt the impulse in himself, and, in the
same breath, caught it from his neighbor. Within the church, it had hardly been
kept down; beneath the sky, it pealed upward to the zenith. There were human
beings enough, and enough of highly wrought and symphonious feeling, to produce
that more impressive sound than the organ tones of the blast, or the thunder,
or the roar of the sea; even that mighty swell of many voices, blended into one
great voice by the universal impulse which makes likewise one vast heart out of
the many. Never, from the soil of New England, had gone up such a shout! Never,
on New England soil, had stood the man so honored by his mortal brethren as the
preacher!
How fared it with him then? Were there
not the brilliant particles of a halo in the air about his head? So
etherealized by spirit as he was, and so apotheosized by worshipping admirers,
did his footsteps, in the procession, really tread upon the dust of earth?
As the ranks of military men and civil
fathers moved onward, all eyes were turned towards the point where the minister
was seen to approach among them. The shout died into a murmur, as one portion
of the crowd after another obtained a glimpse of him. How feeble and pale he
looked, amid all his triumph! The energy—or say, rather, the inspiration which
had held him up, until he should have delivered the sacred message that brought
its own strength along with it from heaven—was withdrawn, now that it had so faithfully
performed its office. The glow, which they had just before beheld burning on
his cheek, was extinguished, like a flame that sinks down hopelessly[306] among
the late-decaying embers. It seemed hardly the face of a man alive, with such a
death-like hue; it was hardly a man with life in him, that tottered on his path
so nervelessly, yet tottered, and did not fall!
One of his clerical brethren,—it was the
venerable John Wilson,—observing the state in which Mr. Dimmesdale was left by
the retiring wave of intellect and sensibility, stepped forward hastily to
offer his support. The minister tremulously, but decidedly, repelled the old
man’s arm. He still walked onward, if that movement could be so described,
which rather resembled the wavering effort of an infant, with its mother’s arms
in view, outstretched to tempt him forward. And now, almost imperceptible as
were the latter steps of his progress, he had come opposite the well-remembered
and weather-darkened scaffold, where, long since, with all that dreary lapse of
time between, Hester Prynne had encountered the world’s ignominious stare.
There stood Hester, holding little Pearl by the hand! And there was the scarlet
letter on her breast! The minister here made a pause; although the music still
played the stately and rejoicing march to which the procession moved. It
summoned him onward,—onward to the festival!—but here he made a pause.
Bellingham, for the last few moments, had
kept an anxious eye upon him. He now left his own place in the procession, and
advanced to give assistance; judging, from Mr. Dimmesdale’s aspect, that he
must otherwise inevitably fall. But there was something in the latter’s
expression that warned back the magistrate, although a man not readily obeying
the vague intimations that pass from one spirit to another. The crowd,
meanwhile, looked on with awe and wonder. This earthly faintness[307] was, in
their view, only another phase of the minister’s celestial strength; nor would
it have seemed a miracle too high to be wrought for one so holy, had he
ascended before their eyes, waxing dimmer and brighter, and fading at last into
the light of heaven.
He turned towards the scaffold, and
stretched forth his arms.
“Hester,” said he, “come hither! Come, my
little Pearl!”
It was a ghastly look with which he
regarded them; but there was something at once tender and strangely triumphant
in it. The child, with the bird-like motion which was one of her
characteristics, flew to him, and clasped her arms about his knees. Hester
Prynne—slowly, as if impelled by inevitable fate, and against her strongest
will—likewise drew near, but paused before she reached him. At this instant,
old Roger Chillingworth thrust himself through the crowd,—or, perhaps, so dark,
disturbed, and evil, was his look, he rose up out of some nether region,—to
snatch back his victim from what he sought to do! Be that as it might, the old
man rushed forward, and caught the minister by the arm.
“Madman, hold! what is your purpose?”
whispered he. “Wave back that woman! Cast off this child! All shall be well! Do
not blacken your fame, and perish in dishonor! I can yet save you! Would you
bring infamy on your sacred profession?”
“Ha, tempter! Methinks thou art too
late!” answered the minister, encountering his eye, fearfully, but firmly. “Thy
power is not what it was! With God’s help, I shall escape thee now!”
He again extended his hand to the woman
of the scarlet letter.
“Hester Prynne,” cried he, with a
piercing earnestness, “in[308] the name of Him, so terrible and so merciful,
who gives me grace, at this last moment, to do what—for my own heavy sin and
miserable agony—I withheld myself from doing seven years ago, come hither now,
and twine thy strength about me! Thy strength, Hester; but let it be guided by
the will which God hath granted me! This wretched and wronged old man is
opposing it with all his might!—with all his own might, and the fiend’s! Come,
Hester, come! Support me up yonder scaffold!”
The crowd was in a tumult. The men of
rank and dignity, who stood more immediately around the clergyman, were so
taken by surprise, and so perplexed as to the purport of what they saw,—unable
to receive the explanation which most readily presented itself, or to imagine
any other,—that they remained silent and inactive spectators of the judgment
which Providence seemed about to work. They beheld the minister, leaning on
Hester’s shoulder, and supported by her arm around him, approach the scaffold,
and ascend its steps; while still the little hand of the sin-born child was
clasped in his. Old Roger Chillingworth followed, as one intimately connected
with the drama of guilt and sorrow in which they had all been actors, and well
entitled, therefore, to be present at its closing scene.
“Hadst thou sought the whole earth over,”
said he, looking darkly at the clergyman, “there was no one place so secret,—no
high place nor lowly place, where thou couldst have escaped me,—save on this
very scaffold!”
“Thanks be to Him who hath led me
hither!” answered the minister.
Yet he trembled, and turned to Hester
with an expression of doubt and anxiety in his eyes, not the less evidently
betrayed, that there was a feeble smile upon his lips.[309]
“Is not this better,” murmured he, “than
what we dreamed of in the forest?”
“I know not! I know not!” she hurriedly
replied. “Better? Yea; so we may both die, and little Pearl die with us!”
“For thee and Pearl, be it as God shall
order,” said the minister; “and God is merciful! Let me now do the will which
he hath made plain before my sight. For, Hester, I am a dying man. So let me
make haste to take my shame upon me!”
Partly supported by Hester Prynne, and
holding one hand of little Pearl’s, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale turned to the
dignified and venerable rulers; to the holy ministers, who were his brethren;
to the people, whose great heart was thoroughly appalled, yet overflowing with
tearful sympathy, as knowing that some deep life-matter—which, if full of sin,
was full of anguish and repentance likewise—was now to be laid open to them.
The sun, but little past its meridian, shone down upon the clergyman, and gave
a distinctness to his figure, as he stood out from all the earth, to put in his
plea of guilty at the bar of Eternal Justice.
“People of New England!” cried he, with a
voice that rose over them, high, solemn, and majestic,—yet had always a tremor
through it, and sometimes a shriek, struggling up out of a fathomless depth of
remorse and woe,—“ye, that have loved me!—ye, that have deemed me holy!—behold
me here, the one sinner of the world! At last!—at last!—I stand upon the spot
where, seven years since, I should have stood; here, with this woman, whose
arm, more than the little strength wherewith I have crept hitherward, sustains me,
at this dreadful moment, from grovelling down upon my face! Lo, the scarlet
letter which Hester wears! Ye have all shuddered at it! Wherever[310] her walk
hath been,—wherever, so miserably burdened, she may have hoped to find
repose,—it hath cast a lurid gleam of awe and horrible repugnance round about
her. But there stood one in the midst of you, at whose brand of sin and infamy
ye have not shuddered!”
It seemed, at this point, as if the
minister must leave the remainder of his secret undisclosed. But he fought back
the bodily weakness,—and, still more, the faintness of heart,—that was striving
for the mastery with him. He threw off all assistance, and stepped passionately
forward a pace before the woman and the child.
“It was on him!” he continued, with a
kind of fierceness; so determined was he to speak out the whole. “God’s eye
beheld it! The angels were forever pointing at it! The Devil knew it well, and
fretted it continually with the touch of his burning finger! But he hid it
cunningly from men, and walked among you with the mien of a spirit, mournful,
because so pure in a sinful world!—and sad, because he missed his heavenly
kindred! Now, at the death-hour, he stands up before you! He bids you look
again at Hester’s scarlet letter! He tells you, that, with all its mysterious
horror, it is but the shadow of what he bears on his own breast, and that even
this, his own red stigma, is no more than the type of what has seared his
inmost heart! Stand any here that question God’s judgment on a sinner? Behold!
Behold a dreadful witness of it!”
[311]Shall we not meet again?
With a convulsive motion, he tore away
the ministerial band from before his breast. It was revealed! But it were
irreverent[312] to describe that revelation. For an instant, the gaze of the
horror-stricken multitude was concentred on the ghastly miracle; while the
minister stood, with a flush of triumph in his[313] face, as one who, in the
crisis of acutest pain, had won a victory. Then, down he sank upon the
scaffold! Hester partly raised him, and supported his head against her bosom.
Old Roger Chillingworth knelt down beside him, with a blank, dull countenance,
out of which the life seemed to have departed.
“Thou hast escaped me!” he repeated more
than once. “Thou hast escaped me!”
“May God forgive thee!” said the
minister. “Thou, too, hast deeply sinned!”
He withdrew his dying eyes from the old
man, and fixed them on the woman and the child.
“My little Pearl,” said he, feebly,—and
there was a sweet and gentle smile over his face, as of a spirit sinking into
deep repose; nay, now that the burden was removed, it seemed almost as if he
would be sportive with the child,—“dear little Pearl, wilt thou kiss me now?
Thou wouldst not, yonder, in the forest! But now thou wilt?”
Pearl kissed his lips. A spell was
broken. The great scene of grief, in which the wild infant bore a part, had
developed all her sympathies; and as her tears fell upon her father’s cheek,
they were the pledge that she would grow up amid human joy and sorrow, nor
forever do battle with the world, but be a woman in it. Towards her mother,
too, Pearl’s errand as a messenger of anguish was all fulfilled.
“Hester,” said the clergyman, “farewell!”
“Shall we not meet again?” whispered she,
bending her face down close to his. “Shall we not spend our immortal life
together? Surely, surely, we have ransomed one another, with all this woe! Thou
lookest far into eternity, with those bright dying eyes! Then tell me what thou
seest?[314]”
“Hush, Hester, hush!” said he, with
tremulous solemnity. “The law we broke!—the sin here so awfully revealed!—let
these alone be in thy thoughts! I fear! I fear! It may be, that, when we forgot
our God,—when we violated our reverence each for the other’s soul,—it was
thenceforth vain to hope that we could meet hereafter, in an everlasting and
pure reunion. God knows; and He is merciful! He hath proved his mercy, most of
all, in my afflictions. By giving me this burning torture to bear upon my
breast! By sending yonder dark and terrible old man, to keep the torture always
at red-heat! By bringing me hither, to die this death of triumphant ignominy
before the people! Had either of these agonies been wanting, I had been lost
forever! Praised be his name! His will be done! Farewell!”
That final word came forth with the
minister’s expiring breath. The multitude, silent till then, broke out in a
strange, deep voice of awe and wonder, which could not as yet find utterance,
save in this murmur that rolled so heavily after the departed spirit.
[315]
XXIV.
CONCLUSION.
A
fter many days, when time sufficed for
the people to arrange their thoughts in reference to the foregoing scene, there
was more than one account of what had been witnessed on the scaffold.
Most of the spectators testified to
having seen, on the breast of the unhappy minister, a SCARLET LETTER—the very
semblance of that worn by Hester Prynne—imprinted in the flesh. As regarded its
origin, there were various explanations, all of which must necessarily have
been conjectural. Some affirmed that the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, on the very
day when Hester Prynne first wore her ignominious badge, had begun a course of
penance,—which he afterwards, in so many futile methods, followed out,—by
inflicting a hideous torture on himself. Others contended that the stigma had
not been produced until a long time subsequent, when old Roger Chillingworth,
being a potent necromancer, had caused it to appear, through the agency of
magic and poisonous drugs.[316] Others, again,—and those best able to
appreciate the minister’s peculiar sensibility, and the wonderful operation of
his spirit upon the body,—whispered their belief, that the awful symbol was the
effect of the ever-active tooth of remorse, gnawing from the inmost heart
outwardly, and at last manifesting Heaven’s dreadful judgment by the visible
presence of the letter. The reader may choose among these theories. We have
thrown all the light we could acquire upon the portent, and would gladly, now
that it has done its office, erase its deep print out of our own brain; where
long meditation has fixed it in very undesirable distinctness.
It is singular, nevertheless, that
certain persons, who were spectators of the whole scene, and professed never
once to have removed their eyes from the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, denied that
there was any mark whatever on his breast, more than on a new-born infant’s.
Neither, by their report, had his dying words acknowledged, nor even remotely
implied, any, the slightest connection, on his part, with the guilt for which
Hester Prynne had so long worn the scarlet letter. According to these highly
respectable witnesses, the minister, conscious that he was dying,—conscious,
also, that the reverence of the multitude placed him already among saints and
angels,—had desired, by yielding up his breath in the arms of that fallen
woman, to express to the world how utterly nugatory is the choicest of man’s
own righteousness. After exhausting life in his efforts for mankind’s spiritual
good, he had made the manner of his death a parable, in order to impress on his
admirers the mighty and mournful lesson, that, in the view of Infinite Purity,
we are sinners all alike. It was to teach them, that the holiest among us has
but attained so far above his fellows as to discern[317] more clearly the Mercy
which looks down, and repudiate more utterly the phantom of human merit, which
would look aspiringly upward. Without disputing a truth so momentous, we must
be allowed to consider this version of Mr. Dimmesdale’s story as only an
instance of that stubborn fidelity with which a man’s friends—and especially a
clergyman’s—will sometimes uphold his character, when proofs, clear as the
mid-day sunshine on the scarlet letter, establish him a false and sin-stained
creature of the dust.
The authority which we have chiefly
followed,—a manuscript of old date, drawn up from the verbal testimony of
individuals, some of whom had known Hester Prynne, while others had heard the
tale from contemporary witnesses,—fully confirms the view taken in the
foregoing pages. Among many morals which press upon us from the poor minister’s
miserable experience, we put only this into a sentence:—“Be true! Be true! Be
true! Show freely to the world, if not your worst, yet some trait whereby the
worst may be inferred!”
Nothing was more remarkable than the
change which took place, almost immediately after Mr. Dimmesdale’s death, in
the appearance and demeanor of the old man known as Roger Chillingworth. All
his strength and energy—all his vital and intellectual force—seemed at once to
desert him; insomuch that he positively withered up, shrivelled away, and
almost vanished from mortal sight, like an uprooted weed that lies wilting in
the sun. This unhappy man had made the very principle of his life to consist in
the pursuit and systematic exercise of revenge; and when, by its completest
triumph and consummation, that evil principle was left with no further material
to support it, when, in short, there was no more Devil’s work[318] on earth for
him to do, it only remained for the unhumanized mortal to betake himself
whither his Master would find him tasks enough, and pay him his wages duly.
But, to all these shadowy beings, so long our near acquaintances,—as well Roger
Chillingworth as his companions,—we would fain be merciful. It is a curious
subject of observation and inquiry, whether hatred and love be not the same
thing at bottom. Each, in its utmost development, supposes a high degree of
intimacy and heart-knowledge; each renders one individual dependent for the
food of his affections and spiritual life upon another; each leaves the
passionate lover, or the no less passionate hater, forlorn and desolate by the
withdrawal of his subject. Philosophically considered, therefore, the two
passions seem essentially the same, except that one happens to be seen in a
celestial radiance, and the other in a dusky and lurid glow. In the spiritual
world, the old physician and the minister—mutual victims as they have been—may,
unawares, have found their earthly stock of hatred and antipathy transmuted
into golden love.
Leaving this discussion apart, we have a
matter of business to communicate to the reader. At old Roger Chillingworth’s
decease, (which took place within the year,) and by his last will and
testament, of which Governor Bellingham and the Reverend Mr. Wilson were
executors, he bequeathed a very considerable amount of property, both here and
in England, to little Pearl, the daughter of Hester Prynne.
So Pearl—the elf-child,—the demon
offspring, as some people, up to that epoch, persisted in considering
her,—became the richest heiress of her day, in the New World. Not improbably,
this circumstance wrought a very material change in the[319] public estimation;
and, had the mother and child remained here, little Pearl, at a marriageable
period of life, might have mingled her wild blood with the lineage of the
devoutest Puritan among them all. But, in no long time after the physician’s
death, the wearer of the scarlet letter disappeared, and Pearl along with her.
For many years, though a vague report would now and then find its way across
the sea,—like a shapeless piece of drift-wood tost ashore, with the initials of
a name upon it,—yet no tidings of them unquestionably authentic were received.
The story of the scarlet letter grew into a legend. Its spell, however, was
still potent, and kept the scaffold awful where the poor minister had died, and
likewise the cottage by the sea-shore, where Hester Prynne had dwelt. Near this
latter spot, one afternoon, some children were at play, when they beheld a tall
woman, in a gray robe, approach the cottage-door. In all those years it had
never once been opened; but either she unlocked it, or the decaying wood and
iron yielded to her hand, or she glided shadow-like through these
impediments,—and, at all events, went in.
On the threshold she paused,—turned
partly round,—for, perchance, the idea of entering all alone, and all so
changed, the home of so intense a former life, was more dreary and desolate
than even she could bear. But her hesitation was only for an instant, though
long enough to display a scarlet letter on her breast.
[320]Hester’s Return
And Hester Prynne had returned, and taken
up her long-forsaken shame! But where was little Pearl? If still alive, she
must now have been in the flush and bloom of early womanhood. None knew—nor
ever learned, with the fulness of perfect certainty—whether the elf-child had
gone thus untimely to a maiden grave; or whether her wild, rich nature had been
softened and subdued, and made capable of a woman’s gentle happiness. But,
through the remainder of Hester’s life, there were indications that the recluse
of the scarlet letter was the object of love and interest with some inhabitant
of another land. Letters came, with armorial seals upon them, though of
bearings unknown to English heraldry. In the cottage there were articles of
comfort and luxury such as Hester never cared to use, but which only wealth
could have purchased, and affection have[321] imagined for her. There were
trifles, too, little ornaments, beautiful tokens of a continual remembrance,
that must have been wrought by delicate fingers, at the impulse of a fond
heart. And, once, Hester was seen embroidering a baby-garment, with such a
lavish richness of golden fancy as would have raised a public tumult, had any
infant, thus apparelled, been shown to our sober-hued community.
In fine, the gossips of that day
believed,—and Mr. Surveyor Pue, who made investigations a century later,
believed,—and one of his recent successors in office, moreover, faithfully
believes,—that Pearl was not only alive, but married, and happy, and mindful of
her mother, and that she would most joyfully have entertained that sad and
lonely mother at her fireside.
But there was a more real life for Hester
Prynne here, in New England, than in that unknown region where Pearl had found
a home. Here had been her sin; here, her sorrow; and here was yet to be her
penitence. She had returned, therefore, and resumed,—of her own free will, for
not the sternest magistrate of that iron period would have imposed it,—resumed
the symbol of which we have related so dark a tale. Never afterwards did it
quit her bosom. But, in the lapse of the toilsome, thoughtful, and self-devoted
years that made up Hester’s life, the scarlet letter ceased to be a stigma
which attracted the world’s scorn and bitterness, and became a type of
something to be sorrowed over, and looked upon with awe, yet with reverence
too. And, as Hester Prynne had no selfish ends, nor lived in any measure for
her own profit and enjoyment, people brought all their sorrows and
perplexities, and besought her counsel, as one who had herself gone through a
mighty trouble. Women,[322] more especially,—in the continually recurring
trials of wounded, wasted, wronged, misplaced, or erring and sinful passion,—or
with the dreary burden of a heart unyielded, because unvalued and
unsought,—came to Hester’s cottage, demanding why they were so wretched, and
what the remedy! Hester comforted and counselled them as best she might. She
assured them, too, of her firm belief, that, at some brighter period, when the
world should have grown ripe for it, in Heaven’s own time, a new truth would be
revealed, in order to establish the whole relation between man and woman on a
surer ground of mutual happiness. Earlier in life, Hester had vainly imagined
that she herself might be the destined prophetess, but had long since
recognized the impossibility that any mission of divine and mysterious truth
should be confided to a woman stained with sin, bowed down with shame, or even
burdened with a life-long sorrow. The angel and apostle of the coming
revelation must be a woman, indeed, but lofty, pure, and beautiful; and wise,
moreover, not through dusky grief, but the ethereal medium of joy; and showing
how sacred love should make us happy, by the truest test of a life successful
to such an end!
So said Hester Prynne, and glanced her
sad eyes downward at the scarlet letter. And, after many, many years, a new
grave was delved, near an old and sunken one, in that burial-ground beside
which King’s Chapel has since been built. It was near that old and sunken
grave, yet with a space between, as if the dust of the two sleepers had no
right to mingle. Yet one tombstone served for both. All around, there were
monuments carved with armorial bearings; and on this simple slab of slate—as
the curious investigator may still discern, and[323] perplex himself with the
purport—there appeared the semblance of an engraved escutcheon. It bore a
device, a herald’s wording of which might serve for a motto and brief
description of our now concluded legend; so sombre is it, and relieved only by
one ever-glowing point of light gloomier than the shadow:—
“On a field, sable, the letter A, gules.”